Monday, December 14, 2009
I must confess, I didn't complete all of my goals last week. I did get 3 miles done and ate my fruit (but didn't log it). So somehow I lost 2 pounds so SOMETHING is working. Also my daily bs are going down.
My on going delimema - I told my family that I will finish school, but I'm not ready. I was working on my Bachelors degree in Education, but since my son RILEY journeyed to heaven I just have no motivation to finish. I mean I love working with children, it's just that I can't seem to let go of this thought "It's not fair that my child didn't get to grow up". For now I am content to be the caretaker of my grandson while his mom works.
But, school starts next month and I feel like I am running out of time. I suppose I can change my choice of career but it's the feeling of having to start over that worries me.
Please help, pray that GOD will show me what path to take. Thanks Sparkfamily