Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Since beginning SP in 2007 I have had some ups and downs. It really took me quite awhile to find my balance. First I lost more weight than I should, so I worked at gaining back some. Then I gained a little too much weight and again I had to carefully watch my food intake to lose just the right amount. Finally, about a year after starting SP I was able to start maintaining my perfect weight.
In the last year I have had two hip replacement surgeries and was able to maintain my weight throughout the ordeal. Now I have to have surgery to revise the first hip I had done and I'm really upset!! I have slowly started to gain weight back. I know I'm depressed and upset about my upcoming surgery, but I can't seem to get control of my food intake. My attitude is that I've gone through so much why not indulge a little. Well, a little has turned into a lot!
My surgery is scheduled for June 10th. How do I gain control again!?! I know that the extra weight will slow my recovery, but I can't seem to help myself! I have no will power anymore. ...