Saturday, April 21, 2012
Well got up today for service but my back decided not to cooperate. I could not stand upright. I don't know if it is the rain, weather change, or the workout I did yesterday, but my left hip and back are so bad right now I can hardly stand up. I really hate these days. It could also be the fibromalygia acting up. I wish I knew what causes this. I will be most glad after armegeddon when all our pain is taken away! I would not care what job I had to do if I was not in such pain.
My hubby had to go meet for service without me, but he is coming back at noon to see if he can help me get ready to at least go out this afternoon and make some calls. I am gonna go lay back down and rest for a couple more hours and hope the pain subsides enough for me to do that. I was crying since I really wanted to go today. There are a few other things I wanted to do today too, but when this happens I can hardly make it to the bathroom.
I have learned to take each day for what it is. I cry with dissappointment on occassion but know that Jehovah and His Son are working hard to make things better for us. I always remember that we suffer for a reason and that the most important thing is for Jehovah's name to be sanctified and his soverignty to be vindicated. Our suffering is because of his enemy and I am so glad to understand the issues. I really hate to hear people blame Jehovah God for the suffering. I will be glad when the ones who oppose him are gone. I am grateful that he sustains me in time of need and helps me to maintain my integrity in the face of everything.
I hope all of you are having a good day. At least I started the day with prayer and a healthy breakfast. I found the Kashi Cinnamon Harvest cereal. I had it for the first time this am and it is pretty good. I like the ingredient list which I am able to read the few ingredients LOL! I have been watching lables alot more and trying as much as possible to avoid processed foods. I am learning and growing in that way. I can't wait to check out the farmers market that is starting in May to get some stuff straight from the farmers!
Love to you all, gonna go rest up and see if I can make it out this afternoon. If at first you don't succeed....try...try...again! At least I am not feeling too bad emotionally today! Love, love, love, you all! Joyce