Sunday, September 12, 2010
California's state mollusk (or something) is the banana slug, so called because it is often BRIGHT yellow. I guess the yellow is so bright because it gives the false message that the creature is poisonous. I felt slow, sluggish and nonspecifically yucky all day.
I am still banged up from the fall on Friday and my tendon is sending warning twinges. So I was, for the most part, a couch potato. I ate sparingly, even though I am hungry. I am not sure if the hunger is real or if it is bordom. I have covered the water and I feel good about that.
Friday at the picnic, an executive admin told me that she knows big changes will start this coming week. We have an all-hands meeting with the new CEO on Tuesday. Rumors abound, but I try not to put stock in them. Even though some of the past rumors have been later proved to be true, I cannot spend my energy on that. I am nervous. It is a bad time to be laid off and I am not young. So we shall see...
I wish I had lost the tonnage I need to so that, if I have to job hunt, I would look more employable instead of like a potential drain on a health plan. I am very healthy, but my weight is a real concern for the long term (if I don't make some changes, which I am doing, but ooooooooooohhhhhhh so slowly!)