Tuesday, September 06, 2011
I let myself down, I went back to eating in an unhealthy way, I quit moving, gave up and hid. But now, It is time to forgive myself and move on. I have decided that in order to accomplish the healthy goals I have set for myself I have to start looking at the 70 lbs. I lost and then regained in the most positive way I can. Losing that weight taught me that I can lose weight and be a healthy person, and it helped me connect with some wonderful people who have remained a support system though everything, that in itself is priceless. So I am sorry for letting myself down, for being weak and giving up, but I forgive myself and walk toward better things.
Monday, September 05, 2011
This is day 2 of getting back on track, for reals this time peeps;) And While I still feel somewhat crappy, because I haven't been eating healthy long enough to start feeling good yet, SO to help out the future me that is PMSing or whatever and thinking about going for that entire box of doughnuts, I am going to list all the things that suck about being overweight. Here:
1. being so feckin tired all the time, seriously I need a nap to recover from my nap.
2. Having heartburn all the time, even when I haven't eaten anything, Tums anyone?????
3. None of my smexy underwear fit, and I am down to just Hanes her way, which I have to admit is NOT my way.
4. my periods are just wack and not on a schedule, if you're a chic, you know what an annoyance this is, if you're a dude, sorry.
5. peeing when I sneeze- I know it is eeww but I'm keepin it real peeps.
6. Having a hared time shaving my legs, because I take up way too much tub space.
7. being depressed and not having the energy to fix it.
8. feeling frumpy in everything I wear. yes, I am back in my fat jeans that I only kept to remind myself to never be this fat again, this time I'm burning those *itches.
9. being so hot all the time, this is not "good sweating" .
I am sure there are more but these are the main ones. I am going to try to blog every step of this journey,so I can "see" myself getting healthier day by day. Being fat sucks, so I don't think I'm going to be fat anymore.
Sunday, September 04, 2011
My A-Z list for my Twilight Challenge Team Blog
A. Age: 36
B. Bed size: King
C. Chore you dislike: Cleaning the bathroom, I live with 4 boys, you do the math:)
D. Dogs:no Dogs, son is allergic
E. Essential start to your day: some kind of iced coffee beverage, as a of late Hills Bros. fat free caramel Skinny Latte made with 1% milk. yum:)
F. Favorite color: red
G. Gold or silver: all silver all the way, or copper love copper jewelry
H. Height: 5’ 1
I. Instruments you play(ed):none
J. Job title: Education Coordinator
K. Kids: Joseph (11), Shawn (9), and Daniel (6) - I haven't slept in 11 years.
L. Live: Boardman, OH ( Home of the first Arby's ever!!!)
M. Mom's name: Marion Cathy ( goes by her middle name)
N. Nicknames: Jules, mom, and my hubby only get s to call me Julio Cesar Chavez, don't ask.
O. Overnight hospital stays: 3 childbirths nothing else.
P. Pet peeves: Pens that come with caps but they are missing, won't write with them, they go in the trash, when hubby deactivates the num locks key.
Q. Quote from a movie: What if this is as good as it gets?
R. Righty or Lefty: Righty
S. Siblings: one sister Kristen Leigh.
T. Time you wake up: if left to my own devices 9:00 am is perfect, usually up by 7:00am
U. Underwear: lacy
V. Vegetables you don't like: peas, I hate peas.
W. What makes you run late: most things, I am chronically late. Sorry Michelene
X. X-rays you've had: once for a broken arm, once for a broken thumb, and twice for a sprained ankle.
Y. Yummy food you make: I make a killer pot roast, and my signature Bittersweet Butterscotch coookies.
Z. Zoo animal favorites: elephants, and lions.
Monday, July 25, 2011
Well I had a very busy week end, still managed to skip all the fast food and drink a whole lot of water, however I really feel that I could have planned better ahead as on Saturday I skipped breakfast. Also had sweet tea at the Restaurant on Sunday, could have saved the calories and just had regular tea and added splenda. Maintained weight over the week end so I still need to lose 3 lbs. by the 31st. Totally doable. Here's to a new week!!!!!
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Today went pretty well, had life cereal and 8oz iced coffee made with 1% milk for, had a mini can of chef boyardee ravioli for lunch ( I love it - don't judge:) and went out to dinner with my in-laws and kids at Eat n' park, I researched online ahead of time and ordered breakfast for dinner. 2 eggs over medium, dry english muffin and hashbrowns, then went swimming with the kids. tried to stay moving the entire 2 hrs. came home and had a snack.
1265 calories for the day ( goal between 1200-1550) so in range.
6 cups of water so far.
Logged into spark blogged and about to update.
Down .2 lbs today so down 12 from my highest.
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