Tuesday, April 12, 2011
You know things are bad when you are avoiding the scale because you know the news won't be good. For months now, really if I'm honest, since last Fall I have been flailing, telling myself lies and generally losing my way. For the past month I've been avoiding the scale all the while lamenting that my smaller clothes are getting uncomfortable.
Today I decided I was done with this insanity and I got on the scale. It wasn't pretty. I've gained back 20 of the 50 lbs I lost last year. Why oh why do I do this to myself? I've been down this road before and I don't like it. So today I am stepping off this road onto a murky path in the woods, in search of the road I was on last year. I liked that one better.
So to my dear spark friends, I am back, hat in hand, I know you're here for me and I thank you in advance...