Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Good Morning everyone! Hope all is well. I apologize for not being consistent and updating like I used to. Seems like I am always on the go and never have a chance to breath.
Reflection since last update:
I continued to clean the first weekend of the month trying to get the skunk smell out of here. Which it is pretty much gone out of my house but my dogs face still smells and when she breathes you can smell it pretty bad. Her vet said not to get her wet anymore just makes it worse. At Curves on Monday the 4th, one of the ladies I work out with is a vet tech and said the smell will linger on bella for the next 6 mnths and we will smell it eveytime she gets wet. YAY :-//
Last week I didn't have class for my winter break. Still had to have a couple evening meetings though for my online mgmt simulation with my group, but other than that we just sat around. MOnday the 4th I was the mystery reader for my sons preschool class. All the kids dressed up in the fav character costumes from their fav books (reading month so each day they do something fun) and I read the Little Monkey Lost which was a lot of fun. Thursday the 7th I had my BFF over which was awesome, we haven't hung out like that inlike 5 yrs. We grew up together and she was my MOH. So it was nice being able to hang out and talk for more than 5 minutes at an event. Friday I took the kids to my moms so just relaxed that night. Saturday I went and got my hair done. New cut, I got bangs, and for the first time ever, I got highlights. I love it. Pics are on my phone so I will have to post later. Sunday we had a lil incident that left me feeling pretty upset but it actually made some things come up that needed to be dealt with which I guess thats a good thing. I think a lot of the depression I have been feeling the last couple days is more of the time change and exhaustion. But I still think I am experiencing it for awhile probably due to stress.
I haven't got to Curves this week yet, Monday I was really bad, tired and sad. Today my son has a class wacky rodeo that parents are welcome to attend so I must forgo curves to go to that...luckily its from 9:30-10:10 so I will have time to get to class after wards. I am going to aim to try another one of my new ZUmba dvds tongihtt.
Need to really start focusing on my consistency and eating. I have really screwed things up for myself lately and no matter what I say I am going to do it doesn't last and I fall back down again. I must start doing more intense cardio at home. I seem to keep gaining weight. I keep hearing about the insanity workout and may order it. Maybe I need to switch it up again.
I would like to loss 10-15 lbs by June 8. We got tickets to the weekend long Orion Music Festival in Detroit and we are staying in the hotel so we don't have to worry about driving or coming home. It is our mini vacation/early anniversary gift to ourselfs this year. I can't wait. I love Metallica and Red Hot Chili Peppers. THere is going to be like 30 bands and a lot of fun. It sounds so funny to say we are taking our vacation in the D..considering we live about 45 minutes away but thats fine...we are staying at a beautiful hotel that over looks the river at the Ren Cen.
Well I think thats about it. Lots of running around also. Never stop...you would think I would be skinny as a rail with all the running I do but no of course not...I keep gaining. I stayed the same last week but this week I am up .2 :( Muscle gain???!! I hope!!!!
Have a great day!
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
So I knew I was going to be up about a 1 lb this week but no I am up 2.2lbs. Its just me...I can't seem to get my moom under control. I do great for a few days then indulge way too much the next. I HAVE to get this under control and really bump up my cardio/ST...
I keep expecting this everyweek and I know I say then I am moving on and not looking back but I can't help it. I am really angry with myself. I am angry that I cannot control myself, that I am no longer consistent, I have no movitation or energy.
This extra weight is really taking its toll on my hips, knees, breathing, the way I feel about myself, my energy, just hundreds of things...yet I cannot get myself motivated anymore and when I do I lose track and become inconsistent...
Guess its time to really dust myself off and TRY AGAIN!
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