Sunday, November 29, 2009
When I get a still moment, when the busyness dies down, when I allow myself to think, that is when I have my "Mom moments". I am still trying to wrap my head around the fact that my Mom has a heavenly address and that one day I will see her again. I guess 33 days and counting, I am still raw, very much in mourning and just trying to get through.
I see folks going about their day to day activities, the holiday hustle and bustle in full throttle. I usually get into the swing of things, usually have my shopping done by now. This season of hope, season of Jesus has a new meaning to me. I miss my Mom much today, more today than other days. I take a deep breathe, step back and allow the moment to pass. I look fondly at her pictures and I am happy knowing she is having the time of her life with Christ, she is pain free and she doesn't want her children to worry about her.
Yes, I will be missing Mommie this Christmas season but I treasure the fact in knowing that I will see her again.