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Wooooo I need some emotional support!!!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

So my door bell just rang and it was the Military Police telling me that my husband was either injured/killed overseas.. but it was for the lady who lived her before me.. so if you know me and read this JEFF IS FINE!!! but I can not begin to describe the feelings i am feeling right now when they showed up and i knew what they were gonna tell me.. I feel so bad for that other lady but so overjoyed that it wasn't for me.. i just don't know how to feel right now and could really use a few encouragements..

  
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SIDKROSE 9/13/2010 6:00AM

    I can't imagine being shocked like that, how horrible. I'm so so so glad it was a mistake and that your husband is ok! Don't beat yourself up over feeling relieved, you should feel relieved! It is terrible that the other lady will have to hear that news, but you should be happy and thankful your husband is still alive and well. emoticon

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SPIRITEDSUNNY 9/13/2010 5:24AM

    Wow that would be such a terrible shock to the system.
I've had situations like that where I have recieved bad news. It's worse when you know what to expect.
I hope you never have to recieve news like that.
I am glad your Jeff is safe. No one should every have to be in that situation.

Of course it is not bad for you to feel relieved that there was a mistake and it wasn't Jeff. It is a natural reaction.
Anyone would feel like that in your situation.


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JUDO23 9/12/2010 9:47PM

    Having mixed emotions about this is completely natural. Of course you are relieved and happy it isn't your husband. And because you had that scare you can understand how emotionally painful it would be and you can sympathize with how the other woman must be feeling. You should feel relieved and I am relieved for you and for everyone else who loves your husband. I don't know how you military spouses do it, it must take incredible strength, but if you have that kind of strength then you can do anything. Now go pour yourself a glass of wine!

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FLYINGB16 9/12/2010 9:31PM

    OMG I am so sorry for this scare. It must have been awful. Thank God your hubby is okay and just contine to count your blessings everyday.

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JENJEN0115 9/12/2010 8:07PM

    Wow. My jaw fell open when I read this. That is awful! I know you must be in shock and so jittery after that. You should take a day off, curl up with some healthy snacks, and watch a happy movie to clear your head! It's so sad that someone did pass away, but you can not feel guilty for being overjoyed that it wasn't your someone.

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THENEWSHANNON 9/12/2010 7:27PM

    Oh, lord! I can't imagine what that was like. You've ridden the emotional rollercoaster for sure.

I don't think it's wrong at all to be happy that it wasn't your husband - that sounds perfectly natural, and doesn't at all mean you aren't sorry for the lady that was meant to get that news.

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RHIDENISSEN 9/12/2010 7:25PM

    OMG, you must have S*** yourself when he rang your bell. I would have. So glad to hear your hubby is OK. I think you deserve a stiff drink!

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-POOKIE- 9/12/2010 5:53PM

    I dont think its wrong of you to feel happy its nothing to do with you.

While of course its sad for whoever this lady is, but you dont know her, you wish her no ill and your life is your primary concern, so dont feel guilty over natually being overjoyed your husband is ok.

*hugs*

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Reward =)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Part 3 of our BLC challenge for the week is to pick a reward for meeting our weight loss goal

And I think its gonna be a new hair cut =) I hate my fat face so i haven't been caring how my hair looks but I've been looking and i think i've found some hair cuts i like regardless of how bad it looks on me i'm just excited to do something for me.. and maybe by then my face will be thinner so i won't think it looks that bad =)

  
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-POOKIE- 9/12/2010 11:23AM

    Thats a nice reward :)

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JUDO23 9/11/2010 11:17PM

    I love getting my haircut! When your hair gets washed it's like a scalp massage and you walk out feeling like a new person. Betternexttime is right about it doing wonders for your self esteem. Plus your hair looks shiny and healthy and if nothing else it could inspire you on your journey for physical health.

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THENEWSHANNON 9/11/2010 10:25PM

    A hair cut's a great idea! It'll do wonders for the old self esteem. emoticon emoticon

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QUEENBME2 9/11/2010 9:45PM

    u deserve it!

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Journey Song (BLC)

Friday, September 10, 2010

Okay.. so here is my inspirational song for a few reasons.. but mainly because once its gone its gone! I'm leaving this weight behind.. and ya i'll miss parts of it but i'm leaving it too far behind me to ever come back!

The Final Countdown lyrics
Songwriters: Tempest, Joey;
We're leaving together
But still it's farewell
And maybe we'll come back
To earth, who can tell?
I guess there is no one to blame
We're leaving ground
Will things ever be the same again?

