Tuesday, March 08, 2011
First I thought I'd share with you a few photos of how our March is going.
This is basically 24 hours after our ice storm -- and the trees are still encased in ice. Temps are supposed to warm throughout the week (but this morning sure was cold), so it SHOULD be melting. Someday.
This is the tree out back near where the dogs like to go. It's so bowed down with ice that I can't really get in there to clear them a path, but that's not stopping them -- they deal with snow much better than they deal with rain.
I just worry about them being impaled by a falling limb. We've lost some pretty big branches recently.
I spent 2 hours shoveling and cleared only about half the driveway and a path to the fence out back. It wasn't much snow -- my friends to the west really got hammered -- but it was a LOT of ice. Slow going.
Our neighbor parked in front of our driveway -- I guess they didn't want to mess up their own driveway -- and that means the plow couldn't get close to us and I have to try to clear a path to our mailbox. Yesterday I was out shoveling when he delivered so I just went to him.
I was not at all happy with our neighbor. He could have parked in front of his OWN driveway, after all. Or come & shoveled where the plow couldn't get to cause HIS car was blocking it.
But maybe he did me a favor, since I didn't have to shovel the great wall of China at the end of my driveway. It's a toss up. Still not terribly pleased with him.
Which brings me to the title. It's a comment one of my buddies made on my blog recently -- I think it was HEALTHY4LIFE. It really spoke to me. It was something I needed to hear this week. As they say, when the student is ready the teacher appears.
Everytime I lose weight I always start plotting how much more I can lose in the next week, the next month, and so on. And then I start worrying about gaining, because a gain often follows a loss for me.
And then I realized -- every time my thoughts go there, I start to pray instead. I pray to give over my struggles with my weight to God. I pray to give in my fears about gaining weight to God. I thank God for helping me to develop and maintain healthy habits.
Well, you get my drift.
And no matter what the scale says this week, I will probably pray to give over my feelings about it to God.
I think it's a fake it til you make it sort of thing. The more I do this, the less hold the number will actually have on me. It may always have some sort of hold, but I can continue to work to make sure it's a reasonable hold.
Which doesn't mean it's an excuse to not do the hard work. You gotta do the hard work!
Man, after (and during) all that shoveling I was just ravenous. I carb loaded for sure yesterday. Ate within my range, but definitely ate the high end. and tracked everything I ate.
And because I was still hungry after dinner (which followed shortly after all the shoveling), I broke into my bag of cinnamon chips. I'd bought them to be a treat at some point -- and now I know why it's a bad idea to prebuy a cheat -- but carbs were still calling my name.
Actually, I was surprised that I didn't eat that many. I just kept asking myself if this was going to help me get to my goal. And somehow that helped me to eat just a few of them.
Good thing I'm not preTOM or things might have gone differently!
I don't think you have to believe in God to use this -- you just have to remember to stop and distract yourself somehow when you start having thoughts that you know aren't helping you. Craft. Move. Meditate. Or pray.
Sunday, March 06, 2011
I like a massage as much as the next gal, but I can't afford one as often as I'd like to. So yesterday I decided I would give myself a mini spa day at home.
I started with my face. I put water & a few drops of tea tree oil in a large measuring cup and microwaved it about 3 minutes, putting on some music while I was waiting. Then I set a timer for 5 minutes & sat with my face over it.
I realized after a few seconds that I was a little bored, so I meditated a little. I don't meditate in big chunks of time; I'll do just 1-5 minutes throughout the day whenever the thought hits me.
Next I applied the Fresh Beauty Green Apple Peel and set the timer for 7 minutes - have to confess to doing some multitasking, and I would've felt more relaxed if I hadn't, but I did have a few things that had to be done.
Washed that off, applied Dr. Hauschka's Clay Cleansing mask (I've had both these products for ages, I just so rarely remember to actually use them!), set the timer for 7 minutes, and did a bit more multitasking.
Oops, skipped the first step: put approximately 1/4 cup olive oil & 1 tbsp coconut oil in the microwave & warmed it up for about 2 minutes - that proved to be too long, it was uncomfortably warm - and massaged it into my hair.
Tried to hold up my hair to prevent ruining my clothes - had that done at a spa once & I did ruin my top - while microwaving a hair towel for about 3 minutes. Unfortunately, the towel never really got that warm, but the plate I put it on sure got hot! Maybe put it on a paper towel next time or a microfiber cloth, then wrapped my hair up in the towel.
I washed off the clay mask, then added some water to some sugar to make a paste and washed my face with it. I used what was left on my body in the shower. Then I just showered like normal.
I used all stuff I already had on hand, and it took maybe just over an hour, and it felt great!
Only problem is that even tho I used less oil than recommended, it was still too much - my hair is kind of a greasy mess & it stained my pillowcase. But it's much less frizzy!
Have any at-home spa secrets you care to share?
