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Sunday, March 07, 2010
I was getting ready to go to a new church this morning and as I was picking up my purse and grabbing my bible, I slipped and fell straight down to the floor. I knocked down two chairs and my laptop and a few boxes. As I laid there in a slight daze, I immediately called the devil a liar that I am going to get this message that God has for me. I got myself together, picked myself up and dusted off and headed out the door to church.
The sermon was titled "Nothing to gain, everything to Lose". It was a message I needed to hear. The pastor was engaging and spoke about not having the spirit of offense. satan did not want me to hear this message, he wanted me to be rooted in bitterness from dealing with people and their issues at work. I had to delve into Ephesians and gird my lions, putting on the whole armour of God, with my feet shod with the preparation of peace. I learned not to get let the flesh rule me, to stand my ground with integrity and dignity. I know that I can't allow situations or people to rule me, to dictate my emotions. The Pastor also spoke about being in the place where God wants me to be, my set place. I am going to focus on what God wants me to do in my set place. I am here in KCMO for a reason and it is time to step into living up to it.


Saturday, March 06, 2010
I was moving and shaking so much yesterday, I wasn't able to visit my spark page. I took my truck in for service and will need some more work done, figures. I knew Friday was going to be a long day, I ended up working twelve hours. I won't be doing that again.
Nine hours was mandatory, but we were behind in production, so they asked for volunteers for an additional three hours. I didn't stumble out of the building until 3:00 am. As I was driving home in disgust, I had to questions what did I accomplished? I am sore, tired and achy. I had a boss who was having a bad, bad day take it out on everyone left and right. I gave up home time with my poodles (thank goodness for unconditional love). I stumbled into this little apartment that needs serious cleaning and I pulled out my calculator and started adding up what did I really earn? My original idea was that the extra money would be beneficial to me since I have to get some new tires and I have a slight oil leak on my truck. After careful calculations, I realized that the extra blood, sweat and inflamed muscles along with a dose of aggravation, it does not pay to work extra hours. I do not need to be a rocket scientist to figure out that I would better off with more rest, fresh air and surround myself with positive people. I would have felt better coming home at my normal hour, playing with dogs and looking forward to fun, productive weekend. Instead I am aggravated and a bit disgusted with myself for chasing the dollar. It really wasn't worth it and it was an eye opener. I will take my contractual breaks and lunch and leave at the scheduled time. The job isn't my life. I am grateful for my job, but I have a life to live to the fullest outside of the plant.


Wednesday, March 03, 2010
I glanced at the calendar was surprised that it is Wednesday already. Wow, work has been really, really busy. I have been dragging out after my shift. I was determined not for this just to be another day I roll out of bed and get ready for work. I got up a little earlier than usual. I made sure I walked my poodles outside so all of us can get some vitamin D. I went to the post office which is much better timing than doing it right as I am leaving for work. I tried KFC grilled chicken-I had a coupon for a two piece and I was very surprised by the taste. It was moist and juicy and a better choice over fried.
I am gearing up for a productive weekend here at the apartment. I am going to attend an apartment spring gathering on Saturday, I may have to put a few hours of overtime in at work, but that is good for the pocket book and I will take my truck in for a much needed oil change. I will attend a new church up here with some friends and we decided after church to fellowship and have a meal. I am looking forward to it instead of burning down the road to clean out my home. The major work is completed, thank God. My friends are so wonderful, they went by my home to spray down my basement as the final step. I decided I will drive down next Saturday to rent a rug doctor and do the carpets and switch out to a smaller storage unit. I could not have accomplished this or have gotten this far with my friends assistance. They would not allow me to pay them for their time so I am coming up with a creative way to show my gratitude. God puts good people in my life and I am truly grateful.
Day 3 for the new month, temperatures should reach maybe 50 degree by the end of the week. I welcome Spring. This has been a long, cold winter for me and I am looking forward to getting more vitamin D as my doctor recommended!

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