Monday, June 23, 2014
I don't know why it could be many different reasons but basically I don't have much confidence. I shop too much on larger size clothes to make myself feel better. It is nice to wear pretty things but it is low confidence that is making me do it.
I lost my confidence a long time ago as a teenager when I had a deep mental breakdown and stayed in my bedroom for a year. Then I've had breakdowns since but I am not strong like I was as a child. As an adult It feels like i'm faking it, ugh
I don't feel attractive and haven't felt good about myself at any size. I have to practice saying positive things to myself I think, Lol
Thanks for your support. hugs