Wednesday, December 13, 2006
I finally got phone service and can post now. My family and I had to move out of our house immediately. We stay in a trailer just down from our house.
But as most things go, there is also bad news. We were told today that it is more than likely that our whole house will have to be renovated. Due to the mold, insect infestation, bad plumbing, and electrical wiring. I guess instead of the couple months it will be longer.
There is not much that we can keep from our home (due to the mold) but we have yet to sort and pack up the rest of our stuff that we can keep. Also it being close to Christmas makes our life very stressful, so I do much appreciate any prayers you can give.
There is more about this situation that troubles me and I know only GOD can give me answers, so if I not up to speed in whats happening you know why.
I'll be back tomorrow, you all have a blessed week
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Date: SUNDAY November 26, 2006
Today’s weather…Oh so sunny, but cold
Today’s News…Not sure that I remember anything
Today I feel…encouraged, because of the baby Dedication for Darius
I am grateful for…My family
People in my thoughts today…RILEY, baby Darius, my angel mom friends a Memory-of.com
Magical moments (comfort, peace, and love)…Having my husband with me at church
Donations of the heart (acts of kindness, sharing, caring & forgiveness)…Shared cake with family and friends for baby Dedication
For a better tomorrow. (Goals, ideas, etc)…Ready for change
Reflections/Notes I am so happy, relieved, exited, about Baby Darius’s Dedication at church today, and that my daughter confirmed her responsibilities in front of her family as they also confirmed their dedication to support her.
Breakfast: Cappuccino, lg bluberry muffin
Lunch: 3 slice pepperoni pizza, salad, zucchini
Dinner: Salad, w chicken
Exercise: Oops, did make it out, got dark to fast
Daily readings: W=316.2 BS=252
Forgive: My family who didn’t make to church
Journal: Everyone has their purpose and I know GOD has shown us who really cares
Prayer: Heavenly Father, I thank for this beautiful day that you have given us, and for our beautiful baby Darius, who we will raise to know you and love you too. For all this I pray in your son’s name JESUS CHRIST, Amen
Gods Word: Acts
Appointments: Church service 10:30AM
Calls to Make: None
Letters to write/fax/email: Letter to my son Santeo
Things to do: Update journals
Define the dream/ Journal: Write all meals, exercise even if for 15 minutes only
FIRST PLACE - BIBLE STUDY
Week 7 day 7 REFLECTIONS
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
The past few days have been so emotional. My son's estate, was finally settled last week and it was something that I have felt hurt because of it. I mean I would rather have my son RILEY instead of money, and why oh why does the court make us feel that we have to prove we are his parents? That part of the court hearings hurt the most, but it's done now, and I know my RILEY is looking out for his family.
After hearing and seeing that bus accident on the news also brought those feelings back, of having to be told "I'm sorry your son didn't make it" GOD if your there I need your comfort more now, especially to get through this week.
I went to my TOPS group meeting today and had a 1 pound loss, but it's been in a two week time as I had missed weighin last week. But I am satisfied with any loss right now.
My last day of school was yesterday and I feel so much of that weight of stress gone, and I am oh so grateful for it. I have so much that I want to do that I don't know where to start. I guess this was it, to finally update my SPARK journal.
Well I am off to do some house cleaning and a little ready before I have to shop.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING to my SPARK friends
mom to Angel RILEY
Thursday, November 16, 2006
DAY Thursday DATE November 16, 2006
Today’s weather…Sunny, mild/warm
Today’s News…Tsunami, hit parts of California, 6ft wave
Today’s Events…My last class for ECI 330
Today I feel…Some stress, for not getting in all my home work
I am grateful for…My Family, My GOD, My VA school money
Spiritually I…Am needing prayer, and keeping the faith that GOD is with me
People in my thoughts today…My prayer buddy Colleen, Baby Darius
Magical moments (comfort, peace, and love)…Seeing Baby Darius sleep and knowing he is real
Donations of the heart (acts of kindness, sharing, caring & forgiveness)…Watching the baby so his mom can have a few more hours of sleep.
For a better tomorrow. (Goals, ideas, etc)…Pay back those kind people who have helped me in my time of need
Reflections/Notes I am so bad at procrastinating
Thursday, November 09, 2006
All this week many random memories of my son keep flooding my thoughts. It's a good thing but last night, the reality that he is not here hurt so bad that I cried all the way home from class. I miss my son, my RILEY.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS, BABY BOI!
For my weigh in on Tuesday at TOPS, I gained 3/4 of a pound but I kinda figured that since I was eating out most of last week while at the hospital. I am hoping to stay the same for next weeks weigh in as this week is pretty much the same with the eating and not having time to exercise. I am doing my best to make better choices but sometimes same ole gets old.
Anyway we will be out of town by tomorrow so will see how it goes.
You all have a Blessed weekend with your famlies
mom to Angel RILEY
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