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Aggravated

Monday, January 14, 2013

I am so angry with myself for ending up this big again! I was there. I was in onderland, and what did I do? I let myself go and get huge again. I worked so hard to get there and here I am back pretty much where I started. Why is it so hard for me to resist food? It never used to be when I was younger. And if I get back to onderland will I let myself go again? What is the point in all of this really? Am I destined to be fat? But I know I have to do this again. I have to do it for my health! But why oh why does it have to be so hard? emoticon

  
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MEGGUILLORY 12/30/2013 8:48PM

    I feel that exact way right now! Time for a life change for me. So tired of going back and forth.

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LINWASH23 1/16/2013 1:40PM

    You can start again, we all do it. emoticon emoticon

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HELENWLMS 1/14/2013 11:29PM

    Please hang in there. It will get easier. We all get frustrated a times. We just have to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off and get on with it. Tomorrow is a new day! We're all here for you.

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PIXIE-LICIOUS 1/14/2013 4:43PM

    I know its frustrating to gain the weight back, but you can't let it defeat you. I once lost 86 lbs...but then I gained 100 back! I'm losing it again now, and I know you can lose the weight again too. Never give up!

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NANFACEMIRE1 1/14/2013 2:02PM

    Kelly, emoticon. Like you said you did it once and you can do it again. I found that one of the most important things when you get to your goal weight is to weigh each day and don't go more than 2 - 3 pounds over your goal. You will fluctuate so don't have a tizzy over a lb "up" on the scale....just don't let it keep going. IMPORTANT: track you food......eat smaller portions. I know you can do this.....you already proved it. GOOD LUCK......

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MOLLYSARAN 1/14/2013 1:01PM

    you are not alone in this battle , i did the same thing in 2012 , remember you are worth it , believe in yourself , you lost the weight before & you can do it again !!!! here's to learning from our past mistakes & making 2013 a healthy one emoticon

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PATRICIACAN2012 1/14/2013 12:43PM

    You cant be so hard on your self! that is the first step. We all fall and we all fail no one is perfect but all it takes in tracking and being active you can still enjoy foods but in smaller portions.

YOU CAN DO THIS

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I forgot how hard this is

Tuesday, January 08, 2013

Day 2 of eating healthy and cutting calories and I am starving. emoticon I forgot how hard it is the first couple days when you are shrinking your stomach. I'm not giving into my growling tummy or the hunger pangs. I will get through this just like I have a thousand times before in the past. emoticon On another note I do wish the sun would come out and warm us up. This dreary cold weather makes me want to stay in my robe under the blanket next to the fire place all day. emoticon Hoping tomorrow is much better!

  
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PIXIE-LICIOUS 1/8/2013 10:29PM

    The first few days ARE the hardest, but I have faith you can get through it. And Kakonolady is right...if you are hungry, you need to give your body some fuel.

Keep pushing, I'm rooting for you!

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ARUN4ONE 1/8/2013 5:13PM

    Omgosh, yes, I just went through this in December. It was horrible! Took about a week and the pain subsided for the most part. It does get a lot easier, and you are certainly doing the right thing fighting them. emoticon emoticon Keep up the great job, soon enough you'll be reaping sweet results :D

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KAKONOLADY 1/8/2013 5:08PM

    emoticon emoticon if you get too hungry grab some fruit or maybe get a low calorie protein --eggs/string cheese---if your stomach keeps growling-it means you need fuel that is a real sign of hunger !!! emoticon

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Been Gone a long time!

Sunday, January 06, 2013

So here I am once again.... Huge and Angry! So here's my story og where I've been. I lost a lot of weight and was done into onederland getting compliments feeling good about myself. I had gained a few pounds but for the most part was happy. Not to my goal weight but happy. THEN Hurricane Issac came through and we received 15 feet of water in our home. ALL was lost. Nothing salvageable, no home to go home to, no place to live. I got majorly depressed because we had just lost everything to Katrina seven years to the date earlier. So we lived in hotels and families homes and ate out constantly! I could see myself getting bigger but was too upset to even care. A few months later we found a home in a different part of the state and are living here. I no longer work and I just sit at home all day with nothing to do. I miss my old life, working every day, living in our small town. Things are different and we have been blessed to be able to get a new house but I still miss home. I still want to go home. I know we can never return because they are not planning on fixing our levees. It's hard and all I seem to want to do is eat and sleep. Starting tomorrow I am once again jumping on the weight loss wagon. I have gained 40 pounds since the hurricane. It makes me so angry that I am this big again. I worked so hard to get skinny and I just let myself go. I never thought I would ever be this big again. So I'm here ready to make new goals, accept new challenges and be healthy again.

