my 2nd vlog in 1 day?!!?

Wednesday, June 06, 2012

Yes!!! I know I already vlogged today but this was my post workout that got cancelled vlog.. i was really disappointed and hurt by what happened and this is me vlogging about it!

  

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BGBEAR624 6/7/2012 1:36PM

Kassie, you know I love you and I am here for you whenever you need me!! You have no idea how awesome its been for me to have you there to talk to about my weight loss issues. And when you come out here to Cali next week the girls will be off of school, and we will have playdates at the park , at the pool, and we are just gonna have a BLAST doing active things! We are going to do better about our food TOGETHER, even when we go out! We're not gonna use going out to eat as an excuse to eat crap. We're gonna make better choices and live HEALTHIER. Love you and can't wait to see you guys next week!!! And don't forget about Magic Mike!!! LOL Comment edited on: 6/7/2012 1:37:00 PM Report Inappropriate Comment

KASTASTROPHY 6/6/2012 10:13PM

I am not stopping or giving up!!!! Well I did tonight because I spent about 20 of the 40 minutes trying to "trick" my wii into letting me do the workouts because i'm seriously only 16lbs away from the limit!!! how unfair is that!!! and it works great with other games just not on the wii fit! which was the game i wanted to play today.. tomorrow however I'll just do one of my just dance games (well actually that honestly depends on how much pain I am in after my double outings!!! I am so nervous about those because I hardly ever go out .. I am such a worrier that i'll either collapse or be in so much pain.. or that everyone will laugh at me!) And i know that is so much of my problem when it comes to weight loss!!! If i just let myself get out there more and did more then this weight falls off me but then I get into panic mode and I cling up and shell up inside and never go anywhere!!! I recently bought some new clothes and I think that will help me with tomorrow's adventure because i don't have to worry about my clothes being too tight that i feel super self concious! ... where was i going with this.. oh ya! HAVE NO FEAR I'M HERE TO STAY!!!! one single day isn't going to stop me!!! Report Inappropriate Comment

PIICHII 6/6/2012 9:48PM

OH MY GOD. -_- you know what I feel like you did. I went to get an exercise ball with the weighted sand in it just recently. It's weight limit was 250lbs. I was like. Ffffff... I have to wait and lose 30lbs before I can even do this stuff. but you know what.... At least you have your daughter to keep you busy and stay on track with your diet... and keep doing one more thing every day that you didnt do the day before and you should see it come off! Then be damned wii.. you will exercise the crap out of it! I will laugh when you finally have to go get a new board cause you used it so much!! I hope this cheers you up! I don't want you to give up cause I am here and I will be here till we both are like hey... look at me now I am a secksy biatch. :D Report Inappropriate Comment

KNITTINGNAN 6/6/2012 9:45PM

I don't have a stinkin' Wii, but if it kicks you off because of a weight issue, then the company must be concerned about a liability if the user would over-do it. Check with your doctor about what activities are safe for you. There are so many great videos in this Spark program that might be able to get you started safely and slowly. What ever you do...don't give up!!!! Report Inappropriate Comment

PIICHII 6/6/2012 9:43PM

Hey I did my vlog. Unfortunately I had to link it in a regular blog but I should be able to figure out something tomorrow. Report Inappropriate Comment

My first vlog!!!

Wednesday, June 06, 2012

I KNOW its horrible lol!!! and those weird expressions?! I don't even know what that is about!!!! But I think vlogs are fun and I plan to continue and hopefully get better!!! Don't be too harsh on my first one lol!!!

  

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PIICHII 6/6/2012 7:13PM

OMG!! I am way too scared to get on video.. Uh but I want to do some video blogs as well. I am kind of a goofball and yeah I definitely will probably show that one way or another. Your daughter sounds super precious. I wanna see her in these too :D Always good to include your children in things you do. I am so jelly. Report Inappropriate Comment

HEATHERFREE 6/6/2012 5:27PM

Hi! I just started doing blogs too! I think they are helping me stay connected and they get me talking to people, and definetly show whether I'm doing what I say I'm gonna be doing. You should join a team challenge that will help keep things on track too! I'm excited to see more video blogs from you! Report Inappropriate Comment

ZELDABEE 6/6/2012 2:14PM

YAY! Congrats on your first vlog! You did wonderful and you daughter sounds so cute! Hope you have lots of fun playing your Wii! Looking forwarding to watching your next vlog soon :) Report Inappropriate Comment

KASTASTROPHY 6/6/2012 1:19PM

i also am vain enough to admit that one thing i want gone ASNAP! is SOME of that chin flab!!!!!!! My husband has this RIDICULOUSLY small head and next to it i look 50 times bigger!!! so doing a video blog of one of my biggest problem areas in my opinion is so hard for me! sooooo thats another reason i'm doing this!!! I was watching a show the other day and the little girls were picking up on there mothers eating habits and i dont want my daughter to think there is anything wrong with me or her so i'm embracing every aspect of myself!!! If i hate it oh well I'm gonna fake it and act like it is the greatest part of me!!! I haven't been taking pictures of myself at all... thats going to change!!! I am gonna be in every picture I can be in!!! And when i look back I'm not gonna cringe and tell her "ughhhh i use to be so fat" instead i'm going to smile and laugh and tell her about how great the moments in the picture were and not mention my size!!! YES it is going to be hard but I think for her sake and my sake it will be for the better!!! Like I say "I am sexy no matter what any mirror or person says!!!" Report Inappropriate Comment

goodies for me!!!

