Saturday, July 03, 2010
I've been bad about taking my meds.
I've been without my insulin for 4 days, and my psych meds too (for depression), and now I am feeling weird symptoms because of it. I did start right back on the insulin as soon as I got it and then today my sister gave me some of her psych meds (same type & dosage) and I will get my refill on Monday.
At one time my older sister used to tell me that I should give all this stuff up and to rely on GOD for healing, but I know that it was GOD who helped and created these things to help us and I know for me it has. I just need to be consistent in my care of this body so that I can finish my purpose here.
This past birthday really opened my eyes to what I am to do with this time here on earth and I think I still try to look beyond it to what I really want and that vision gets in the way. I mean I forget how, what I need to do to get there. I think I also get impatient and want to do things the easy way.
GOD does give me reminders to slow down, and when to pick up the pace, it's just my ole human nature to be stubborn. I want a closer relationship with My LORD, but I get distracted easily and then I feel lost. Please keep me in prayer about this.
I have a request for my Christian/Spiritual Sparkfriends, I read a comment and it said "Let GOD be your personal trainer" so I was wondering what kind of program would that be like? I don't know my Bible that well, so I was wondering if anyone can come up with Scripture or knowledge of how to incorporate it into a health program?
I am a part ot the First Place 4 Health (Christian) weightloss program but it's teaching is about balanced living of, Mental, Physical, Emotional and Spiritual areas. I have also read the Weighdown program book but it's not what I'm looking for.
I don't mean to confuse you all, but being Native American, those traditions are just about almost forgotten and if I participate I am condemned by the Christian community (devout family members) that's why I asked about Spiritual guidance as well. To me, a higher power is my GOD, the creator.
Any help/suggestions are greatly appreciated. Be blessed Sparkfriends
I know this a really different type of blog but it's something that has been in my thoughts.