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Connectivity Issues Have Kept Me on the Down-Low!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

For the last few nights, I have been unable to use the internet at home. I can get on, but the pages won't load. My wireless broadband card gets really hot. I am going to buy one of those cooling things for my laptop and see if that helps. Otherwise, I will be on the phone with my provider instead of on the internet. Thus, a short and early blog now.

Fundraising for Saturday's walk continues. I am humbled and pleased by my coworkers who have chosen to donate. Everyone expresses suprise tinged with doubt that I can do this. I have no doubt, though this recent energy drain of cold / sinus infection / migraine has me wondering just a tad.

I am working on a special project for my lead attorney and the rest of my job is very active, so I am so far from bored it is not funny! HA!

Cyberhugs to Chaotickitty on the disappointing and scary news that her hubby got laid off. I could not get to her page to post any supportive comments and *hope* she does not think my silence was ominous!

Congrats to Nonie_C for landing the job!

The world is full of good if we only choose to see it...

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JAKEANDNELLIE 11/17/2010 6:01PM

    I just read an idea you might want to try - it was to buy two inexpensive doorstops - the ones shaped like a wedge that you slip under the door - and put them under your laptop so air can circulate and the laptop will stay cooler. I don't know if it would work or not or yours, but it might be worth a try.

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CHAOTIC-KITTY 11/17/2010 12:12PM

  emoticon ... You have been there *FOREVER* for me... so I know that you care without having to comment on my blogs. And, I do appreciate when you do comment on them too. ;-)

I have a *lot* of computer problems... and, I don't like em' either. In fact... my laptop died... and I'm on my husbands now... LOL! Ugh.

Hope you feel better before your walk.

Take care of yourself and get plenty of rest.


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MYSTERY4EVER 11/17/2010 9:12AM

    Yuck, I hate compute problems. I am so glad your co-workers are stepping up and that you are in the right frame of mind to step out on Saturday. Keep up the good spirits.

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MISSY455 11/16/2010 10:20PM

    I am hoping you will be fully recovered for your walk on Saturday. You should be so proud of yourself for taking this step! Let us know all about it when you can :-)

My laptop wouldn't load either at one point. I ended up placing it on top of a plastic cube where it could get air circulating under it. That helped a lot. Hopefully you will get it straightened out soon.

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CARRAND 11/16/2010 9:18PM

    I have no patience with computer problems. I really feel for you. Congrats on the fund raising. I am confident you will be ready for this walk.


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JHADZHIA 11/16/2010 9:07PM

    Hopefully, you will be fully recovered from your illness by the time this race comes around.. You will show them!
Have you thought of using a wire for your computer until you can get the hot card problem solved (never heard of that one before). It would be an easy stopgap measure..
Feel better soon..

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Another Couch Potato Day

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Another day of doing almost nothing. I felt worse today than I did yesterday. The lingering lack of energy is driving me nuts and is something I am not used to experiencing. I was very often tired when I worked 2 jobs and went to school, but this kind of fatigue is different. It is draining me physically and mentally.

Tomorrow will be better!

Sleep well, SparkFriends!

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AJEAN_56 11/16/2010 1:55AM

    Like everyone else is saying, get some rest. Sometimes we need more than we realize and your body knows it. Take care and hope you feel better! emoticon

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LAUREL220 11/15/2010 1:55PM

    Hugs and smiles to you! I always enjoy reading your blogs even when you have a tiring and uneventful day. emoticon

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MYSTERY4EVER 11/15/2010 8:59AM

    Happy Monday. I hope you got a good night's rest. Make that a priority for the whole week. You have a big week this week and will need your rest. Don't worry about leaving points on the table. They are virtual; your need for rest is real.

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CARRAND 11/15/2010 6:48AM

    Your body must be fighting something off. Get some rest and hope for a better week ahead.

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JHADZHIA 11/15/2010 12:04AM

    You needed a rest. Aim for a good night's sleep..
I hope you feel better tomorrow!
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CHAOTIC-KITTY 11/14/2010 11:45PM

  Tomorrow WILL be better. Get some sleep.


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Not Very Productive Today

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I did not walk much today and did not do any other exercise. I ate sparingly, but I feel much better than I have for at least a week. Did the weekly grocery shopping, so I am home for the rest of the weekend unless I choose to go somewhere.

The upcoming week will be hectic. Overtime on the special project for the top attorney, overtime on the ongoing project and a lot of work during the normal workday. The auditors will be here starting Monday until almost Christmas for the first part of their work. Then I think they come back for a couple of months in winter.

I also have two meetings offsite next week, so there will be some unusual elements to the week. I feel completely overwhelmed at work! But I am not giving in to the stress by stuffing my face!

The scale showed I lost 3 pounds. I am sure most of that is because of the cold this past week. I am feeling much better, so I am not putting a lot of credence to the number this morning.

