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Of things remembered

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

The past few days have been so emotional. My son's estate, was finally settled last week and it was something that I have felt hurt because of it. I mean I would rather have my son RILEY instead of money, and why oh why does the court make us feel that we have to prove we are his parents? That part of the court hearings hurt the most, but it's done now, and I know my RILEY is looking out for his family.
After hearing and seeing that bus accident on the news also brought those feelings back, of having to be told "I'm sorry your son didn't make it" GOD if your there I need your comfort more now, especially to get through this week.
I went to my TOPS group meeting today and had a 1 pound loss, but it's been in a two week time as I had missed weighin last week. But I am satisfied with any loss right now.
My last day of school was yesterday and I feel so much of that weight of stress gone, and I am oh so grateful for it. I have so much that I want to do that I don't know where to start. I guess this was it, to finally update my SPARK journal.
Well I am off to do some house cleaning and a little ready before I have to shop.
mom to Angel RILEY

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KELLY_SS 11/25/2006 5:46PM

    I know this must have been a tough week to get through and I just wanted to say I thought about you. Hang in there and the weight will come off, just take it one day at a time. {{{hugs}}} ..... Kelly

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Quicky things for today

Thursday, November 16, 2006

DAY Thursday DATE November 16, 2006

Today’s weather…Sunny, mild/warm

Today’s News…Tsunami, hit parts of California, 6ft wave

Today’s Events…My last class for ECI 330

Today I feel…Some stress, for not getting in all my home work

I am grateful for…My Family, My GOD, My VA school money

Spiritually I…Am needing prayer, and keeping the faith that GOD is with me

People in my thoughts today…My prayer buddy Colleen, Baby Darius

Magical moments (comfort, peace, and love)…Seeing Baby Darius sleep and knowing he is real

Donations of the heart (acts of kindness, sharing, caring & forgiveness)…Watching the baby so his mom can have a few more hours of sleep.

For a better tomorrow. (Goals, ideas, etc)…Pay back those kind people who have helped me in my time of need

Reflections/Notes I am so bad at procrastinating



Thursday, November 09, 2006

All this week many random memories of my son keep flooding my thoughts. It's a good thing but last night, the reality that he is not here hurt so bad that I cried all the way home from class. I miss my son, my RILEY.

For my weigh in on Tuesday at TOPS, I gained 3/4 of a pound but I kinda figured that since I was eating out most of last week while at the hospital. I am hoping to stay the same for next weeks weigh in as this week is pretty much the same with the eating and not having time to exercise. I am doing my best to make better choices but sometimes same ole gets old.
Anyway we will be out of town by tomorrow so will see how it goes.
You all have a Blessed weekend with your famlies
mom to Angel RILEY


BEGININGS......Again :)

Monday, November 06, 2006

I am starting back to my routine of exercising as I had missed 6 days in a row and am feeling kinda swollen. I guess all that stress, anxiety, anticipation is gone now and I can begin again.
My emotions are so jumbled though, and I am doing my best to be happy, content and prideful. BUT my grief, my saddeness of not having my son RILEY here is great. It's enought that I am dreaming of him often and am always at points of needing to protect him. I am grateful for the dreams to see my son, those make me happy too.

I only have two weeks of school and I am doing my best to catch up, but I don't know if my teachers will cooperative. I am praying about this. As for my healthy eating, I know I need to be consistant in it and not eat what is most handy (takeout). I will try to make the best choices if it comes to that.
Again, I want to say thank you for your comments, and messeges, they are much appreciated.
mom to Angel RILEY


Meet my grandson

Friday, November 03, 2006

Please meet my grandson, Darius

Born, Wednesday November 1, 2006 at 11:06pm
Weighing 8 lbs 4 oz and 19" long
You can see him on my Photo Gallery

It has been a Blessed week and I thank GOD for all that he has done for me and my family. I thank you all, my friends who have kept us in prayer. Many blessings to you all.
mom to Angel RILEY

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KELLY_SS 11/9/2006 11:24PM

    Congratulations on the new grandbaby. Welcome to the world Darius.

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MO-WALK 11/3/2006 9:12PM

    Congratualtions on the newest addition to your family. I hope that baby and mother are doing well.


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