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Trying to Keep My Head Above Water

Saturday, September 01, 2012

... So far I'm doing okay with that. I'm still praying for things to get better. They certainly haven't gotten much worse, which I guess is acceptable.

My dad called me today to let me know he took my mom to the ER. She had been experiencing some pretty bad physical symptoms over the last few days, most likely from her liver being to taxed by the constant intake of alcohol. I haven't spoken to anyone "in the know" like a doctor, so that's really only speculation on my part. I can't imagine what else it would be, though. I suppose a trip to the ER is a step in the right direction, though. My dad has been constantly fighting with the insurance company and has figured at this point he isn't going to win this one. We (me, my dad, and my aunt) all feel pretty helpless at this point. It's a sad state of affairs when an insurance company made up of money-grubbing asshats, NOT doctors or mental health professionals, decides what's best for you. People say universal healthcare is socialist and would never work here... I know many an ex-pat Canadian and UK citizen that would beg to differ. They hate our healthcare system. If my mom were in one of those other countries, we wouldn't have to worry about $14,000-$17,000 out of pocket (who the HELL has that kind of money anyway?!?!) to get her the help she desperately needs. I'm off my soapbox now.We'll see what happens in the next few days/weeks. Hopefully some sort of favorable solution or outcome presents itself.

I technically started my practicum last week, although, sadly, I have nothing good to report on it. Wednesday was the first day. I was scheduled for 6 hours. I stayed 1 1/2. That same day, the head cook had to leave for a family emergency, which meant my preceptor had to take over kitchen duties. Therefore, no time to "train" my partner and I. We had decided if we didn't hear from our preceptor that we would show up for the next day (in case she was able to get someone to cover the head cook's position). Well, I didn't hear from her, so I got up at 5:15am, got on a bus at 6:10am, got on a trolley at 6:30ish, and was just about to board my last bus at 7am for the final 20 minute journey when I got a missed call saying I didn't need to come in because my preceptor was going to have to be in the kitchen again. My guess is she called when I didn't get reception- possibly in a tunnel or something- so, I couldn't get off the trolley and head back. So, I took the hour long journey back home. Seriously disappointed. Doubly so because I had a written assignment that involved interviewing my preceptor and turning it in. Not gonna happen now. Not off to a very good start! I go back on Tuesday at 8am. We'll see if this week fares better.

My grandmother is coming back from her 6 week vacation tonight. Unfortunately, she didn't leave me a check or anything for my rent, so it'll be late. Luckily, I spoke to my landlord-y person and she won't charge us the late fee for turning it in a day late. I hope. Unless I misunderstood, which has happened before with other things. Its stressing me out 'cuz not only do I not have rent money, I don't have bill money, bus fare, or money for a textbook for my class, or money for a set of scrubs so I can show up at practicum properly dressed! Hopefully starting the 6th of Sept. I can donate plasma. At least I'll have a tiny extra dab of money from that. Also, my cooking classes, which may not be weekly, but a few times a month, so I'll have a tiny dab of money from that, too. I wish money wasn't so necessary, ya know? It sucks to have to be so dependent on it for survival.

Well, I guess that's the long and short of things going on in my life.

  
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SLIMMERJESSE 9/10/2012 4:57PM

    Seems like life comes in tidal waves. Hope you have a support system of friends and other family members.

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OLIVIANIGHT 9/10/2012 11:02AM

    You get paid for giving blood?? That would certainly up the donation rate.
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KRAWRS 9/9/2012 11:12AM

    I remember when my best friend donated plasma, as often as they would let her, because money was just that tight. At least you know you're helping someone as well as getting that moolah to help you get by. Kind of a double bonus.

I've been there, that stressed about money, really recently! So I can definitely relate. Just keep swimming (Dora, I think, from Finding Nemo?)!!! Keep that head above water! There is always a light at the end of the tunnel... sometimes it just takes awhile to reach it.

As for your mom, I'm out of the loop... but I hope the E.R. was able to help alleviate some of her physical symptoms and she's feeling a little better for now. And I agree... I don't get why everyone rants about a socialist healthcare system. The few "bad" things I've ever heard from friends who use it (mostly Canadaian), have far, far been outweighed by the good I've heard. *sigh*

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ARCHIMEDESII 9/2/2012 3:06PM

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You've certainly had a rough few weeks. Hopefully your mom will get the help she needs in spite of the insurance company.

