Wednesday, April 18, 2012
When I look into the mirror, I see that I am beginning to look like a regular human woman! But I cannot let myself slip into former eating habits. I found one way to do a reality check is to try clothes on that I think I fit in to; only to find that oops not yet... I have some "danger days" when I am worried about going on an eating binge. Maybe there are too many tempting things in the house. Then it helps to actually put on a pair of short that don't zip up fully (I bought a pair in a fit of madness recently that are WAY too tight, what was I thinking I weigh?) and keep them on for a while. I thought I would fit in to an expensive swimsuit that I never wore outside the house, but I found it is like wearing a suffocating old-fashioned corset. I am wearing it now under my house clothes. It will help keep me on track today because it feels like a bite of extra food will cause the suit to pop.