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Wednesday, July 24, 2013

The suspect: An Oreo cookie aka. Milk siren

The mission: Avoid the Oreo at all costs.Deflect its hypnotizing song.
Leave the house uncompromised.

suspected working its magic all morning since 3 a.m. the unearthly pull towards the cupboard was almost overwhelming. audio hallucinations started, attempting to talk me into a compromise.I deflected with a distraction technique, take out the trash.

I was able to avoid the cookie escape without it compromising my day.

:) all joking aside I really feel that it's inappropriate to keep trigger foods inside the house. I have a terrible problem with sugar. unfortunately I'm living with my parents as I finish my degree and I can't really dictate what they buy and keep in the cupboards. for me it's like walking a minefield every morning. you wouldn't keep a complete open bar in the presence of an ex alcoholic, or pain medication Within Reach or someone who had abused vicodin. so how come its rational to keep the trigger foods like sweets and candies within reach of a food addict?

I know it's about willpower. but you don't see anybody walking into an AA meeting with a bottle of hooch.

I wonder if I could just beg my parents not to stalk house with junk, or hide it so that I don't see it and not tell me about it... ever.

I'll try to see if I can strike up a compromise I'll post you guys on the mission impossible later.



Tuesday, July 23, 2013

I cleared out all my blogs because in 90% of them I'm bitching.

it's natural to be cranky as Fudge, and I for one do not take weight loss as a walk in the park with daisies.

With that said I know I have the propensity to loose my sh-itaki mushrooms if I gain one bloody lb in a day or two days. Water weight drives me nuts and I have a horrible day if I don't lose and I tend to break rules and eat bad things "just once" when I lose consistently.

I reset all my goals and I will weigh myself once a darn week. I figure if I do everything I say I'm doing and I stick to my guns, I will lose. End of story.

I have more pressing things to worry about than the movement of fat from my posterior to the great unknown. It's going, bottom line. I just need to close my mouth and move my assets.

- Simple math.

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

1DRWOMAN 7/23/2013 10:25PM

    I cleared out all my blogs because in 90% of them I'm bitching.

:) :) :) OMG I giggled and said Good!!!

Then I continued to giggle and nod the rest of the blog! Stop obsessing...just do the daily things you need to do and the rest will fall into place!

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ITSABSURD 7/23/2013 8:28PM

    Good luck going forward!

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KIMBERLY4181 7/23/2013 8:27PM

  What a positive motivational quote "close my mouth and move my assets" I really like that and I am going to post on my fridge!!! emoticon

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