Will they let you reschedule your practicum ? It doesn't seem fair that you and your partner should have to suffer because the head cook had a family emergency. it strikes me you both should get more time to prepare with your mentor.

As far as the rent, I'm sure your land lord will be reasonable and let you pay without charging you a late fee. If you do get the late fee, then your land lord is just as money grubbing as the insurance company.

Sending a Spark fairy to make your week a little brighter !

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SMILINGTREE 9/2/2012 2:38PM

    Thinking of you, and hoping things get better soon. I feel sure they will.

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 9/1/2012 9:22PM

    I so hear you and understand! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers,my friend! I hope your Mom can get the help she needs and it is one worry off your list! I so agree with health care as well! This is just wrong! On the school issue it seems wrong they do not have a plan for you to handle this situation! So sorry about that big trip in, only to have to turn around and go back...I could feel the weariness!! I hope these things can resolve themselves.
Yeah. Money, health care, school, family issues...I understand and you have a number of them! I so wish I could help you! Hugs to you and take care of yourself! This too will pass...I too, am counting on that!
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LODESTONE 9/1/2012 5:29PM

    Jill, are you in culinary school? doesn't seem fair for you to fall behind because your preceptor has been called to other duties... Hope all the rent and money issues work out without stressing you into an overload. emoticon

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The Vacation That Was Anything But...

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

A little more than a week ago (maybe two weeks ago?) I had a status update that was rather cryptic and down. I still feel very sad and upset. I thought a lot about whether I wanted to blog about it, how much I wanted to reveal, or if I would just talk to a few close Sparks about it that always offer their ear/shoulder to lean on. Because I couldn't decide, I let it go for a while. But, I need to get it out. So, here it goes...

As I'm sure is the case with many, many people, I come from a family with a pretty colorful background. In my case, I am the child of an alcohol/drug addict. When I was in the 8th grade (back in 1997 or 1998) my mom admitted herself to a rehab center and residential program for alcohol abuse and prescription pill abuse. I didn't quite understand what was going on with her, but I did know I had taken on the role of "mother" for a while at that point... making sure my brother's were fed and clothed and off to school in the mornings. Sometimes I'd forge my mom's signature on their, and my own, report cards or permission slips, etc. They started coming to me with their needs. I guess that's why as adults we're all still very close to each other. Anyway, my mom completed a week long detox, a 28 day residential program, and spent another week or two at a "halfway" or transitional type house.

In the period of time since, she's had a few relapses, but had the tools to "bounce back" so to speak and get back on track with her sobriety. She doesn't and hasn't abused any prescription medications. Her relapses were all alcohol related. Well, about a year ago she started drinking again. She has bipolar disorder and anxiety disorder. The medications her moron shrinks give her don't help. She says she tells them that, but they don't seem to listen. Finally, her anxiety level got to the point where she couldn't "deal" anymore, so my idiot father- who has never really seemed to understand alcoholism- told her to have a glass of wine to calm herself down. He said he'd "monitor" her to make sure she didn't overdo it. Less than a month later, he had moved in with my grandma to care for her full-time as she approaches very slowly the end of her life.

Mom got back into the habit of drinking regularly, now unmonitored (like that would have helped anyway) and has since just continued to get worse and worse. I don't live there and only see my family a few times out of the year. Back in February I had a suspicion she was drinking, but never saw any evidence to prove it. When she was here while I recovered from surgery I didn't notice anything either. She said she wasn't very bad when she was here, but that when she got back home she just spiraled downward... with a rapidness. One of my brothers knew, the other one was highly suspicious. Neither knew what to do about it.

Well, this last visit home there would have been no hiding it, so mom came out and told me the day before I was to leave. She then asked me for help in getting sober again. Now, how I've managed to become the one that she so much depends on, I'll never know. So, I called her insurance and I called a local rehab facility (the one she went to last time) to get the ball rolling. That's where things get muddled and f***tastic.