Saturday, March 05, 2011
So I started to take photos of some of the shoes & other purchases I've made over the last 3 months, cause I know how everyone likes photos (myself included). And I figured while I'm at it I'll take a photo of my focus jeans.
Normally I don't think I look as good in photos as I do in person. And these were all taken with my cell phone, so not the best photos to say the least. But I was shocked! Really, I look like that? So I decided to put it up against my before picture, and I was even more shocked. Seriously, that's what 30 lbs look like?
And the truth is I'm still slightly overweight. Really, I am. 138 lbs on a 5'1" woman is still too much. Altho I do weigh in in jeans, after breakfast & 3 cups of water/tea. So maybe the reality is I weigh about 136.
I also do work out pretty hard, so I'm somewhat toned. Altho you don't see definition in my arms unless I flex them, which tells me there's still too much fat on there. But 138 on a toned body will not look like 138 on a body that has more body fat. Muscles rule!
I've always felt sort of shy about posting photos, even tho I do it a lot. And then my buddy NATPLUMMER posted her before photos for Chalean Extreme. This is definitely a woman who doesn't look like she has any weight to lose, and like me, she doesn't have a lot to lose.
And I got it. That these photos of healthy, fit women are encouraging. I was like if she looks like that at her weight - even tho I'll never be that thin simply cause I'm a little taller (the mind boggles!) and even if I were the same height I'd probably never be that thin -- still, it gave me encouragement for what I can look like when I lose those last few pounds.
The jeans in the photo are what I call my focus jeans -- not my goal jeans, altho I think they'll finally fit perfectly when I'm at goal -- but focus jeans, because they focus me on what I need to do. They're still just a tad too tight. Like I have to pull them up every time I get up cause they pull down when I sit down cause my stomach & thighs are still too big for them -- just slightly -- crack ain't just for plumbers, if you know what I mean!
Ok, enough about me, let's get on to the rest of the photos & shoe porn.
A close up of the belt I was wearing. I love it! A sparkly, western style belt. The photo doesn't do it justice.
The necklace DH bought me for my birthday -- lousy photo, sorry, but I really like it & wear it a lot.
And as promised, shoe porn!
I bought these on clearance at Target of all places. I never even look at the shoes in Target, but I did this day. Love em. So edgy, so comfortable.
This photo doesn't show you that these are sparkly. I even have the perfect dress for them if it's ever warm enough to wear dresses again!
Sequined gladiator sandals. Need we say more? How abut little kitten heels?
I already have red slingback shoes, but I suppose I can justify these cause they're not slingbacks, right? And again, kitten heels. They're Nine West, which I find fits me well.
Hope you enjoyed!
Friday, March 04, 2011
Ah, balance. I blog about it a lot. A lot of people blog about it a lot. You know what's even more important than being IN balance? It's recognizing when we're either spiraling out of control or totally out of whack.
You will NOT be in balance all the time. That's why we call ourselves works in progress - which I don't think I truly understood until I started to give this some thought.
Yesterday was a great day eating-wise. Can I clone it? What was so great about it wasn't really what I ate, but rather how little hunger I felt. Usually after my meeting & hours of shopping I'm starved. Not yesterday.
Was it my snack at the meeting? I had an apple and 2 green chocolate balls from
superfoodsnacks.com . I actually first stumbled across these in a health food store in Kauia. They may not sound appetizing, but they're awesome.
Was it the 2 cups of green tea I chased my snack with?
The answer is probably none of the above. I could probably eat the exact same thing next week & be hungry afterward. If i remember, i'll give it a try & report back.
What I do know is that I went to TJMaxx, 2 grocery stores, & the health food store afterwards for a total of 3 hours of shopping, got home, put away the groceries . . . And still wasn't all that hungry. In fact, I only ate half my lunch & saved the other half for dinner!
TJMaxx, btw, had a number of nice, high end bags - but none were quite what I was looking for and I left bagless, but not empty handed. Which is another part of my balance equation - I had decided I could hit the discount stores once every quarter, unless there's something I truly need. So now I'm good til May.
I lost some weight this week, which got me to my lowest weight so far - just barely. And I have actually loosened up more lately. I still strive to eat healthy at least 80% of the time, but I actually had way more desserts than normal last week, with TOM partially to blame. They were all tracked. I've even allowed myself to have chocolate-almond butter oatmeal, or just popcorn, or a really big vegan cookie for dinner maybe once a week - IF that's what I'm really craving & IF I've gotten in all my freggies & water in already.
The trick, of course, is to recognize when I'm treating myself too often & it's showing up at the scale. To not feel guilty about my choices. To realize that I could eat & exercise exactly the same way for 2 weeks & get different results, cause as I've said, weight loss is a big mystery.
The real trick is in yesterday's blog - to pay attention & be present. Today's just the follow-through.
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