I could not log in last night so I left a lot of point on the table. That was frustrating. I tossed and turned last night, thinking about work, thinking about the computer issues, all kinds of things.

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MYSTERY4EVER 11/14/2010 3:47PM

    Three pounds is nothing to "sneeze" at. You earned it by eating right and taking care of your body when it needed it. You could have stuffed your face while you were sick, but you didn't. You have wisely set your food up for next week.

It is going to be a big week for you capped by the walk. But you have the tools to do it all. Have a great week!

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CARRAND 11/14/2010 3:15PM

    Celebrate that 3 pound weight loss! I'm sure you've earned it somewhere along the line. I wonder why we get so upset if the scale shows a 3 pound gain, but don't believe a 3 pound loss?
You sure will be busy this winter at work. At least your cold is almost gone.


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ULEWIJ 11/14/2010 2:05PM

    I know what you mean about seeing the pound difference and not having that same feeling as if you worked out and had that same loss. At least there is no going up on that scale!

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CHAOTIC-KITTY 11/14/2010 7:57AM

  wow.. congrats on the 3 pounds. sorry you lost it by feeling sick though. :( good to hear that you're feeling better. :)

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MISSY455 11/14/2010 12:25AM

    I am glad you are starting to feel a little better. You can catch up on the exercising once you are 100%. You are probably right that part of the weight loss was from not feeling well, but still you should feel good about the 3 pounds showing GONE on the scale today!

I hope you can get some much needed sleep tonight.

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JHADZHIA 11/14/2010 12:22AM

    Sorry you are having such a rough go of it. It was frustrating when they shut Sparks down for maintenance, but probably overdue as lots were having issues with it. I hope this weekend gives you some recovery and recooperating time. Try to relax and enjoy the calm before the storm..
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MOMMA_BEAR_69 11/14/2010 12:21AM

    Congratulations on your 3 pounds lost this week. Sounds like you have a lot going on in your life that causes excessive stress. Sorry you are stressing but it sounds like you are not stress eating and that is emoticon!!
Praying for you that you can continue to handle the stress. Keep up the great work!!!

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Veterans Day 2010

Thursday, November 11, 2010

It was a good thing I went to work today and cancelled my vacation day (and, yes, I did honor our veterans). I wore my aloha shirt that I bought aboard USS Midway and wore my USS Enterprise ball cap. My brother served on "Big E" and when he came home from Afghanistan, he came through San Diego and we went on the tour of the USS Midway together.

I got the urgent project completed for my boss and found out that our top attorney (Sr VP, second only to the CEO) needed my help on a new special project. I had told my coworker across the country who is a paralegal that I seldom get to do paralegal work. The project fits the bill, so I am thrilled. The overtime will be nice, too!

Today was the holiday potluck in the Finance Department. When I was invited weeks ago, I declined because I was going to have the day off. I went in to work having forgotten about it. I was in a teleconference until well after the time the meal celebration started; I had not brought anything to share; I hate to walk in to anything late and, most of all, I did not need the temptation of all that food. I happily ate the broccoli and chicken I brought and got ready for my meeting about the special project. I was proud of myself for not giving in to the cakes, cookies and everything else! I won today!

All in all, even though it was not the day I wanted, it was a very good day!

Here's my update on the ongoing challege (week 2):

IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL OF [drinking 8-10 glasses of water a day] I WILL [carry my water bottle around with me wherever I go/whatever I do].

IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL OF exercise, I WILL seek every opportunity to me! No shortcuts! And, on the 20th, I am doing the fundraiser walk!

IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL OF [staying in my calorie range] I WILL [enter food in my nutrition tracker at every meal. If an opportunity to eat differently presents itself, I will take the time to look online and learn how I can handle it (if it can be handled). If it cannot be handled, I will seriously think about the choice before I make it.

IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL OF getting my cards out, I will work up a plan to draft the letter over Thanksgiving weekend, address the cards the following weekend and mail them then!

IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL OF cleaning my office, I will spend 15 minutes on it every day until it is done.

IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL OF decluttering my house, I will spend an hour every weekend on it until I feel at peace with it.

ALSO, I WILL CREATE A "HOLIDAY GAME PLAN" TO HELP ME for the inevitable goodies at work and lunches out. Part of that is planning, part of it is having fruit and other "safe" foods around me. I am going to find my pottery turtle and put it next to my computer at work to remind me of this journey every day.

For the first time in my life, I'm more motivated to reach my goals than I am fearful of reaching them.willing to "go with the flow" and be complacent about "the season." I am going forward. I am not going back. I mean that I can't (nor would I want to) unlearn what I've learned over this past year. I have said that I am on this journey because I am concerned about my length of and quality of life. I MUST put my money where my mouth is and act on that. It is important for me to achieve the goals I've set for this holiday challenge, because they are simply part of the process of moving forward.