On Friday when I spoke to the insurance company, I was told it would be covered, not to worry about copays or anything, we didn't need a referral from her shrinks or primary physician. I was like, super! The rehab facility didn't have any beds yet, so the following Monday I was to call back and see what we could do. I gave them mom's insurance info so they could get started on all that, too.

I get called on Monday by the rehab and lo and behold... everything I was told Friday was NOT true. Her insurance only covers detox. We need a referral from the primary physician. There is still no copay at least... whoopdeedoo. At that point, I had no idea what to do. I called my dad and he started trying to deal with the insurance company. I called my aunt. I spend the majority of my vacation trying to find a solution. Sure, mom can detox, but without a 28 day residential program to reinforce sober habits and teach her to apply these principles to her life, it won't do any good. What kind of lame a$$ insurance company only covers detox?! Luckily for that week my mom had a doctor's appt already lined up and I was able to discuss this with him. He agreed she needed to go, so he began to get the referral process going.

This situation still hasn't come to any sort of conclusion. I called my mom's doc today and they're waiting to hear back from the facility. My dad is super angry at the insurance company and is still looking for some solution. The residential program is $14,000 out of pocket. Not what I'd call affordable. Meanwhile, my mom can't go cold turkey otherwise she risks seizures or heart attack if she quits. She's unable to taper off.

My problem with all this is that I feel like a cold-hearted b*tch about it. I have no sympathy, no empathy, no emotions at all about it (other than stress and a little bit of fear that she's drinking herself to death). When she would talk to me and cry about how she was feeling and how she wanted help, I was stone-cold. Hell, I think it's safe to say part of my is angry. At her for letting herself do this again, for putting my brother's through this situation, at my dad for encouraging it like a dumba$$, at the insurance company for being stupid enough to only cover detox, at the rehab facility for being so outrageously expensive! And I'm tired of it. I want it to be resolved. I want my mom to go to detox at the very least and be done with that part. I'm all business about it. I have my own problems to deal with at the moment, but she's so crippled by her disorders and the alcohol, she has to have someone holding her hand through it all. I guess I'm the only one she trusts for that.

Meanwhile, my life has to move forward. The victory of being reassigned to a facility closer to home was short lived. About a week after I was reassigned, I got an email saying the facility is backing out of the program this semester. They have a brand-new dietitian and some remodeling going on... so, it would have been too overwhelming to have an intern there. So, unfortunately, I've been reassigned to a facility that will take me a bit more than an hour to get to. It'll take 2 buses and the trolley to get there. In reality, it isn't as bad as it sounds, since the trolley is pretty quick at least. It was the closest facility that they could get me in to at the last minute. Once again, not having a car is really getting old.

And today I tried to crash a basic chemistry class. I was technically on the waitlist- #7 for the lecture portion and #4 for the lab portion. I would have had a guaranteed spot in the lecture as long as I was able to get into the lab. Unfortunately that didn't happen. I wasn't able to get into the lab. So, no chem for me. Sadly, this is the last class I need to complete my AS in Nutrition. I should be more sad about it than I am. I feel like I maybe dodged a bullet. The practicum I'll be doing is supposed to be as much work as a full time job (11 hours each week at the facility and TRUCKLOADS of homework assignments and paperwork outside the facility). Its recommended that you don't take other classes or work while completing your practicum because it's so time consuming. I was and still am going to ignore that advice and take classes, too. BUT, chem was going to be massive amounts of work, too! 3 hour lab weekly, 3 hours lecture weekly, and ridiculous amounts of homework! Whole chapters to read each week and anywhere from 10-40 homework questions each week. 4 tests, 4 pretests, 1 cumulative final. The instructor is old... way old... so he speaks fairly softly and the classroom is right next to construction (new building going up) so I had the hardest time hearing him. I couldn't deal with that for an entire semester. To me it sounds like way more work than I could handle. Either practicum or chemistry would have suffered. Not cool. I am taking an online class, Cultural Foods, as part of the nutrition department. It's just for "funsies". Luckily it's online, so it's basically up to my schedule. I'm considering taking an algebra refresher course online, too. It'll only be 5 weeks later in the semester, but in order for me to do chem in the future, I do need to do some algebra. And for me, it's been quite a while since I've taken that.

