Tuesday, April 15, 2014
when I last weighed myself I was at my highest weight possible. im talking like... seriously overweight. this morning ... even after having lost a total of 15 pounds I am still ashamed to put in my weight at the weekly weigh in. but... back to when I did last weigh myself, I made an appointment with my doctor. enough Is enough I said. I cant do this anymore. this is crazy. i am putting on so much weight that it is starting to affect things in my life that it really shouldn't. and the big problem is, i don't eat veggies or fruit. i barely drink water. this just sucks. how the hell do i go on a diet when i cant eat diet food?????
so now i am cutting back on ALLLL the stuff i am eating. oh man it was so bad. i was drinking pepsi, i was eating food outside the house all the time. hmmm i wonder how i gained so much weight haha. and this workout that i have going on now. ugh. its killing my knees. and its not supposed to!!! but i guess i need to suck it up. anyway, when i last weighed myself i was 15 lbs heavier. now i am not.