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Learning to live brokenTuesday, March 02, 2010
Somewhere along the way, I got broken. I don't even quite no how it started. I'd like to say I know when it started, but I'm not sure I really do. ![]()
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JUSTDUCKY1405
3/5/2010 1:10PM
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Hmmm... great awarenss... and you are right, it's no one's fault. But, accepting that you are broken is like accepting that you are not worth playing with anymore... perhaps not what you are saying, but what the message of that particular acceptance says to me. But, now that I have said that... I can see where that acceptance would allow you to let go... and to accept yourself for what you are! Thanks for that... Report Inappropriate Comment |


JLITT62
3/3/2010 7:45AM
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Just wanted to make one thing clear . . . it's not that I think of myself negatively (well, not most of the time). But I have to accept that the relationship I have with food isn't normal. We're bombarded with the messages, often, that we don't need to count calories, or points, or fat grams, etc. etc. That if we just listen to our bodies and eat mindfully, we'll lose weight. That may work for some people, but it doesn't work for me. Sometimes it does -- but overall, it just doesn't. And that's ok. Report Inappropriate Comment |


MOMMA_GRIZZ
3/2/2010 9:05PM
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I don't think of myself as 'broken', just in a constant state of learning new things on this road of life :D
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FREELADY
3/2/2010 11:36AM
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You have amazing insight. I hear a lot of courage in what you say here. It is a heartening to me, challenging me to follow your example and to sanely and rationally deal with what is. I am sorry there is so much pain. I do applaud your approach, simply doing what must be done. This is true kindness to yourself, taking care of the broken person. Thank you for passing on the web site! Report Inappropriate Comment |


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CRAVE_FREE
3/2/2010 11:11AM
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I think most people are broken in some way; for me it is my relationship with food. My parents did the same thing: good report grade, choir concert, etc = stop at the local ice cream stand. I'm learning (with a spark from you) to find lots of ways to reward myself, that don't involve food (and if I'm lucky, no money either).
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HEYRED221
3/2/2010 10:51AM
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Good topic - gives me something to think about as well!
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BZYBOYSMOM
3/2/2010 9:35AM
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I am broken as well. I just want to fix it and move on I dont want to spend endless hours trying to determine why. I am not sure how that would help, in the other hand I think perhaps if I new why I would be fixed! A dilemma! Great blog!
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DRJJ2004
3/2/2010 8:35AM
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I am broken too! :O) I am working on just getting healthy. I will never be stick thin either, nor do I want to be. It's hard enough to maintain being healthy. Great blog!! Hugs! Report Inappropriate Comment |


JEANLECUY
3/2/2010 8:18AM
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I just want to be a healthy weight. I do not want to be a machine like my sister in law. I do not have any ideas of being stick thin. I just want a healthy BMI. I am broken! I need a fixing. LOL :) Jeanne Report Inappropriate Comment |


Because we don't have enough acronyms in our lives. GSF = grocery store find.
This falls into the slightly processed side, but it's hard to live your life without any processed foods at all. And maybe you already knew about these, but I didn't even know they were on the horizon: Thomas' bagel thins.
You know sandwich thins, right? Well these are the same things, only in a bagel. I'm excited! I bought myself some smoked salmon at the same time, and I'm planning on some bagel & lox tomorrow! Only now I don't have to use half my points to have it.
I'm sure DH will turn his nose up at them, but because I make him breakfast most days, he'll just have to deal.
I also found some vegan dark chocolate covered peanut butter mallomar type cookies. I spent a long time looking at them longingly, but in the end I didn't leave the store with them. At 150 calories for one little, bitty cookie, they just weren't worth it. Well, maybe if I could buy just one or two to taste, but not a whole box just sitting there calling my name.
And speaking of calling my name . . . right now some dark chocolate Hershey's kisses are screaming at me. I've decided that once I've had a glass of water and done my run, which I really don't want to do, if I still want a couple I'll have them. I'm just tired -- I had a very satisfying lunch just 2 hours ago, so I'm not really hungry. And now that I've blogged about it, I'll probably go straight from running to dinner. That's the great thing about blogging! Better on the Net than on my hips. Doesn't rhyme, but you get the idea.
DH wanted to know what kind of Girl Scout cookies I wanted -- our niece is selling them. I told him get whatever he wants and just keep them away from me.
Found anything new at the grocery store lately? What do you do when something is calling your name?


SWEETLEXIE520
3/2/2010 3:54PM
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I LOVE GSFs!! I was very excited about Greek yogurt the other day, fell in love with Yoplait's Vanilla Honey flavor. No fat, lots of protein and lots of calcium. 130 cals, though, so not an everyday treat. :) Keep those GSFs comin'! Report Inappropriate Comment |


KUNGFOOD
3/2/2010 7:47AM
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There's nothing as satisfying as a GSF that fits your foodplan. That is one of the little rewards that can carry me for days. For me, it's been seaweed snack. Called Laver, it's my latest creativist replacement for the potato chips I'm learning to live without. I'd never have guessed that I'd like something like that, and that I'd like it soooo much. Comment edited on: 3/2/2010 7:48:46 AM Report Inappropriate Comment |


DDHEART
3/1/2010 8:06PM
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I have been trying to spark when I'm being called since I don't type and eat at the same time...often by the time I finish, I don't need it so much anymore.
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MOMMA_GRIZZ
3/1/2010 7:36PM
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My latest GSF is Tribe Hummus with roasted garlic - yummers! It's great to dip baby carrots or celery sticks into. :D If I have something calling my name, I usually try to make a healthier alternative. If it's chips - I'll make popcorn. If it's chocolate - I'll have a light hot chocolate. If it's something crunchy and savoury - I'll have veggies with hummus. Report Inappropriate Comment |


FREELADY
3/1/2010 3:52PM
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I want to hear about each GSF, every detail! So glad to learn about bagel thins. My family is tired of my leaving half a bagel in the top of the bag! I was excited to find savory almonds, like Blue Diamond Wasabi & Soy or Bold Habanero BBQ flavors. Report Inappropriate Comment |

