Tuesday, September 07, 2010
August was a lost month. I didn't gain anything, but I didn't lose either. I started the C25K program but then traveled and haven't done anything since Week 1. I did some other exercise, but not consistently or in a focused manner. My food choices were not good. My motivation was nil.
I decided to start over in September. And I did great for two days. Then I went on vacation to Texas. Despite doing a TON of walking, I still gained 2 pounds. That should tell you what my food choices were like. And DH and I had an embarrassing moment at a water park where we realized we couldn't share a tube on a waterslide: the total allowable weight was 400 pounds. DH is nowhere near 210 pounds; I wish he was. But he's got 50 pounds before he gets there. So we switched wives with another couple we were with, and that worked just fine. Still, it was pretty humiliating.
Despite all this, I still don't have much motivation. Yet I'm tired of this rut I'm in. Hmmm. The crux of the problem is that I want to get fit and slimmer, but don't want to put in the work. And I know it doesn't work that way.
Today I did a great job doing everything I know I need to be doing to get fit and healthy. My mood and thoughts about this are decidedly neutral. So I guess I just have to fake it til I make it. I figure if I just keep going through the *correct* motions, the results will get me motivated. At least that's what I'm telling myself for now. Because I'm not giving up.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
I signed up for the Hot Chocolate 5 K on November 6 in Chicago. By that time I want to:
1. Finish the C25K program.
2. Be able to run the whole race without walking.
3. Be in 170ville.
4. Touch my toes. I have never been able to do this, but neither have my brother or sister so short hamstrings might be genetic. Still, I'm gonna try.
Monday, August 16, 2010
More than a week ago I bought a new scale. I was pleased with what I saw, but DH wasn't. He was a lot heavier than he thought. And he started taking blood pressure pills in his late 20s - high blood pressure runs in his family - so the extra weight is very bad for him. In fact, it's probably killing him. As a newlywed, this kills ME.
I did the Healthy Cooking Challenge and have been doing very, very well. I already kept a healthy kitchen, cooked pretty healthily, and am an adventurous eater. But this took me to the next level. Yet that flab is stubborn and just won't budge.
Which probably had something to do with the fact that I haven't been tracking my calories like I need to. Or the fact that I haven't been working out like I know I should. Even my biweekly checkins showed that my motivation was flagging. But I don't want to gain the weight back. In fact, I want to keep losing.
Sooo, what to do about this?
One of my fabulous SparkFriends started C25K last week and blogged about the Hot Chocolate 5K in Chicago. I thought "You know what, this might be just what I need! A big kick in the pants to get serious about cardio and finally get losing again." I live in DC but have family in the Chicago area, so doing a special trip out there just to do a 5K makes some kind of sense - especially if it's my first.
According to DH, I "sprung this on him" Friday morning. I say I laid it out calmly and rationally, and asked if he'd like to participate. Ah, marriage. But he agreed to do it - the scale scared him into action. (Those little blood pressure pills didn't hurt, either.) Oh, yeah, and he knows that he married a hard-headed woman who would just do it herself. He knew he's going to Chicago one way or another, so he might as well get on board. rofl.
So we spent a good chunk of our weekend shopping for fitness gear. DH didn't have a shred of workout clothes to his name - not a solitary pair of gym shorts - and I needed a few key pieces. Like running shoes. (My cross trainers won't cut it.) Therefore we spent an unseemly amount of money on shoes, compression shorts, socks, and tech fabric gear. I'm buying a pair of new sports bras ASAP. Was this strictly necessary? Of course not. We could get away with less, cheaper, or less specific gear. But I'm a specialty gear whore, and DH is just as bad. (Yeah, we're enormous geeks. We've learned to live with it, lol.) Plus, making that financial investment is a darned good motivator - we can't let all that gear languish, untouched, in the closet. We're too practical for that.
At least that's what I reminded myself of when the alarm went off an hour early and DH tried to weasel out of running. It worked: we both got up, got dressed, and ran in our neighborhood. I kept the stopwatch and kept him going. DH had some foot cramps and I'm better shape than he is (and carrying a lot less extra weight), so I got a bit in front and set the pace.
Shockingly, I really liked it. REALLY LIKED IT. The last running rep was tough, but I pushed through and did it. And I'm very proud of myself. And even more so of DH. He had a very rough time of it; he said that his 2 hour dentist visit today (the first in 12 years, ahem) was easier than the 20 minute run. But he DID it. And he committed to do it again - without prompting from me. DH realizes that it'll get easier each time.
As for me, I've been bouncing around all day from a combination of runners' high and pure, unadulterated pride and motivation. Even the customary stupid grenades thrown my way at work didn't bring me down. I'm not sore (that'll be tomorrow) and my energy and well-being levels are off the charts. Hells yeah, I'm going to keep running!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
I've been doing SP a while, and my health is better. I eat better, exercise more, have lost 18ish pounds, and overall just feel better. But there have been other unexpected benefits and results. Here, in no particular order, are the strange, new, and wonderful things SP has brought into my life:
1. More energy. Serious amounts of energy.
2. A cleaner house.
3. More organization - across the board but especially in the house.
4. A desire to improve other parts of my life.
5. Better work ethic, especially outside of my job.
6. An obsession with tech fabrics for work out gear.
7. An obsession with work out gear.
8. Healthy is my new normal.
9. DH is actually working to improve his health now, too, that he sees how much progress I am making.
10. Our awesome garden.
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