Wednesday, February 17, 2010
WOW, What a mess!
I don't just mean the house, the dust, the clutter and the general chaos.
My Program has taken a beating!
I was sooooooo in the zone, Journaling everyday, eating really well and tracking religiously, exercising more than I ever had in my life - I was even craving it! (First Time)
Ever since we started some minor (lol) home improvements, it has all gone to heck.
I haven't eaten a meal at home, nor have I touched my beloved treadmill in 2 Weeks.
I have not stepped on a scale. I know that damage is being done, but I feel like I can't do much about it right now, and I fear it would only make me feel bad when there is still much to celebrate:
I am still down 50+ pounds and I am still wearing my smaller clothes.
I have used this as an excuse to slip into some old eating habits, but I have also made some good choices in the last two weeks.
I still squeeze in bits of exercise here and there - not as much as I would like, but every little bit counts!
I have managed to log into SP everyday - I may not get to spend much time, but I at least log in - that steak is still alive!
I'm still reading The Spark - again, not as much as I would like, but a little every day. (Love it by the way!)
And some LONG overdue home improvements are getting done! Something that I have wanted for many years!
I have new motivation too -
I am going to meet Joey again and I will be able to get a New picture of us, with a much thinner me!
There is still much to do around the house, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.