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Why can't good foods last longer?

Monday, April 16, 2012

Why can't my grapes or strawberries last for weeks at a time!!! I feel like its a blessing and a curse.. I feel like it MAKES me have to go to the store more often which is getting out of the house which i need to do more of but it makes me want to just buy junk so i don't have to go out and get fresh 2 times a week! .. i know what i need to do but i don't do it that often =( So THAT is my goal this week!!! To just go to the store and buy fresh instead of eating crappy!!! Wish me luck because this is going to be my biggest challenge!!! I tell my husband when I or Adalynn embarrass him "what are the odds that you are going to see these people again" or "we are in the Army, before they get use to making fun of us regularly we will have already PCS'ed away" ... i need to live by that philosophy and not let my insecurites about what people see of me make me live in darkness!!! especially since lets face it hiding away inside is doing NOTHING for me!!!

  
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NWLIFESRC 4/16/2012 1:10PM

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Food rant!

Sunday, April 08, 2012

First I want to comment on the fact that the I bra is too big on me which kind of boosts me up a little!!! So yay positives and now for all my negativity!!! I HATE that I eat so great and everyone around me eats so bad yet I am the fat one!!! I have one friend who weighs like 108 pounds and only eats fast food and junk!!! One day for lunch she had 3 boxes of the sugary gummies!!! 3 BOXES!! That is like 24 pouches!!! I would be dying eating that much bad food!!! It just upsets me to no end and I know I shouldn't let it but ugh! Let m borrow that metabolism for like an hour lol

  
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7356WILMA 4/8/2012 10:22PM

  I understand, I too have friends like that!! I have one who is on my weight loss team at work, and has lost 3.67% body weight since we started our challenge I just don't get it??? We just have to get there on own journey I guess, Good luck!!

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COOKINGGRANNY 4/8/2012 10:22PM

  I have a husband like that, who cannot understand why it is so hard for me to have all that junk in the house. Last night, he had a good dinner and then had three junky snacks before going to bed. He is not a pound overweight. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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THINSYLVIA 4/8/2012 10:09PM

    I hear ya! : )

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My love/hate relationship with eating out!

Thursday, April 05, 2012

I HATE eating out and I LOVE cooking!!! What I really hate is when my husband drinks all the milk and doesn't inform me and THAT DAY would just happen to be the day that I get sick and am laying dead to the world with my head on the kitchen table coughing up a lung or two and trying not to throw up everything and hanging on to the fact that it will all be worth it helping him make a delicious soup to make the world better... we get started and of course no milk like i previously said! If I was cooking no problem! Have Jeff run to store and pick up milk while I finish cooking to the point where i need the milk.. but head feeling like 29385 pounds means Jeff completely shuts down on cooking mode and wants to just go pick something up... is my husband the only one out there that if something slight goes wrong he ALWAYS reverts back to eating out! I can't stand it!!! But I am so dead I don't even care right now!!! Plus i'm pretty sure i have MORE then enough calories left in my day that I could even indulge in some extra's but i'll be happy with my bought soup and even happier if i can keep it down!

Plus I found out about an hour ago that Jeff has tomorrow AND monday off.. which means sometime this weekend he was going to push for eating out anyway atleast this way i won't be tempted to overeat! so even though it doesn't seem like it.. it is a win win lol!!

  


Bra Shopping online!

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

If you read my last post and you were waiting on pins and needles waiting to see if i would announce my dress choice I probably am going to go with the red one!!! I will embrace the fact that i'm gonna look like an apple or tomato or some other round fruit! I am still going to look but I doubt anything will look good on me so I just need to pick one!

I ended up purchasing a few bra's last night online since they were on sale and honestly where am I going to go into a store that just happens to have a few 52i's lying around... yes I DID say a 52I!!!!!! UGH! I knew it was bad but not THAT bad!!! It is no wonder my back has been KILLING me with these puppies to lug around! I can't wait to get my new bra and have my boobs be atleast in a semi normal place instead of hanging past my belly button (okay they don't sag THAT bad and that is a bit of an exaggeration but when they are THIS big its not like they are all upright and perky! But only time will tell!

  
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KAYLAHEGINGER 4/3/2012 11:56PM

    this is too funny i love this blog i too have the eact same problem i am curious to know what site you went on the last time i was fitted i was a 56k sooo that would benefit me as well

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Shopping Woes

Monday, April 02, 2012

Why are dresses for "bigger people" so boring? Either they would look HORRIBLE on me or they look like something a teacher would wear to work.. not exactly the image I want to portray at a wedding lol!!! I'm hoping to be down atleast a few inches before the wedding so i'm not buying just browsing but its so darn frustrating!!! Here are a few that i'm just thinking about

http://www.torrid.com/torrid/Clothing/Dr
esses//Red+And+Black+Pop+Pickup+Dress-
559110.jsp

http://www.torrid.com/torrid/Clothing/Dr
esses//Purple+Crepe+Tie+Wrap+Dress-581
919.jsp

http://sonsi.lanebryant.com/plus-size-cl
othing-new-notable-sonsi/bridal-boutiq
ue/social-dresses/dixie-halter-dress-b
y-swak-designs/16050c17530c17533p13199
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6&Mcat=17533&Mcatn=Social+Dresses&Mcat
p=cat_17530&Mcatpn=Bridal+Boutique&Mca
tg=cat_16050&Mcatgn=New+%26+Notable&Mc
atgg=category_root#productTabs_1

looking through these dresses I have to keep reminding myself I am ONLY 23!!!! I'm not some 50 year old lady so its okay to try to be pretty instead of just grabbing one!!! And don't even get me started on bra's!!! I haven't been willing to shell out the big bucks on one because I have SO many if only I would lose like 20 more pounds I'm sure I could muster up atleast 6 different bra's that would fit! and pants?! oh my goodness!!! I have 4 totes of jeans just waiting for this weight to come off!!!! But it looks like I'm gonna have to end up buying a bra for the now me.. This wedding shopping is getting more and more expensive and it is not an easy thing for me to spend money on clothes for me! If this was for Jeff or Adalynn easy peasy! Heck I already bought Adalynn's dress for the wedding and the rehearsal dinner AND I bought the most precious dress for her to wear when we are just visiting California!!!! Spending money on her clothes is easy lol!!!

  
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BGBEAR624 4/2/2012 11:01AM

    Ok, I love all three of those! But I think my favorite is the red one. I think you'd look great in it. The purple one is really cute too, but remember that all the bridesmaids are gonna be in that color...there was one purple dress that I was looking at, and then I started thinking that I didn't want to look like I was trying to be a bridesmaid wannabe...LOL!

Anyway, all those dresses are super cute, you're making me rethink my choice...I may have to do some more shopping :D

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WYO_CASEY 4/2/2012 9:13AM

    When I read the part about the dresses all I could think was "bras are the same way"! And then you go to bras, too!

It's like only boring people go into designing things for bigger girls. But soon enough you'll be down into smaller sizes!!!

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