It's the final countdown
The final countdown

Ohh
We're heading for Venus and still we stand tall
'Cause maybe they've seen us and welcome us all, yea
With so many light years to go and things to be found
(To be found)
I'm sure that we'll all miss her so

It's the final countdown
The final countdown
The final countdown
(The final countdown)
Ohh ho ohh

The final countdown, oh ho
It's the final countdown
The final countdown
The final countdown
(The final countdown)

Ohh
It's the final countdown
We're leaving together
The final countdown
We'll all miss her so
It's the final countdown
(The final countdown)
Ohh, it's the final countdown
Yea

  
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JENJEN0115 9/12/2010 8:22PM

    Good song. Love this period of music! :D

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JUDO23 9/10/2010 10:57PM

    Good choice. I heard that song today on the radio... good times!

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Sick of Sweating!

Thursday, September 09, 2010

It is SO hot outside that I am sick sick sick of sweating!!!! But i know that every drop of sweat is water coming off of me lol!!! I hope i never get use to the nasty feeling and I hope it never stops =)

I have a friend who is kind of being a witch about me losing weight.. she thinks she is better then everyone else and I mentioned that i was gonna have a snack because i was hungry and that i had a few grapes as my snack and instantly she went into "did you know that grapes are high in fat.. i mean good fat.. but still did you know that?" and what would she rather i eat? load up on chocolate and goodies?! sheesh! it really kind of disappointed me and got me feeling down ...

  
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-POOKIE- 9/11/2010 1:57AM

    Well thats certainly a moronic comment to begin with as they are virtually fat free... and who the flip CARES if you snack is high in fat? We NEEED fat! Cheese is a great snack.

Anyways, people get jealous, I know nearly every other staff member at my work is ON A DIET now and commenting on my weight loss.

I hesitate to say it but you dont need friends like that, you are making yourself healthy as well as losing weight, if thats something wrong, then who wants to be right?

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FLYINGB16 9/10/2010 7:18PM

    Get used to the frien-i-mes. There are a lot of them in my life (mostly at my office). People get uncomfortable when you try to change. They like you as the fat girl they can treat poorly or try to intimidate. You just keep your goals in mind and don't let them drag you off your path. She sounds like an idiot anyway if she's telling you grapes are bad for you. They are my favorite dessert now.

I get comments almost daily now about the way I look now that I lost weight. Some are genuine and some are not. All that matters is how you feel and that you get healthy so you will be there for your husband and your children.

You can do this!

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LUNALUZ617 9/9/2010 11:28PM

    Don't let yourself get down. Your on the right track. You know whats best for you. Sometimes people say things to help but they just come out the wrong way.

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RHIDENISSEN 9/9/2010 10:52PM

    Your friend probably thinks she's helping.

Funny thing is, grapes are virtually fat free - 0.3 g in a full cup.

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TAMANI2 9/9/2010 10:38PM

  DON'T FEEL DOWN. YOU MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR A SNACK. FREEZE SOME & THEY'RE EVEN BETTER ON A HOT DAY. emoticon emoticon

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Back from Florida!

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

Staying at my grandparents this past weekend i've realized a few things..
1) I LOVE sleeping with the air turned down to like 22 degrees if i could lol!!
2) A 4 1/2 hour drive with a non sleeping child is exhausting!!!
3) Burger King's Apples have less calories then McDonald's apples..
and i love being home lol!!!

Today I have been so busy running around getting food for the house and spending WAY to much money online for christmas presents! but thats okay with me lol! Jeff will appreciate it Christmas of 2011 =)

Food wise i did okay.. my grandma made these creamy potatoes that were heavenly.. and probably way to many calories but oh my goodness comfort food! Then she gave me the cookbook that it was in for my birthday.. I might make them for Jeff when he gets home even though i probably shouldn't lol!

Speaking of.. he will be home in around a month and I have so much to get done! I plan to have a few meals already frozen and ready to cook so simple! plus i want to set up our bedroom like its an exotic vacation away so i really need to start working on decorations for that.. so much to do but TOTALLY worth it =)

  
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-POOKIE- 9/9/2010 6:42AM

    Welcome back!

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JJJMMOM1 9/9/2010 12:32AM

    i always wanted to go there i bet it was really fun and i bet he will love to see what your doing for him

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SWISHSTARNAN 9/8/2010 10:04PM

  I just got back from vacation, too. Welcome back!

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