Friday, March 09, 2007
In my mind, I have so many messages of Love from my baby boy RILEY and from my Lord GOD. How do I express and share that with others is my question, but I do my best when I can.
From my dreams these words/items I remember:
family - Lydia, Camie, Darius, Anthea, RILEY
travel, car, maps
color blue, as sky blue
tell the message - I love you
I feel possible change coming, or is it an renewing, beginning again? I am ready.
Tomorrow the community walking program begins and I will be there at 7:00 AM. I'll be praying for this program to get me started and be committed to something. I'v missed many days of my Curves classes but I am not giving and I will get back to it.
To my friends, thank you for your prayers and concerns, they are much appreciated.
GODs love and blessings to you all :)
mom to Angel RILEY
Friday, March 02, 2007
Remembering my son RILEY
Friday, March 3, 2006
It was a cool crisp morning when GOD called to RILEY.
Even though he wanted to stay he knew he had to leave, for Angels were waiting to take Him to Heavens pearly gates.
He heard his mother calling out his name, as he opened his eyes he looked upon her beautiful face. He gave a look of a thousand words, words of comfort.
The first to say, "Don't worry mom, I'll be okay, I Love You, I'll wait for you at Heavens gate."
As she called his name one last time, again he opened his eyes and this time as if to say, "It's time for me to go but do not worry for I am no longer in pain, for God and Grandma are waiting for me to fly on Angels wings."
"Just remember I Love You Always and I won't be far away and when you began to feel lonely remember all our fun time together and Smile for Me......."
mom to Angel RILEY
Sunday, February 18, 2007
As the day draws nearer (Friday March 2) I am falling into such dispair. I have lost sight of hope, No I FEEL like there is no hope.
I miss my baby boy so much that, all I want now is to go there to Heaven to be with him. I know it is impossible, because GOD requires that I fulfill my work here and that is to protect my grandson. I dreamed this very thing last night, and that was the thought that ran through my mind as the event unfolded in that dream.
To my Son, my RILEY, I love you baby always and forever.
To my LORD and Saviour, please come quickly so that we all may be with you. And Father I ask that while I wait, that you take the wheel of my life and take me in the direction I must go.
In JESUS CHRIST's name, AMEN!
Sunday, February 04, 2007
There are many things that have happened in the past few weeks, most are good.
My car is finally done (should be here today)
I have started my online class (I need to do some catchup tho)
I love going to Curves (except missed 2 days last week)
Miss Y-A pageant program is progressing
Everyone in my household is doing ok (minor sniffles)
I feel a lot better (mentally, physically)
I got my clothes & books order
Ok there is probably more, but I'll stop here :)
But it seems I have lost motivation in the weightloss thing and with the computer. The one place I should be comming to, I want avoid is because of the accountability? maybe.
We'll I made it here today, and I am hoping to be back at least 3 more times before next Sunday.
To my friends, have a blessed week.
mom to Angel RILEY
Monday, January 22, 2007
I just couldn't get to the computer this past week but some good things have happened.
For me, I lost 3.25 pounds, also started school.
For my husband, he got new tires for his truck.
For my oldest son, he is out of jail.
For my daughter, she started Curves and will also be playing volleyball.
For my stepgrand-daughter, her grades for school are improving.
For my grandbaby, he is no longer sick and growing so fast :)
With all these good things, I still have worries, but mostly I still grieve so hard for my Angel RILEY, I miss him so much. I know the pain will lessen but for now I just wish GOD would give me understanding.
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