Friday, November 20, 2009
Okay, my wedding is officially a week away. We leave for Florida (Keys destination wedding) and then the honeymoon on Sunday. The dress fits perfectly, and has been painstakingly packed in tissue paper. Everything else has been, er, less carefully packed. Lol. And we're ready to go in all other ways.
And yet I've got this nagging uneasiness. I'm not happy with the way I look right now, and therefore hate all my clothes - even the cute new stuff I bought just for this trip. And I DO NOT want to put on weight during our two-week vacation. But it's so hard to eat right when you have to eat in restaurants all the time, and I suspect it'll be hard to fit in gym time among wedding madness. I've been down on myself lately, which is ridiculous. But the fears of wedding weight gain has made that a lot worse. Ugh.
I reckon I just need to snap out of it, and do the best I can. Wish me luck!