Saturday, June 29, 2013
I got to thinking a few mins ago, I update or try to kind of regularly, but when i got to thinking about it, Im not the OLD me any more, Wont be. SO. This will be holding all the INFo from the past..... my goals, when i reached them, and the get to know me part, and I will be REVAMPING the page COMPLETELY! I dont want to have to scroll down through years past of lil up dates here or there to know WHO I am NOW and WHO I am about to transform into,
SO, This is just a copy and paste of the past here first.
the Introduction part:
One Girl........ going through a revolution!!!!
I'm Jessica, but some people call me Jessa!
I'm 28 turned that on the 16th of Feb. I'm almost finally officially divorced. I have a pretty awesome guy in my life, who understand where i am coming from. Which is great We have lots in common and enough differences to keep us really interesting.
Right at the moment i'm just a few pounds away from having Gotten rid of 100 lbs. I have maybe just 30 - 40 lbs more to go. Even though i am happy size wise i stil want to get rid of these pesky love handles and feel a lil more fit. Shoot who knows maybe after getting to the weight i want I might just decided to do some body building light weight stuff. if i have the courage!
I believe i started somewhere near 308 that was the last time i looked at the scale but i bet i was more than that!
I've never realized that it was possible for me to find myself again! When i was young I always thought i was "fat" its sad what the world does with its influence!
I was fighting a losing war in the beginning not even knowing i was on April 30th 2008 i was diagnosed with diabetes and hypothyroid. i already had pcos. so it just piled on and on especially after breaking an ankle 3 yrs prior to now.
So i am winning. i have lost the diabetes. the thyroid is undercontrol. and so is the pcos at the moment i believe.
I just want to thank you all for stopping by and checking out my page.
I am currently pregnant, they are saying about 9 weeks 5 days On the 24th of aug at my second dr. first said i was about 13 weeks on the 17th of aug.
I am carrying twins.
I am truly blessed to have found this site and to have been able to get the help from here to have lost over 100 lbs and made my dream an obtaniable goal!!! Being told most my life that i couldnt get PG. makes this all worth while!
Keith and I were engaged and had the date set for Oct 30th 2010 but we are getting married sooner now and in a less extravagent ceremony...........
So TO all of you with goals and dreams, With the help of spark people.com I know you can accomplish anything you put your mind to and along with the help and relying on God. it is always possible!!!
Bless you all will return when i can after the pregnancy.
Well I am the mom to two beautiful healthy bouncing boys. They were born February 14th, 2011 Gabriel lee came in the world weighing 5 lbs 13 oz at 708 am and ezekiel James. Came in weighing 5 lbs 10 oz at 721 am. Both 17.5" long. Gabe was vaginal and Zeke was csection. So it was a long healing process. After 18 days in la in nicu then 7 days at texas childrens in nicu they came home happy healthy lil men. They were born at 34 weeks and 4 days.
Been a rough ride so. far but its getting better.
UPDATE May 2012
We are expecting a new bundle due Jan 4th 2013!!!! probably will be here in December But, we are thrilled!
It was another shock to us! i still have 60 lbs on me from all the bed rest with the twins Who are only 15 months old as of right now. But we are thrilled none the less. So, I will not be officially here on spark for a while BUT I am eating healthy and walking daily trying to and praying to not be on bed rest again! its just NOT an OPTION THIS GO ROUND!!! Prayerfully I will be back and ready to go Come the twins and my birthday in February! Love to each and every one of my spark buddies!
MY GOALS WERE:
HA its perfect, i said i would like to reach aobut 175 for a start goal and well. its seems when i add subtract divide multiply and all kinds of stuff. this is wat i came up with at goals for 10%loss each goal
start weight 308
new start weight 299.8
1st goal 269.8 wow i met this and i didnt even know! i'm at 262.2 as of 5/29/09
2nd goal 242.8 --- met at of 9-25-09 =o) yippee i am at 242.0!!!!!! on to the next goal!!!!
3rd goal 217.8
December 11th 2009 i am weighing in at under 217 for a weight of 215.4!!! i have surpassed another goal and have 2 more to go!