I'm not entirely happy with how things are going in my life. I'm so stressed out. I am dealing as best I can, but man... something's got to give. I'm not sleeping and when I am, I'm back on that dumb cycle of vivid dreams, so I wake up feeling just as tired as ever. I'm eating okay. I'm too broke to eat out all the time, so I'm cooking a lot at home. I made a German potato salad and it was pretty good. Never done that before. I still have my cooking classes... hopefully I'll get some other people interested to come learn. The gals are still wanting to learn and pay me for it, so I'll do it as long as I can. I'm also going to look into donating plasma. Since I won't have time for an actual job (not that I can find one anyway), but I still got bills to pay, I'm going to try for that. At this point, any little bit would help. I could get up to $55 a week in plasma donations, so I'll try to work it around my practicum schedule. At least I could do homework while they drain me.

That's my life in a nutshell. *raspberry noise*

Oh... here's a picture of my brother's kitty. He still loves me and never leaves my side when I visit.

  
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WOLFKITTY 9/30/2012 12:11AM

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It's not much, but it is all I have.
Joce

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 8/25/2012 12:49AM

    Oh Jilly, my friend, i was wondering what was going on! I am sorry you are going through this, and as I, too, am dealing with some bad situations right now, i sure can empathize! I do not find you a stone cold bitch! It makes sense you would feel like this after all you have been through. Rather i admire your not turning your back but taking it matter of factly and assisting your Mom with help! Your frustrations with your Dad, insurance, etc is also very understandable, and i get it! It is not you...it is crazy! And with all this you have school, no car, etc. Whew!
Sending my thoughts and prayers, hugs and Love! I am here if you need to vent!
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JULIEN* 8/23/2012 12:00AM

    Ugg. Sucks. My alcoholic mom and (sometimes) idiot dad do extremely stupid stuff too. Or, at least they used to. They've split up now which helps a lot.

Just hang in there! This will all pass. : )

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ABB698 8/22/2012 11:02PM

    Sorry you are going through so much Jilly! Sending you hugs and prayers all around! emoticon

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ARCHIMEDESII 8/22/2012 5:29PM

    I'm sorry to hear about the situation with your mom. You're not an unfeeling person. These kinds of situations would leave anyone at their wits end. It's never an easy thing to be a caregiver for an alcoholic parent. A person almost has to dull their feelings to be able to cope. You're doing the best you can, despite the best efforts of the insurance companies. They are the worst. they're only interested in their bottom lines, not the health or well being of their clients. They've all been cutting services. it totally stinks. I hope your mom gets the care she needs.

Does your school have a work study program ? Could you pick up a part time job there while you study ? That would be a little something towards the bills. I think you should consider teaching a cooking class through your local adult education program. You're a good teacher and there are tons of people who want to learn how to cook. even if you taught a class once a week, that would be an easy way for you to make a little extra money while you go to school.

Of course, I hope you get the care you need too !!!


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LUCYLU22 8/22/2012 4:49PM

    {{HUGS}} Oh my dear, I will be thinking about you during such a stressful, crazy time in your life, and I will definitely keep both you and your mom in my prayers.

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BEFIT_WITHGUSTO 8/22/2012 4:11PM

    I'm very sorry about your mom and everything you are going through right now. When it rains, it pours. As you can tell from my recent posts, I've been obsessed with yoga lately. I really recommend it for relieving some of your stress. I always feel so good and light after. There's tons of videos you can find on youtube and this website:

http://yogameditati
onhome.com/

See you on the ice in a couple weeks!

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ARUNNINGKAT 8/22/2012 3:08PM

    Sorry, girl! There is nothing more frustrating than a situation that seems like it will never end - especially when it comes to dealing with family. Hope a ray of sunshine breaks through for you!

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RAINYFRIDAY 8/22/2012 11:28AM

    (((great big hugs))) I wish there was something I could say or do to make this time easier for you! I'm sending out some potent "for the love of pete give this girl a break!" vibes. ;) Take care of you as best you can.

