Saturday, June 13, 2009
Yesterday morning I was sick with so much gas and bloating and diarea which was fixed with pepto bismol and priloscec, then in the evening I had two teeth worked on and my whole lower jay was sore after the numbness wore off. So when I went to bed I loaded up on ibuprofen and sleep aids. And NOW my stomach just burns, not gas or bloating just burns. Even to drink water is painful, oh well I am hope this afternoon will be better because I really wanted to start a walking routine for my days off. I hope you all are having a better week, "Be Blessed, sparkfriends."
Friday, June 12, 2009
For almost a week my stomach has been upset, bloating, gas, and now diareah, Why is this happening, I have no idea, and yet I wanted a stress free weekend but nooo! I've been sittin in the bathroom all hours of the night. Now that I've found some stomach meds I am off to get some much needed sleep.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
This morning my family talked to me and said they were not mad/angry just disappointed. When they don't talk to me it hurts, and yet being yelled at could be worse.....At work things were much better, nothing upsetting, but I was so so tired, in fact I didn't clock out until 30 minutes over. I had planned to go to Curves right after, and I had my clothes all ready BUT, my feet were so worn out they were just pulsing and red, and it's been a long time since they've felt this bad. I will do some walking tomorrow, and I will plan my food choices for next week. Oh yea I forgot, I got my WW little hungry monstor magnet and have been wearing it to remind me to get a leash on my hunger. It even stopped me from eating a cake today.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Thanks all for the comments. But your all right, it is a dangerous habit and to me the solution is to quit work because I work in a restaurant which is in the casino. To me thats just too much temptation, seeing others win just makes me think it could be me. When I started this job 2 years ago, it was what I needed, to be near friends during my grieving, and now it so much different and I am ready for change. Others have asked me if I wanted to change positions there but no, I just want to leave all together, yet the only thing that stops me is that my family (husband&daughter) want me to stay, at least until August.......It's just not work though, I have too much going on at home too, and I just want a vacation............But again I want to say thanks for the comments and each one is taken into consideration. I know that I also need to be seeking GOD for a solution to my dilemmas and not go for the easy way out.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Ok so I did it again, I went and gambled money that we really didn't have and now my family is so upset, that they won't even talk to me. (Hence the dog house) But why is when "mom" does the unwanted it is such a bad evil thing and yet what about their pasts mistakes? To me theirs were worse but did I hate them or even condem them forever? No, but anyway I didn't lose any money, in fact I brought home all that I used, and just to spite them and me, I gave back the money and my cut up debit card..............Maybe that wasn't the right thing to do but it sure did feel good to get that of my shoulders. Nows I will only have whatever money they give me, that includes my pay check on Friday. I will probably keep about $40 for the next two weeks for my lunch ticket. Anyway I know it is a bad habit, but to me it was therapy, some place I could go and not worry about home or work, and today I need it. I mean i was so angry and stressed that I almost walked out on work, I mean I was so frustrated that I even cried. But does my family understand this? Not. Oh well I am praying that things at work and home will be better tomorrow, I mean it can only get better. (I have faith).
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