***208!!! 100 lbs lost as of feb 22nd 2010!!!!!*****
4th goal 195.8
were so celebrating being under the biger 200!!
and then we see if we are satisified..... :-) i just want a certian pants size. really not a certian weight..... and thats where i think i will
be getting close......
I now have a new intro, new goals, about me and all that good stuff CHANGED! Nothing like a good change to start your weekend
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
Mindful Eating Questionnaire
Are you a mindful eater right now? Take the following assessment to find out. While mindful eating canít be measured with complete objectivity, this brief questionnaire will deepen your understanding of yourself, and of how mindful eating can begin to liberate your relationship to eating and food.
INSTRUCTIONS: Answer each question with the number that best matches your experience. Answer as you think you are, not how you think you should be. Treat each question as a separate question. If you donít know how to answer a question, leave it blank.
1 = Almost always
2 = Frequently
3 = Infrequently
4 = Almost never
Iím unaware that Iím hungry, or full, until sometime after the fact.
I am stressed out.
I donít really taste or appreciate my food.
I force or control what or how much I eat.
I eat when Iím not hungry.
I avoid eating even though I am hungry.
I rush when I eat.
I eat without being aware that Iím eating.
I eat when Iím stressed out.
I believe that I can only succeed by controlling or being rigid about my diet.
I am unaware of thoughts that precede my eating behaviors.
I find it difficult to remain focused in the here and now.
I donít love and accept myself and my body as it is.
I donít regularly feel a desire to exercise.
My body image is negatively impacted by media exposure to the ďthin ideal.Ē
My exposure to media stresses me out or lowers my moods.
I am living or eating ďon automatic.Ē
I am stuck in mental and/or behavioral patterns that I would like to change.
Emotions ďtake me overĒ and I am not aware of what has happened until later.
I eat to manage strong or uncomfortable emotions.
SCORE YOURSELF: Add up your answers and divide the total by 20 (or if you didnít answer all the questions, by the number you answered). Your score will be a number between 1 and 4.
ANALYZE YOUR SCORE: A higher number (closer to 4) reflects more mindfulness (and freedom) in your eating behaviors. A higher number also reflects a more mindful and freer relationship to the many forces, particularly bodily sensations, emotions, and thoughts, that (usually unconsciously) precede and influence eating behaviors.
How did you do? Donít worry if you didnít get a perfect 4.0. Nobody is perfectly mindful all the time! Yet the more mindful you are, the freer you will be. This mindfulness questionnaire has given you a taste of how mindfulness can transform and liberate your relationship to eating, exercise, your body, your mind, your emotions, and your very self. Mindfulness is the foundation for positive change and transformation in any area of life Ė but particularly in your relationship to food.
I actually think i was as open and honest as possible about this. and my number is 3.65
I do eat when i am hungry, and i notice when its a boredom want or something and then i don't do it.i watch my feelings and moods always. I guess you can say I trained my self years ago to try and catch that. now if i was to answer this while i was pregnant im sure i would of had a low score and had to really stop and think about it.
Friday, June 21, 2013
well the foods i have been doing are making me feel good.
been doing a shake for breakfast,
consisting of soymilk banana spinach and cocoa,
then todays was a lil diff, i added in some pineapple! YUMMO!!
lunch had been soups and salads,
first day was tomato bisque, yesterday was chicken barley and mushroom,
i change up the salads daily too. mixed classic with some cucumber, green onion, tomato, celery, then topped with a salad pizazz, i love the orange almond one! its delish!
dinners have been good except last night's
last night we did breakfast for dinner which i know the kids will eat but i know its the worst i have done by far. =( night before was ground turkey and cabbage which was awesome!!!
I need to start taking pics but i think i either have to find our old camera or get a new one since the new one the husband took swimming in the ocean with him..........literally. anyways i know this is just a bunch of rambling and im just trying to make sure i keep something some where to remind me how i am eating and why i am doing it! I also totally hate that tomorrow is weigh in haha. gonna drive me nuts knowing i will be the same weight i am sure! or heck with my luck going up on the scale cause for some reason i swear i weigh less during TOM. UGH. I have to be the weird one hahahaha.
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