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JSALERNO 8/22/2012 6:13AM

    I'm sorry about your mom. My dad had gambling problems. He didn't stop until his cancer treaments started. Next semester you'll get that chemistry class and hopefully you'll have more time to concentrate on it. It's good you can make some money teaching your friends to cook. I will keep you in my thoughts as you struggle with this battle.

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Cooking School with Prof. Jillybean25!

Tuesday, August 07, 2012

My roommate has a few friends that are, erm... "underskilled" in the kitchen. He told them I'm pretty handy with the cooking and skillz myself and set up a "class" so to speak.

The first thing they really wanted to learn was knife skills. So, I designed a beginners class for them. I went through the different types of knives, what each blade is designed to do, how to pick a knife for yourself, how to care for your knife, etc. Then, I had them practice what they learned by cutting up vegetables for a mirepoix to make chicken noodle soup from scratch.

The best part of all this: they are willing to pay me to teach them- kinda like a group private chef dealie. So, I charge them for my time and supplies, and they get to learn and I get to have fun teaching! I think it's another great way for me to practice my nutritionist stuff and cooking stuff until I get into a Master's program. And it gets me a little bit more income, which as ya'll pretty much know from my latest blogs, I desperately need.

So far it's every Sunday (except this coming one, as I'll be out of town) and I'm letting them choose the class subject (I don't want to teach them something they don't want to know). However, if you're in the San Diego area, are free from 6-8pm on Sundays, my "class" is open to you as well! The more the merrier. I'd love to have more people learn to cook healthy, easy meals. Just private message me for more details (what I charge, for example).



If you'd like to read more about the knife skills class, please visit my other blog at:
potatoestopeaches.com/2012/08/07/coo
king-school-fun-knife-skills/

  
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NYMERIAV 8/13/2012 8:17PM

    What a great, economical way to celebrate your skills!

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ABB698 8/10/2012 12:49AM

    That's so cool they want to learn, and even cooler they're willing to pay you! Double bonus! emoticon

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ARCHIMEDESII 8/9/2012 6:18PM

    What a great way to make a little extra money !!! You get paid for doing something you really enjoy. Let me know when you're having your baking class. That's where I need to brush up on my skills. I'm a great cook. I can make all sorts of stews, sauces, etc... however, I'm a lousy baker. You DO want to try my pasta sauce. you do NOT want to try my cookies. I screw up boxed mixes ! LOL !!!

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PS - You know what you might consider doing ? I'm sure San Diego must have local adult education classes. Teach a cooking class. Cooking classes are extremely popular adult ed classes . I took a fantastic class on French cooking. The chef used stuff from Trader Joe's. It was fantastic.

Call your local adult education school. Ask them what you need to do to create a class. I'll bet you get a ton of people for a basics of cooking class. the instructors here can make decent money. worth investigating.



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KRAWRS 8/8/2012 10:16AM

    That's awesome! And a great way to get practice AND extra income! I'm glad your roommate came up with that idea. :p
Thanks for your response on my blog. That makes me feel a bit better... I remember most of my sparkfriends blog solely about their fitness journey, and that wore me out... cuz my life is so much more than what I ate today and how many minutes I exercised!
I'm glad to see you stuck it out here on SP. I think you were one of the ones who was considering going, way awhile back? I remember liking you, so I'm glad you're here for me to come back to. :p

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JSALERNO 8/8/2012 6:26AM

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BEFIT_WITHGUSTO 8/7/2012 11:22PM

    That's awesome!!

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BIGBROTHER323 8/7/2012 9:14PM

    Great idea! Where were you before I bought this last set of knives.....okay....what is your thought about this:

forever sharp....the one that advertises on tv by cutting a tomato then a can then a tomato.... be gentle....I just bought it....Walmart had a special....$44 for 3 of the double tip knives, 2 pairing knifes, 2 juicers, 4 steak knives... all usually for 139$....or 3 easy payments of .... LOL

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BLUEKITTYJAN 8/7/2012 9:06PM

    What a great way to make an extra income. My kids use to complain that they wanted to eat dinner at McDonald's like their friends. Their friends wanted to eat at my house because I cooked real food. So I taught them how to cook when they were teens. It was more rudimentary than how to use a knife. It was how to measure. Never thought of charging and I paid for the food too. emoticon

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LODESTONE 8/7/2012 9:00PM

    Sounds like fun! Although I'm fairly skilled in the kitchen, I think I would love to cook with friends. So happy you have found a way to turn a passion into a source of income. You go, girl! Made Chicken Divan for dinner. Very utensil intensive, but every mouthful was Sooooo worth it! Even DH ate broccoli, and he HATES it! So sad that you are clear across the country for me to have some fun!!!!!

