Tuesday, September 08, 2009
I am having a really hard time. Since I lost enough weight for my monthly cycles to finally start again my PMDD is back in full force. It's like PMS on steroids. I am so moody , exhausted, and ravenously hungry. Yesterday was awful, I ate everything. Today was a horrible struggle it took literally all my willpower to resist overeating today. And my workout at the gym was pathetic I only burned about 200 calories , I just didn't have it today. I am so afraid of losing it completely and going back to my old lifestyle. I'm trying to stay rational, telling myself that it will be over in about a week but It is still really discouraging. Trying to keep from losing anymore ground. Sometimes being a woman sucks. Hope tomorrow is better.