Monday, December 09, 2013
There is not even a count I can remember only I know it is too many I lost track. Sure I came back over & over, more disgusted with my self each time. That is good because the disgust makes me try again and again to never give up when I fail.
Wait a minute FAIL no I did not fail that word to mean "fail" means forever, I come back each time so I did not really fail, I just had a small set back. Fail means giving up all together.!!
I am not a failure I am a fighter !! Ask yourself what are you a failure or a fighter????
Sunday, December 08, 2013
late last night at 1:00 am I crept out to the kitchen as my husband was sleeping, and ate the entire 3 oz bag of potato chips that I brought home from my Mom's birthday party. That is a total of
9 grams of saturated fat
15 grams of polyunsaturated fat
6 grams of monounsaturated fat
480 grams of sodium
1080 grams of potassium
42 grams of total carbohydrates3 grams of fiber
6 grams of protein
I had left left overs from Mom's birthday party so I gave them to my friend to take home. My husband always has chips in his lunch for work as he insist on them . So I thought I would take the bag home as I had not bought chips as of yet for next weeks lunch to pack for him.
Oh dear I must hide the bag under neath the papers in the out going trash.
What is really sick about this is I ate them all, I do not even like that brand , I rarely eat chips,and they tasted so greasy, but I just kept reaching in the bag for more. The sick thing about this horrid eating is I have apples, pears, strawberries, melon, blueberries, bananas & oranges in my refrigerator.. Now after the fact what was stopping me from eating the fresh fruit, plus I was not even hungry when I was eating the chips.
Sallie always says okay you mess up just get right back on track. I went to bed woke up at 4:00 am and I am mentally angry at my self. I only had a couple hours of sleep due to the bag of chips I ate.
The disgusting thing that is upsetting is when I was shoving them in my mouth I was saying to my self STOP!!! but NO!!! I just continued until not even a crumb was left!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, December 01, 2013
An early Christmas present from my husband. Many years ago I wanted a Mazda Miata took one for a test drive then my husband ask me where I was gong to put my Mom & Step Dad when I would take them to their Doctor appointments and for rides.My Step Dad had a car,but it was so big for me to drive. so left without the Miata. My beloved Step Dad passed away several years back, and my husband still wanted me to have the Miata. I would rather have my beloved Step Dad back in a minute.
My husband throughout our marriage has given me many surprises. I love him not for what the things he does for me or surprises me,but for the person he is. I NEVER have taken our marriage for granite. I did not get married until I was 34 as I never wanted to marry, because my parents divorced which was devastating to me no matter how hard our child hood was, everyone wants to have a complete family.My husband has a loving caring heart. He is an electrician by trade, and when he had his own business he would come home and just charged the person for the material, told hm if he continues this we would be broke,he would say "Oh Judy they do not have much how can I charge them a fee"? This is when we were first married , loved hm for his compassion.Well as time went on he gave the business up & also another reason he said you become married to the business it s 7 days a week and always on call.
I thought I was now too old for a car like this, will be 63 on Christmas, but Gary said no you are not, so come this summer I will scoot around with the top down and the wind blowing through my hair!!!!!
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