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Some Updates. Some fun stuff. SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE!!!

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Well, I've got some updates on my financial situation(s). Some good, some... not. Most of it remains unchanged. However, I finally was able to track down some Lost & Found info for the convention center and I shot out an email to the department. Well, wouldn't you know it, my license was in their possession! emoticon So, they were able to mail it back to me easy peasy. That's $26 still in my pocket... well... I don't have $26 at the moment, but you know what I mean. Funny thing is, when I got my license back and checked to see if it was damaged any further I noticed it expires on my next birthday anyway... in about 4 months. DANGIT! Hahaha, oh well! Maybe I'll go in and get a new pic and everything. My face is pretty round in the pic. My current face has slimmed down significantly. emoticon

That's pretty much the only financial fun that's changed. I'm still going to be mega broke. I'm half considering walking around the corner and getting a job at Jack in the Box, just until school starts... So, I'd at least have a little bit of money coming in to pay medical and dental bills. emoticon

Speaking of school starting, what was supposed to be an exciting and fun prospect for the upcoming semester has made a slight turn for the worst. All my paperwork for my practicum is complete and turned in, well within the deadline, and I received my assigned nursing home. It wasn't my first choice. Probably not my second, either. In fact, I'm not sure I wrote it down at all on my list of preferred places. It's about 20 miles away from where I currently live, in Carlsbad. Wouldn't be so bad, except that I DON'T OWN A CAR! I've been doing some research on how to get there via public transportation. The news is very not good. I would have to be on the first bus of the day (in my area) at 6am. It'll take 4 buses and almost 4 hours to get me to the nursing home. Which means I won't ever be able to make it there until 10am. Which is probably not a good thing, as I'm sure my "shifts" would be most likely to start at 8am (if not earlier). So, then I looked at taxi rates. To go that far it would cost me $120 a day, round trip, in taxi fare. I'm really at a loss. I have 3 weeks to figure out what I'm going to do about this. I can email my teacher and ask if there's an assignment closer to me, but the likelihood of that happening is pretty slim. We were told up front that there was a chance we wouldn't be accommodated with our first or even second choices... which is why we were to write down 3 of them. And, in order for me to be re-assigned, that means someone else or several someone elses would have to be reassigned, also. *sigh*

On the lighter news front, I've inadvertently adopted a stray cat that I found wandering through my yard about a month ago. I've wanted a cat for so long, and would have gone to adopt one at a shelter anyway, so this has worked out. She appears to be in very good health and remarkably clean. I went ahead and got some flea drops for her anyway. When we've built up enough trust, we'll take her in to the vet for a check-up and whatnot. (Also, when we save up some money.) Anyway, she's a sweetheart. We named her Meow Meow, after the mispronunciation of Thor's hammer Mjölnir in the movie Thor. It's a funny, lighthearted joke, so we went with it. The other choice for her name was Lt. Shineysides.

Meow Meow takes a nap

I've been seeing this go around the Spark webs lately. So, I checked it out myself. I still have no idea what it really means. How am I like a woman from Barbados?! What is that supposed to tell me, exactly? Anyway, it was sorta interesting... I guess.

To find out for yourself, and maybe you can figure it out, go to:
www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-18770328

  
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PROVERBS31JULIA 10/21/2012 11:01PM

    Awww MeowMeow is cute!

Need to catch up on blogs to find out "the rest of the story"... Practicum, drivers license etc. Mine is up in January, but I can renew it earlier. Wanting to do it this month or next, while weather is decent, because it is no fun to go renew my license in the middle of January! Especially when it is snowing or otherwise miserable weather!!

