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Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Well I have really screwed up these past few months. On the 23rd of September I weighed in at 228.8 and today I am at 239.8. That is 11 pounds. I am not happy. I have been so stressed out and depressed over family matters lately that I have been eating any junk food I can get my hands on. I have been miserable and lashing out. I need to get myself under control and stop letting my youngest daughter get under my skin because of her actions. I have to believe in me and get back on track. I found myself putting Christmas decorations away that I had gotten out last week to put outside. I found myself sitting in a chair crying and feeling sick of what she has done with her selfishness. I am to blame as well as I let her do this to me. My granddaughter came into the room and asked me why I was putting things away. I told her I had lost the Christmas spirit. She gave me a big hug and kiss and told me we would look for it together. I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH. We got other decorations out and started putting them up. I can do this and I will believe in myself and move on past this. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

  
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TIME2BLOOM4ME 1/3/2014 9:59PM

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SUEPERWOMAN 11/26/2013 4:24PM

   
It can be so discouraging when we react to the stresses of life with food, I so relate!
I hope that you can get a handle on this sooner than later. I am here if ever you need an ear.

Love you, Ginger

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JOANNHUNT 4/27/2013 11:44AM

    THANKS EVERYONE. KEEP SPARKING.
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IACTA_ALEA_EST 4/27/2013 8:57AM

    Love to see you blog again , hope you are well, lover of frogs!
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DANAPRIME 4/24/2013 5:30PM

    Hope you are doing better now!

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MARYJEANSL 12/12/2012 8:04PM

  I'm sorry you have been having such a hard time. It will get better, and you can do it!

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JOANNHUNT 11/29/2012 9:13AM

    THANK YOU SEAWILLOW I KNOW I CAN AND I AM TRYING ONE DAY AT A TIME TO BLOCK OUT THE THINGS THAT ARE DESTROYING ME. IT IS GOING TO BE A HARD JOURNEY AS I AM RAISING HER OLDEST A BUEATIFUL, SMARTER THAN HER YEARS 9 YR OLD GIRL. MY OLDEST DAUGHTER HAS HER 2ND AND 3RD CHILDREN. A BEAUTIFUL 6 YR OLD GIRL AND VERY HANDSOME 7 YR OLD BOY PLUS SHE HAS HER OWN 18 YR OLD AND 14 YR OLD AMAZING GIRLS. SEEING HER CHILDREN SUFFER BECAUSE OF HER ACTIONS IS HURTING ME BIG TIME. ALL I CAN DO NOW IS BE THERE TO HELP THESE CHILDREN KNOW THEY ARE LOVED AND BE THERE FOR MYSELF. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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SEAWILLOW 11/29/2012 7:30AM

    Move forward one step at a time! You can do it!

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JOANNHUNT 11/28/2012 10:05PM

    THANK YOU FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TIMOTHYNOHE 11/28/2012 9:38PM

    So good to have good grand children around.

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CHELSEASHINE 11/28/2012 9:20PM

  I hope everything settles down for you! I too have gained weight in the past couple of months, 15 pounds! It's all with stress and family issues as well. Don't worry hun, we can do this! emoticon

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JUST VENTING

Monday, October 22, 2012

Just Venting. I have really screwed up. I am back up to 236.2 pounds. I was 228.4 on September 24,2012. I have put on 8 pounds in a matter of just over 3 weeks. I allowed myself to get stressed out and snacked hear and there. Now I'm paying for it. I new better but did it anyway in a minute of weakness. My granddaughter started Junior Roller Derby on Sunday. So getting her outfitted for it was a nightmare. This age group is new and there was only one place to get the stuff. Found that out after going to five stores and it was the last. Then go out and get her a costume and accessories to wear was another nightmare. It cost over $650.00. Thank goodness $500.00 was paid for me or she wouldn't have been doing her dream of 3 years. I am not going to let this stop me. I am going to start today and continue to loose for me. I can do this. Thank You for letting me vent. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon She needed roller boots, extra wheels for outdoors, wrist protectors, knee pads, elbow pads, mouth guard, extra shoelaces, helmet, gloves (fancy lace). fishnet stockings, panties, dress, loob for wheels, tool for wheels and socks.