Tuesday, June 05, 2012

350 lbs
325 50 shades of grey trilogy on my kindle!!!
300 re pierce my lip!
275 makeup shopping spree!!!
250 buy a pair of knee high boots that I¡¦m in love with!!!!
225 guitar hero on wii!!!!!!!!!! 2 guitars!
200 buy a corset top and strut my stuff all sexy like ļ
175 zoo trip!!! Or aquarium either Jacksonville or Atlanta!!!
150 tattoo


this is all stuff i want and have been wanting for a while but why not force myself to better myself before i buy all this fun stuff i want!!! =) and i just have got to say that i better be 250 by the time christmas rolls around because me and those boots have been waiting for each other and i can't wait!!!!

  

"unhealthy to exercise"

Monday, June 04, 2012

Last night while watching the news they ran a program about how for some people it is unhealthy to work out because it raises there blood pressure and insulin numbers and all that jazz! THIS IS THE STUPIDEST THING I HAVE EVER HEARD!!!!! I don't doubt for 1 second that my blood pressure goes up while I exercise because my heart is freaking out like "woahhhhh fat lady what are you doing?! you haven't used me for good in so long i don't know what i'm going to do so i'm gonna freak out and over pump" ... and a few more sessions later there still might be a freak out but not as big of one and then slowly as i get my life back on track and exercise like i am suppose to then things WILL straighten themselves out and i will be on the right healthy way and my body will be functioning normally!!! but to just stop after round 1?! I am so sick of obese people making excuses as to why they are the way they are!!! Don't get me wrong! I weigh 346.7lbs but its because i ate way to much and didn't exercise enough!!! and i firmly believe that me losing weight is happening but i don't expect anyone to take me serious until i've lost a good chunk of weight!!! Because i've done this over and over again! I just get so annoyed lately at the people who are like "I'm so overweight and i just don't know why" and then 5 minutes later "well off to go pick up some mcdonalds i'll talk to you later" ... really?! you have NO IDEA why you are STILL overweight!? it just frustrates me to no end because i really want someone who is just as committed as i am to lose this weight and not someone who only half cares!!! I am just sick of everyone being in denial! Own up to what you did to yourself and work on changing it!!! It won't happen overnight but if you live in ignorance how can you ever change?

  

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PIICHII 6/4/2012 8:02PM

No. I (Emphasis on I) did this to me. No one else. I am sick of the excuses. I am sick of other people averting their eyes and not telling me to lose weight. You know what I am sick. My weight is out of control. I need to lose it. For someone to tell you other wise whether or not in the media or close to you is bull hockey. I am almost 50% body fat. Yeah.. I looked up my BMI. Guess where it all is. It is in my mid section which raises my risk for heart disease, stroke and diabetes etc etc etc. I already have hbp and I am only 26. So yes. IT is time for a change so I agree wholeheartedly with you if these bastids want to say nooo exercise is bad for you, eating veggies is bad for you, we all know the risk it takes to slam down a quater pounder with cheese yet we did it out of convenience. I am tired of the junk in my life. It's time for a new me. And if you want to go with me. I will be there with you. Report Inappropriate Comment

CERULEANSIN516 6/4/2012 6:46PM

I agree! I saw an article about what veggies not to eat because they were the starchy veggies. I was so pissed off at the author because you know what, THOSE veggies are 1000x better for you than any fast food, processed crap they are selling these days. As for people, they will blame everyone but themselves. I have a close friend who works out 5x a week with 2 personal trainer sessions and couldn't figure out why she wasn't losing weight. Well surprise, she had horrible eating habits. :( But like you, I find it hard to say anything (help her) because I still weight a lot. No one will take a fat person seriously when they are talking about weight loss and eating right. Report Inappropriate Comment

DIXIEDOLL87 6/4/2012 6:26PM

When you don't watch the news you are uninformed, when you do watch it you are misinformed. The news only says what they are told and so do the "experts" who pays the experts? the companies who will benefit from the information given to the public. lol Report Inappropriate Comment

CHEETARA79 6/4/2012 5:16PM

I'm totally with you about the accountability. The worst is when people say "I can't stop eating." You CAN stop eating, you just choose not to. If someone walked up to you and held a gun to your head, you would drop the cheeseburger. If someone said, put down your fork and I'll give you $1,000,000, you would stop eating! People abuse the word CAN'T. Report Inappropriate Comment

loooking back

Sunday, June 03, 2012

Literally a few months ago when we ordered pizza we would order a large and a medium and get soda and probably some other type of dessert! Tonight when we ordered pizza we got 1 large pizza and got one that was covered in veggies and we got some bread and i ate 2 pieces of pizza and 1 piece of bread!!! It just amazes me how in such a short amount of time how far I've come in my portions and how my eating less has really influnced the amount Jeff eats!!!!

Also since we got our swimming pool we literally spend a minimum of 2 hours out there every single day!!! and i know we have only had it for 5 days but I absolutely LOVE it!!! I get out and every muscle feels like mush which is such a great feeling!!! I'm actually up and moving around so muc more and it is easy to do!!! It no longer hurts nearly as bad!!! It doesn't feel good but it's doable!!!

  

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STEPH-KNEE 6/3/2012 10:47PM

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ILOVEJIM851991 6/3/2012 7:30PM

great job I love swimming too and how it makes me feel Report Inappropriate Comment