  
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MEGGUILLORY 1/8/2013 10:16PM

    I am so sorry to hear about your home. My family lost everything to Hurricane Rita, then again to Hurricane Ike. It was where I grew up not where I live now, but I know how hard it is and the lingering effects it can have. I'm glad that you are back! We are still here for support. Let me know if you need someone to talk to or some encouragement! =)

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LAINIESNEWLIFE 1/7/2013 11:01PM

    Kelly, I'm so sorry you lost your home and had to move away. My heart goes out to you. I know you can get back on track and back to onederland.

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KELLYSCHALLENGE 1/7/2013 9:25PM

    Thanks Ladies!

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PIXIE-LICIOUS 1/6/2013 8:28PM

    I'm so sorry that you lost your home! But I'm glad you're back on Sparks and ready to lose the weight again. I'm here if you need support.

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LITTLE_QUEEN 1/6/2013 8:20PM

    SO SORRY ABOUT THE HURRICANE AND THE GAIN BUT YOU CAN SO THIS AGAIN AND WE ARE HERE FOR YOU AND GLAD YOU ARE BACK, YOU WERE MISSED

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How Funny!

Monday, November 14, 2011

My last blog entry was where I would like to be in 5 months (Christmas) and well let's just say that ain't happening! LOL I fell off of the health wagon for a while because I was having major health issue. I recently had my gall bladder removed after years of pain and doctors appointments and er visits. I feel so much better now! I am still not full of energy like a 32 year old woman should be but I am working on that. I exercised for the first time in a very long time today. And it just feels great to get back to my healthy lifestyle! I only gained 5 pounds while I was gone so I didn't do too bad. I am still getting compliments on how great I look but I know I still need to lose 50 more pounds. And now that I am jobless and kidless (the are back in school) and gall bladderless maybe I can actually get to where I need to be! emoticon I did miss all of my spark friends while I was gone!

  
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MEGGUILLORY 12/22/2011 12:24AM

    I've been gone too recently, but I'm back and ready to hit this weight loss hard. So tired of the up and down.....ready for the down, down, down :)

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HICALGAL 11/17/2011 8:34PM

    welcome back sis..glad ur feeling much better and able to focus on your health! u still have time before christmas to make a difference. be well, be blessed and be healthy! happy holidays! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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LAINIESNEWLIFE 11/14/2011 1:42PM

    We missed you too, Kelly! It's great to have you back. I'm so glad you're no longer in pain. I went through that myself back in 1988. I had to have the full surgery. They weren't doing the laser surgery like they do now. I'm sure you will get that 5 lbs back off in no time. Take care!

Hugs,

Lainie

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Where would I like to be in 5 months (Christmas)

Monday, July 25, 2011

Wow I didn't realize Christmas was only 5 months away! So where would I like to be during the holiday season?
I would like to be very close to my goal weight! emoticon
I would like to be off of this medication and able to do this on my own. emoticon
I would like to be consistently exercising on a daily basis with no excuses! emoticon

The holiday season is always so tough with all the good food and desserts. So I will make it a point to stay away from all of those things and only eat things that are healthy!

  
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PAULA_W_D 7/25/2011 4:52PM

    emoticon

Action is the foundational key to all success. - Pablo Picasso


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YAFENELRA 7/25/2011 12:43PM

    Yes, you can do it. Holiday foods are a temptation but you can always made some things that are healthier and yummy as well.

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PIXIE-LICIOUS 7/25/2011 12:43PM

    Good luck Kelly, just take it one day at a time. I KNOW you can do it!

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NANFACEMIRE1 7/25/2011 12:23PM

    Kelly, emoticon and you will.

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BUTTERFLYEMERGE 7/25/2011 12:15PM

    You can do it!!!

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