Thursday, August 12, 2010
I made a list of nontraditional goals (because obviously i want to be thin and rock a bikini! i mean really? who doesn't want that!) that i'm hoping to add to but so far this is what i've got:
I want to be able to saturate myself in a bathtub!!! a FULL soak!! I want to be in a regular sized bath tub and have the water cover every inch of my body! I want that hollywood bath where the water and bubbles cover my goods instead of my goods being a foot out of the water (that might be a little exaggeration but i'm sure some of you can picture exactly what i mean because you've been there!)
I want to be able to paint my thumb without regrets!!! The bigger i get the bigger my hands get and I already have this wierd thing about me where i think my thumbs look so fat when painted with nail polish.. and the only time i didn't feel that way was when it was ridiculously cold in the dead of winter and you know how your hands get that slightly shrivled "chilled to the bone" type of look? well at my lowest point in weight they did that and i swear my thumb looked normal size! and i want that back!!!
I want to take really cheesy family pictures where the whole family matches COMPLETELY .. i'm not talking a little match i'm talking the whole nine yards! (Jeff is gonna LOVE this lol!) but most places that sell matching kids/adult clothes don't have them in my size
(I also want to do normal family pictures as well)
i put this on my profile as well so i can see it everyday and remember some of the things i use to take for granted that i want back in my life!