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SMILINGTREE 7/31/2012 9:43PM

    Meow Meow is super cute. Sorry about the practicum. That's rough, especially with your financial woes. *sigh* Maybe I will win the lottery. Then I would buy you a car :) or just give you some money for taxi fare.

I tried the country thing even though I didn't enjoy learning my BMI is higher than 92% of women in my age range in the world!

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BEFIT_WITHGUSTO 7/30/2012 1:50PM

    Wow, so sorry to hear about you getting assigned to Carlsbad! Such a dilemma without an easy solution. I would definitely talk to your teacher and see if anything can be done.

Glad you were able to get your wallet back in one piece!

Enjoy Meow Meow!

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RAINYFRIDAY 7/30/2012 9:14AM

    Hey, so glad you found your license! It's such a pain to deal with lost ID. I really hope that there is some way for you to be able to work someplace closer to home. 4 hours is a nightmare and the cost of cabbing it is totally unreasonable. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed!

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ABB698 7/30/2012 12:06AM

    Glad you got your license back! Meow Meow is so cute, glad you found each other. Hope they can work with you on the location thing of your nursing home! Carlsbad would also mean traffic...ewww. Good luck!

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JBINAUSTIN 7/29/2012 4:22AM

    Meow Meow is a cutie. Good luck with the bad work location. I like the idea of calling them up to ask for ideas. When my husband was in live-in rehab after his stroke, some of the staff (and occasionally me) stayed in a spare room when we were too tired to drive home. That might help you sometimes. Or maybe someone else who works there lives near you and wants to carpool.

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DEEJON123 7/28/2012 8:35PM

    Why don't you try calling where you have been placed and ask if they know of any room and board or other accomodation that can be arranged? Just a thought. My daughter while getting her medical degree was stationed about 220 miles from our home. She contacted the hospital and her precepter was kind enough to offer her the extra room in his house for free. You never know if you don't try.

Nice to get a kitty, they can be fun. This is a beautiful looking cat.

As for paying for medical and dental ..... I am so glad I live in Canada, no worries in the medical department, all paid for and no seperate monthly charges for healthcare that they used to charge, they made so much money off of it, they stopped charging where I live! Too bad no programs like that in the USA (I presume that is where you are) As for dental, paid for by my employer, perhaps in the future this will be the case for you too.

For now, hang in there, school doesn't last forever and it's time that is well invested! BEST OF LUCK !!

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LODESTONE 7/28/2012 8:12PM

    Glad you got your license back, adopted a kitty; but the transportation thing stinks. Maybe someone else got assigned to BFE (for them) and would like to trade! Might be worth asking.

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SLIMMERJESSE 7/28/2012 7:08PM

    This city has always had the lamest bus system on the planet. Totally not user friendly.
The cat is adorable.

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QUIERRA 7/28/2012 6:56PM

    I wish you luck in figuring out your transportation woes. On the bright side, your cat is adorable. :)

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JSALERNO 7/28/2012 6:51PM

    meow meow is adorable!

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SHARONPENNING 7/28/2012 6:48PM

    I use to "adopt" all kinds of stray cats. I started out by leaving cat food on my back porch for the really skinny ones, and found out about 5 cats were eating there regularly. On very elderly cat found his way into my house. I discovered him one night when I got up to use the bathroom. He was eating from my house cat's bowl. He'd been around long enough that my 2 house cats didn't pay any attention to him any more. He was living in the box spring in my guest room during the day. A trip to the vet confirmed he was at least 19-20 years old. He stayed about a month, then disgraced himself by "spraying" my leather jacket. The pound charged me big bucks to take him, but it was better than putting him back outside to die. emoticon

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PARAN0RMAL 7/28/2012 6:36PM

    Congratulations on adopting Meow Meow! I rescued a puppy back in January and it's the best decision I've ever made. She sure is adorable!

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Stand Up Paddleboarding!!!

Monday, July 23, 2012

On Saturday I went stand up paddleboarding with a handful of the San Diego Spark Team. Talk about a fun day! I'm so glad I got to go and spend an afternoon with such wonderful people. Especially since I've been feeling so down in the dumps lately. Here are a few photos of the fun!