BONUS ACTIVITY: between now and next Wednesday, check in with someone, either in this challenge or among your Spark Friends. See how they're doing on meeting their short-term goals, and let them know where you're at too. CREATE ACCOUNTABILITY FOR YOURSELF!

Kudos to NONIE_C for launching the challenge and thanks to her for most of this blog.

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NONIE_C 11/17/2010 12:37AM

    Your goals are achievable, your attitude is fantabulous, and you have a game plan!!!

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CARRAND 11/12/2010 10:17PM

    Great blog. You've really got the right attitude!

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LIBBYFITZ 11/12/2010 7:02PM

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MYSTERY4EVER 11/12/2010 10:26AM

    I am so happy for you. You sound much better. Good that you on focusing on your goals - that is how you reach them. Have a great weekend.

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MISSY455 11/11/2010 10:38PM

    emoticon Your goals are well defined, definitely the first step in getting them accomplished! You have laid out your plan very well. I know you will succeed!!!
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The Internet, Today and Tomorrow

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

I could not accrue all of my points last night due to connectivity issues. I don't know if it was my wireless provider or the SP site. I gave up and "left points on the table" so to speak.

Today, I see they will be doing maintenace for EIGHT hours starting tonight, so I had to hustle to get my points in today. GRRR!

I came to work today and discovered that I have no business taking nondrowsy cold medicine. I had taken it so that I would not get sent home today with that seal bark cough. But it made me feel very strange and this was the nondrowsy stuff! Even as heavy as I am, I can take only a half or a quarter of the "may cause drowsiness" meds, but never before have I had problems with nondrowsy meds. It has been a struggle all day!

Having used up vacation time being sick this week, I must cancel tomorrow's already long since scheduled day off and come in. I just want to be home in bed! Tomorrow is Veterans Day and I always take that day off so I can honor our vets. I was not able to serve so I feel the need to pay homage to those who have.

Yesterday, when I was home sick, dosing, I dreamed that I came back to work and was laid off because I have missed so much time. I have missed more time than I have ever missed in my life, but not an exhorbitant amount generally. But the dream was so vivid and the work so pressing that I feel I must come in tomorrow.

I could not blog last night because of the internet issues, so I did not share that yesterday was well below in the food world. I had almost no appetite and that is a rare occurence, believe me! I did not push it. Today, I will probably end within range, but scant on the exercise realm. I walk only a few yards and I am wiped out. I don't feel terrible any more, but I sure am drained!

Asode from the drain that the nondrowsy meds unexpectedly gave me, today was the best day I have had yet this week!

Thanks for the comments and support!

Thank a Veteran tomorrow!

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MYSTERY4EVER 11/11/2010 10:36AM

    Glad you are feeling a little better. So sorry you have to work today.

I always think about veterans a lot on this day as my father was a Pearl Harbor veteran. On the few times when he would talk about the horror of the war in the South Pacific, I realized that there is no way to ever say thank you enough to those who have served.

The internet thing is odd. I assume SparkPeople will fix it. I got duplicate e-mails of yesterday's e-mails from the various mailings today.

Bottom line is, take it easy and work on your health and your work. Those are the important things today.

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CARRAND 11/10/2010 9:32PM

    What a nasty cold you must have. I'm sorry to hear it. I know you must hate to miss work, but sometimes what you need most is rest.

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JHADZHIA 11/10/2010 9:15PM

    When you are sick, you can't push it. Just eat healthy, try to get plenty of sleep and rest. I hate leaving points on the table too and am scrambling to get them all before melt down tonight, but that bloody ad is making it difficult walking across every page before I can push a button to get on with my reading articles. Its probably taken me an hour just to get the health condition one read :((
I am surprised that your work place isn't shut down for Veteran's Day!! Shame on them!! The day and age we live in I guess. My Curves is closing at least.
They always hold a huge service in our stadium for Remembrance Day every year here. Seats 10,000 and gets full!
Feel better soon,
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NONIE_C 11/10/2010 8:26PM

    I always call my dad, the veteran in my life, on Veteran's Day. I am very grateful to those who serve our country.
So sorry to hear what a rough time of it you're having. I really hope you are kicking this illness and getting back to normal, and I hope you stop having stress dreams -that's no good-, and I will be thinking of you tomorrow at work when you'd rather be home in bed, sending you happy healthy vibes.
Take care of you.

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NANNER2121 11/10/2010 7:21PM

    It is very important to honor our veterans, both present and passed on.
I will stand in honor tomorrow at 11:00 am.

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MISSY455 11/10/2010 6:57PM

    I hope you fell 100% really soon. I saw that the site was going to be down for maintenance too. I haven't been logging in until later myself the last couple of weeks, so glad I popped in this afternoon. (For what I thought was just going to be enter my food for breakfast and lunch, LOL)

Take care!

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LIBBYFITZ 11/10/2010 6:55PM

    emoticonHope by the weekend you are feeling much better! emoticon

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