  
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JOANNHUNT 7/23/2013 3:44PM

    THANK YOU. I AM WORTH IT. I KNOW THIS. I LOVE MYSELF AND I AM GETTING BETTER AT LETTING GO. THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL THE SUPPORT. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

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OURLADYOFGRACE 7/22/2013 11:38PM

    I have faith in you, i know the power of stress you just want relief of the trials of life.
Do not beat yourself up, you are a wonderful person

God Bless
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JOANNHUNT 10/22/2012 9:29PM

    I am not letting the scales rule me. I new I had put on weight as I wasn't feeling lively like I had been. I was feeling listless and irritable. I have been having a problem with constipation because of my pain killers I'm on.

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SEAWILLOW 10/22/2012 4:23PM

    Good luck to your grandaughter.. I have gained a lot of weight back also..the scale is not your guide to self worth or happiness..Your health and being able to share your granddaughter's life longer should be a factor!

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JOANNHUNT 10/22/2012 10:34AM

    Thank You

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KARRIMARIE 10/22/2012 10:14AM

    You'll get there! I can relate so just jump back into it and that scale will go back down in no time!!! Oh and roller derby sounds AWESOME!!! emoticon

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NEGATIVITY TO POSITIVITY

Friday, June 29, 2012

Started this month off at 233.8 lbs. and now it is the 29th of June and I am 233.2. That is only .06 lbs. I am not happy with that but I will take it and better it next month. I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP. I HAVE TO LEARN TO BLOCK PEOPLES NEGATIVITY OUT AND ONLY CONCENTRATE ON THE POSITIVE. I HAVE TO LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH TO MOVE ON AND UP TO A BETTER, HEALTHIER LIFE. I CAN, I WILL AND I AM GOING TO SUCCEED. YYYEEESSS. emoticon emoticon I started my journey at the end of January 2012 at 252.2 lbs and am now 233.2 lbs. That is a 19 lb loss. I know I can do better.

  
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DANAPRIME 7/10/2012 9:26PM

    you are doing a great job! keep up the good work!

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TYCO4ME 6/29/2012 8:32PM

    Wow- I know exactly where you are coming from! I have felt this way so many times. I appreciate your honesty. We will continue on this path-because we know that it is the best way. I am glad you lost weight. You go, girl!

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JOANNHUNT 6/29/2012 8:01PM

    Thank you for you positive words.

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KWWILSON 6/29/2012 1:50PM

    You are doing great. When we look at weight loss, we all want to see immediate results. The slower and healthier you take the weight off, the easier it will be to keep the weight off! As long as you continue to work at it, and enjoy what you are doing to lose the weight, that is what matters, and that is where the lasting results will come from!

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FRUSTRATED

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Well I started this Month off good and then get totally stressed out over my grandchildren that I started screwing up. I am gaining instead of loosing. NOT GOOD I have to turn this mess around for me and my health. I know I can do it and I am confident that I can. Since June 2 I have put on 3.4 lbs instead of taking it off. Feeling yucky and blotted with the whole gain. Need to feel good about myself again and I will. emoticon emoticon emoticon

  


SABATOGED

Saturday, May 05, 2012

Well I blew it. I was too rushed and feeling rough, so instead of making a healthy meal I bought pizza. Well that pizza lasted for two days. I am ashammed of myself . but I am not going to let this defeat me. I am going to continue on my journey of getting to my goal weight. I will conquer any obstacles when I come to them and not let them defeat me.
(1) I WILL SUCCEED
(2) I WILL MOVE ON
(3) I WILL MAKE IT TO MY GOAL WEIGHT ONE DAY AT A TIME
(4) I AM A SURVIVOR
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JOANNHUNT 7/19/2013 1:56PM

    THANKS FOR COMMENTING. I'M STILL MAKING MISTAKES, BUT LEARNIING FROM THEM. TAKING BABY STEPS.

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SHELEA111 7/19/2013 8:01AM

    Two days? It would have taken me two hours. I can't stand seeing a pizza box with anything in it....

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DANAPRIME 5/15/2012 11:49AM

    Every meal in a new chance to have success! Everyone messes up sometimes. Let go of your mistake and do better at your next meal. Remember we cannot change the past. We only have control of what we do right now and the plans we make for the future! You can do it!!!!!!! One step at a time

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