Monday, May 04, 2009
I feel the sadness coming in robbing me of whatever happiness I had. I still grieve for my son, and yet no one understands, except GOD. I will never know why until I get to ask GOD himself. Last week one of the moms of the 8th grade class called and asked if it was okay to have a special memorial for my son during the 8th grade graduation. I feel so touched that they would do this for him,,,,,and yet I feel his absence so much more now and again I question GOD, WHY?..........I'm on the edge of crying and not stopping, there is a hole in my heart that can never be filled.