Sunday, March 07, 2010
I wonder why something ALWAYS happens to deter me when I set my mind on goals?
One kid is sick with croup. She got so bad that her airway was closing and had to be given steroids to open her airway. She had absolutely no voice for a few days and even now croaks out only a few words and sounds like a sick cat when she cries. She isn't wheezing anymore though so that's VERY good. She's definitely on the mend.
Another kid is in pain. Not sure, but I'm wondering if it could be appendicitis. I may be leaving for the hospital later if his pain continues. It's been on and off since last night.
Lastly, my oldest is dealing with a boyfriend who's a loser who got himself arrested. She calls about 20 times a day talking about needing bail money. No one will give it to her/him because chances are he'll just end up in jail again. If someone does give it to her it will only be because she is hurting. I feel awful because she is obviously hurting, but I'm not bailing him out. This is what life with him is going to be like and she needs to face facts. He steals all the time, he just got caught this time. Even though she is hurting, he's going to think it's funny and cool when he gets out. He won't care at all how much it hurt her. He won't care at all that she's pregnant and he's supposed to be responsible now. I makes me so angry that he did to her.
So about my goals...I only made them 2 days since I set them.