Friday, January 29, 2010
What is wrong with me? I want so bad to do this, but just can't seem to get back on track. I am just so down on myself. I start out each day planning on staying on track and then something de-rails me. I did good on Thursday. I didn't eat at all Friday morning and then Friday evening was Danielle's birthday party and what did they have? Lasagna! And how low-carb is that? Exactly...I guess it's not terrible considering I didn't eat all day, but I should not have eaten it. It's not that I don't want to do it anymore and I want to eat junk, I just really don't want to eat at all. And then when I'm faced with something I shouldn't have, I don't have the resolve I should have to avoid it. I did so good for so long and then I have crap going on and screw up all up.