Easiest to start on your knees until you get the hang of things. Also, this was the "wake zone" and we were paddling our way to calmer waters.


Got the hang of it! It was actually really fun and not nearly as difficult to maintain balance as I was thinking it was going to be. I'm actually in the wake zone, going against the current, in this section. Buff arms after this!


Members of the San Diego Spark Team! So much fun and, as always, the best company EVER!

Afterward, we went to a restaurant and had sushi. It was a nice, healthy way to end the outing. I enjoyed every minute of this adventure! And thanks to Felicia for manning the camera(s)!

Speaking of being stressed/down in the dumps... in my last blog I forgot to mention ONE MORE FINANCIAL STRESSOR! How could I forget? I guess my list is pretty long... easy to overlook. At some point during Comic-Con, I lost my driver's license. Or it was stolen. Really, I have no way to verify either happened. All I know is, my license is gone. The bus depot doesn't have it. And I can't for the life of me find the Lost & Found info for the convention center. So, it'll cost me $26 to replace it. I guess I'll be waiting to do that until next month. Not that I'll have more money then, 'cuz I really won't. ARGH!

Anyhoo, all my paperwork and stuff is going to be mailed off tomorrow for my DSS practicum. That's one stress about to be taken care of. I went grocery shopping today and loaded up my fridge with lots of healthy yummies... fruit, veggies, lean meats... And I have some meal ideas to get me through the rest of the month at least.

So, if you're the praying sort, please keep me in yours. If you're not, send me some good thoughts/vibes. For those that have been checking in on me and encouraging me and offering to be a shoulder to lean on or an ear to listen, you are so precious to me and I appreciate it so very much! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

  
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LUCYLU22 7/27/2012 11:12PM

    What a fun day! I am so sorry to hear about ALL your financial stressors. I will definitely keep you in my prayers!

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CALI1156 7/24/2012 10:55PM

    woo hoo...hubby and I were in Dana Point and saw paddle boarders and I wondered if I could do it, or not. LOL! So glad to read your blog and feel more confident about trying it out! emoticon

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HAWAIIANMAMMA 7/24/2012 3:48PM

    I'm so glad you had a great afternoon to take your mind off things for a while. Not that it solved anything, but the break from reality hopefully reminded you of the awesome things going on for you right here at Spark! I can feel your financial stressors. I'm about there myself. I just keep reminding myself that I've been here before and it's always worked out. So I keep chugging along, taking/making opportunities as I can. The thing about life is that every situation is temporary - the good ones AND the bad ones. So when this negative stuff passes, relish in the positive. Sending warm, positive vibes your way, woman!

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ARCHIMEDESII 7/24/2012 11:58AM

    That looks like soooo much fun ! I am dying to try paddle boarding ! My cousin in CA promised to take me whenever I finally come out for a visit.

And you got to go to Comic Con in San Diego ? Now I am totally envious ! geek that I am, I've always wanted to go !! bummer about your license. if it doesn't turn up, at least you've let the authorities know it went missing and you have a replacement.

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TARANITUP 7/23/2012 12:03PM

    Looks like such an awesome time!

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BEFIT_WITHGUSTO 7/23/2012 11:54AM

    So much fun!!! I really can't wait to do it again! Thank you so much for organizing! I just wrote on the facebook page that I was feeling it yesterday in my triceps. Must have worked them good on Saturday!

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RAINYFRIDAY 7/23/2012 11:47AM

    Looks like you guys had a great time! I was too scared to try this one out! Eek. :P

I'm sorry you've been having such a time of it lately! Sending positive vibes your way :D

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SLIMMERJESSE 7/23/2012 9:07AM

    Glad you had the opportunity for such fun and so much stress relief. Take are.

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LODESTONE 7/23/2012 8:47AM

    Glad you had a good time and a chance to forget all the crap going on for awhile. Nice to have a group that can hang together, have fun, and eat healthy all at the same time. Take a deep breath and know that your buds are all here.

Hugs.

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OLIVIANIGHT 7/23/2012 5:08AM

    That looks so much fun!

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JSALERNO 7/23/2012 4:48AM

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