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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

I finally got phone service and can post now. My family and I had to move out of our house immediately. We stay in a trailer just down from our house.
But as most things go, there is also bad news. We were told today that it is more than likely that our whole house will have to be renovated. Due to the mold, insect infestation, bad plumbing, and electrical wiring. I guess instead of the couple months it will be longer.
There is not much that we can keep from our home (due to the mold) but we have yet to sort and pack up the rest of our stuff that we can keep. Also it being close to Christmas makes our life very stressful, so I do much appreciate any prayers you can give.
There is more about this situation that troubles me and I know only GOD can give me answers, so if I not up to speed in whats happening you know why.

I'll be back tomorrow, you all have a blessed week


Today's stuff 11/26

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Date: SUNDAY November 26, 2006

Today’s weather…Oh so sunny, but cold
Today’s News…Not sure that I remember anything
Today I feel…encouraged, because of the baby Dedication for Darius
I am grateful for…My family
People in my thoughts today…RILEY, baby Darius, my angel mom friends a
Magical moments (comfort, peace, and love)…Having my husband with me at church
Donations of the heart (acts of kindness, sharing, caring & forgiveness)…Shared cake with family and friends for baby Dedication
For a better tomorrow. (Goals, ideas, etc)…Ready for change
Reflections/Notes I am so happy, relieved, exited, about Baby Darius’s Dedication at church today, and that my daughter confirmed her responsibilities in front of her family as they also confirmed their dedication to support her.

Breakfast: Cappuccino, lg bluberry muffin
Lunch: 3 slice pepperoni pizza, salad, zucchini
Dinner: Salad, w chicken
Snack: Cake
Exercise: Oops, did make it out, got dark to fast
Daily readings: W=316.2 BS=252

Forgive: My family who didn’t make to church
Journal: Everyone has their purpose and I know GOD has shown us who really cares

Prayer: Heavenly Father, I thank for this beautiful day that you have given us, and for our beautiful baby Darius, who we will raise to know you and love you too. For all this I pray in your son’s name JESUS CHRIST, Amen
Gods Word: Acts

Appointments: Church service 10:30AM
Calls to Make: None
Letters to write/fax/email: Letter to my son Santeo
Things to do: Update journals
Define the dream/ Journal: Write all meals, exercise even if for 15 minutes only

Week 7 day 7 REFLECTIONS


Of things remembered

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

The past few days have been so emotional. My son's estate, was finally settled last week and it was something that I have felt hurt because of it. I mean I would rather have my son RILEY instead of money, and why oh why does the court make us feel that we have to prove we are his parents? That part of the court hearings hurt the most, but it's done now, and I know my RILEY is looking out for his family.
After hearing and seeing that bus accident on the news also brought those feelings back, of having to be told "I'm sorry your son didn't make it" GOD if your there I need your comfort more now, especially to get through this week.
I went to my TOPS group meeting today and had a 1 pound loss, but it's been in a two week time as I had missed weighin last week. But I am satisfied with any loss right now.
My last day of school was yesterday and I feel so much of that weight of stress gone, and I am oh so grateful for it. I have so much that I want to do that I don't know where to start. I guess this was it, to finally update my SPARK journal.
Well I am off to do some house cleaning and a little ready before I have to shop.
mom to Angel RILEY

  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

KELLY_SS 11/25/2006 5:46PM

    I know this must have been a tough week to get through and I just wanted to say I thought about you. Hang in there and the weight will come off, just take it one day at a time. {{{hugs}}} ..... Kelly

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Quicky things for today

Thursday, November 16, 2006

DAY Thursday DATE November 16, 2006

Today’s weather…Sunny, mild/warm

Today’s News…Tsunami, hit parts of California, 6ft wave

Today’s Events…My last class for ECI 330

Today I feel…Some stress, for not getting in all my home work

I am grateful for…My Family, My GOD, My VA school money

Spiritually I…Am needing prayer, and keeping the faith that GOD is with me

People in my thoughts today…My prayer buddy Colleen, Baby Darius

Magical moments (comfort, peace, and love)…Seeing Baby Darius sleep and knowing he is real

Donations of the heart (acts of kindness, sharing, caring & forgiveness)…Watching the baby so his mom can have a few more hours of sleep.

For a better tomorrow. (Goals, ideas, etc)…Pay back those kind people who have helped me in my time of need

Reflections/Notes I am so bad at procrastinating



Thursday, November 09, 2006

All this week many random memories of my son keep flooding my thoughts. It's a good thing but last night, the reality that he is not here hurt so bad that I cried all the way home from class. I miss my son, my RILEY.

For my weigh in on Tuesday at TOPS, I gained 3/4 of a pound but I kinda figured that since I was eating out most of last week while at the hospital. I am hoping to stay the same for next weeks weigh in as this week is pretty much the same with the eating and not having time to exercise. I am doing my best to make better choices but sometimes same ole gets old.
Anyway we will be out of town by tomorrow so will see how it goes.
You all have a Blessed weekend with your famlies
mom to Angel RILEY


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