Friday, September 25, 2009
The last couple of days I've been haunted by the ghosts of weight loss past. In 2007 I managed to lose 41 lbs. bringing my weight at the time down to 181 lbs. I was stuck at 181 for about 2 weeks before I just gave up and eventually put those 41 lb.s on and more. Now I'm at 185.8 and I am a little bit worried that the same thing will happen when I hit 181 again. That number has been dancing around my sub-conscience for the last couple of days. I tell myself it is just a number and I can move right past it, but a little nagging voice still says "it's 181 , remember what happened last time". I wish that voice would just shut up.