Wednesday, October 07, 2009
I will believe the report of the Lord. October has historically been a whirlwind month for me. The difference for 2009 is that I am laid off, I am in grad school, I am job searching and I am diligently working on my weight loss plan. I have the stresses of life of having more month than money and yesterday my Mom's doctor gave a very grave prognosis of her disease.
I went to the throne of grace and asked God for wisdom revelation knowledge. I asked God to guide me in supporting my Mom in this cancer battle. I asked God for balance in my life, to develop my spiritual muscle, my physical muscle, my environmental muscle and my emotional muscle. I refuse to give the devil any space in my life. I know now isn't the time to quit, to give in or give up. Yes, yesterday was a hard conversation I had with three of my sisters. I wouldn't let my mind dive into a spiraling deep depression and let my heart ache. I am standing my ground with Christ and not allowing any curve ball satan may try to attack me or my family with to go forth. Obviously he didn't read the last chapter in the good book, the Bible-we win!