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Hiatus

Friday, May 24, 2013

I need a break from life. lol, ok so that's a little dramatic. But work is just crazy right now and I'm feeling so drained. I just want to relax and read my books. I'm an introvert by nature and I need some major recharge time.

Also, recently I have stopped tracking most of my daily goals. As some of you know, I have a LOT of goals, but what you may not know is that part of me finds my worth in meeting those goals. In other words, if I don't meet a goal, I feel like a total failure. And that's no way to live.

I guess what I'm saying is that I'd rather relax, do things I like, stop neglecting my hobbies, spend time with my friends and family who make me smile, and exercise for fun, not because I'm trying to meet a goal.

So, for the time being, no more goal tracking. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop exercising and just let myself fall to the wayside. It just means that I'd rather look back on life and say, "Wow, I spent a lot of time doing things I enjoy with people I love" rather than "I wanted to run 365 miles that one year when I was younger, and I only ran 200, so I'm a total failure at every aspect of my life."

Anyway, long winded, but for now I need a break from Sparkpeople. And facebook and email, etc. So goodbye for a little while, but don't worry, I'll be back soon once I get my head straight.

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JANNEPERRY 5/25/2013 6:48PM

    Well it sounds like you really did have a great week because you made some important discoveries about yourself and life! emoticon

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PMRUNNER 5/25/2013 5:53AM

    Have a good break! Take the time to refocus and we will be here when you get back!

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AWOOD1973 5/25/2013 2:33AM

    Good for you, Jessika! That is a much needed recharge, way overdue! You should enjoy EVERY aspect of your life, not just the ones that involve goals. And to me and I'm sure everyone else, you are in no way, a failure! Hope you get the much need relaxation and enjoyment that you need! emoticon

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MIRAGE727 5/24/2013 10:00PM

    We set goals but realize we're on a life journey. We all have to find a delicate balance! I love running races. I stay in training that way. But I have to focus on time with my Gianna! She's one of the main reasons I changed my lifestyle. She was the motivation that made me successful. You can enjoy life and still maintain the lifestyle! I know you will do that as well! Stay strong!
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Challenge, Day 6-7

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Ok, so honestly my challenge kind of fizzled. I didn't meet any of my goals except for flights of stairs on these 2 days. Sundays and Mondays are always the hardest for me, as I don't always exercise on those days.

But yesterday was a good day! I went to the Y at 8 pm after dinner instead of sitting on the couch all evening. Jordan had already worked out earlier that day, so I went by myself even though I didn't want to. When I got home, we went for a walk around the block because the beautiful cool evening was too good to pass up!

Today is my day off, so hopefully I'll get caught up on some of my Sparking!
Have a great day, friends!

  
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KPETSCH 5/22/2013 3:55PM

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Have a good day off and hope you get some fun Sparking done!

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KNYAGENYA 5/22/2013 1:35PM

    You can do it!

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MIRAGE727 5/22/2013 12:18PM

    You keep on going! I love that! Stay strong!
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Challenge, Day 5

Sunday, May 19, 2013

I met all of my goals yesterday, including 47 VAMs, to help make up for those days with little or no VAM.

I had a fun day, with a race in the morning, time to relax and get things done at home in the afternoon, and then RibFest and the new Star Trek movie with the family in the evening.

I slept really well last night. I guess it was supposed to storm, but honestly I didn't notice if we got any kind of bad weather. I was zonked!

Have a good rest of the weekend!

  
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JANNEPERRY 5/21/2013 9:11PM

    Good job Jessika!

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ANOTHERMOMOF2 5/21/2013 11:20AM

    Way to go!

For what it's worth, the only way mowing ends up as VAM for me is to manually log it as mowing.

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MIRAGE727 5/19/2013 9:42AM

    What a great Saturday! Outstanding, Jessika!
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KNYAGENYA 5/19/2013 8:40AM

    You are doing so well.

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East vs West 5K Report

Saturday, May 18, 2013

I ran a 5K with my sister this morning. She lives in LA and I don't get to see her often, so it was nice to run together. I was trying to break 30 minutes for my 5K, and at this same race last year, I set a PR of 30:12.

Unfortunately, it was very humid today, and my asthma is worst in humidity. I wasn't able to break 30. My time was 31:43 by my watch. Not my fastest 5K, but not my slowest either. Oh well, there's still plenty of 5Ks left this year in which I can break 30 minutes!!

  
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KPETSCH 5/22/2013 3:51PM

    How fun to get to run with your sister! Don't worry about your time because it's still a good time. Like you say, there will be other 5k's to run and I'm sure that the weather will cooperated with you at some point.

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MIRAGE727 5/19/2013 10:14AM

    Still a great time and you ran with your sister! Outstanding!
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LIVE2RUN4LIFE 5/18/2013 9:20PM

    It must have been fun running with your sister!

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KNYAGENYA 5/18/2013 4:49PM

    Good for you! You will break 30 yet.

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PAMDAQTPI 5/18/2013 3:12PM

    That's a great time! Weather can be a real bummer. Keep it up and you'll break the 30 minute mark easily.

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JAN155 5/18/2013 2:18PM

  Hey, that was a great time. I hope you had fun running with your sister and enjoyed your time together. That's always more important than a PR. As long as you do the best you can on any given day, it's a great race! Congratulations!!


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OWL_20 5/18/2013 1:40PM

    It's just great to be out there moving on the pavement and I like your time for the 5K. Good attitude though, I know you'll reach (and break) that 30 minute mark.

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AWESOMECAROL55 5/18/2013 1:36PM

    You did great! The humidity is stifling....just going outside is miserable!

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STEVIEBEE569 5/18/2013 11:30AM

    Way to keep the positive attitude! You'll reach that goal before you know it!

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Challenge, Day 4

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Yesterday, I met all of my goals except for VAM again! Grrr! I NEED to figure out how to get those minutes on non-running days!!!

I have a 5K race today, that I'm running with my sister! This will be the first race we've ever done together! I'm hoping to break 30 minutes, so wish me well! I'll update later.

Have a great weekend!

  
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PAMDAQTPI 5/18/2013 3:15PM

    I already commented on your more recent blog but I also wanted to add that it would be really cool if my sisters would come run with me. You're lucky to have someone in your life that will do that with you.

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STEVIEBEE569 5/18/2013 8:18AM

    Much success on your race! I know you will do well!

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