Wednesday, September 05, 2007
So yesterday was a great day! I stayed within my calorie range for the first time in weeks! I also drank tons of water, did some ST and started my mini-marathon training! What a great 'first day back'. HOWEVER.. I decided late last night that I should take some 'before' photos of me in a bikini. WOW!! It was a pretty big eye opener! I didn't realize how much of the weight I gained back went right to my tummy!! I orginally took the photos to post on my page, but there is NO WAY I can torture you people like that.
After downloading the pics and staring at them for hours I was sick to my stomach. I let go of myself again... I knew that I would eventually plateau, but I never thought it would be this bad. It hurts to know how well I did and then just gave up on it. I know this is a long journey, but how many times must one fail in order to succeed?!?!
I will not fail at this!! I want this and I will finish this!! I woke up this morning feeling refreshed and ready to get Day 2 completed!!
I'm back in the saddle again..... hehe..