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Another Unntended Beginning To a New Journey...

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Since my retirement in 2009, I have vowed I would go to the Senior Center and join so I could make new friends. You know the tale of all good intentions and and where they went.

Last week wth the whole-hearted support of all my lovely Spark friends, I got up on Monday mornng and went to the Senior Center and joined. There I met another group of caring and loving friends. I m so glad I went. And I shall now be going every Monday until my GGD, Sloan, who is 2 1/2 and newly potty-trained, can go to the nursery. Then I will try to go at least 3 tmes a week.

I lost my DH almost 6 years ago, and have done nothing to make a place for myself among those like myself. It was interesting that there I met a lady who had gone to the same junior high and high school as I had in the same years and gradulated the same year. How small is our world?

Ths had made me feel like I can continue this journey with some purpose.

As an update to my last blog, January 1, 2013, I am continuing on. I have lost 9 pounds. Not a great amount for almost 2 months, but I am at least being consistent.

So....now I have put two long intended journeys under my belt. The next one is to find a church where I can meet another group of caring and loving friends. I have not attended church since I lost my DH and it is time!

Jean

  
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MOMMADOT630 2/28/2013 7:20PM

    Jean you sound like a new woman - so proud of you. Finding a church you like will be the next best thing to do. Lots of people who want to know and love you out there. emoticon on your terrific weight loss...Hugs and Blessings, Dot


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MCGS62 2/28/2013 8:37AM

    Good job on all fronts !!!

it is no small feat to loose 4.5 pounds a month

the unfortunate news is that they are not really lost - they just joined 20 of their friends on my waist line.

I 'll be glad to send them back at your request ! LOL !!

Good Job

Jim

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BEECHWOOD3 2/27/2013 5:53PM

    You go girl!! You're doing great and I am so pleased you are doing something for YOU.. Enjoy.

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MENNOLY 2/27/2013 5:45PM

    Great moves! Spending time with others will add a great deal to your life. Congrats on leaving your comfort zone!

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ANDREWMOM 2/27/2013 11:10AM

    It is wonderful you have done this for YOU! You seem to be a very likable person!!!

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Just Plain Tired of Starting Over!

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

I am sick of this...and sick of me! Now I know better. I lost 50 lbs when I first joined Spark almost 5 years ago, and here I am with a weight gain for last year. I don't like myself. I have started so many ways to lose weight and it never "takes".

Tired of gaining, tired of looking at my fat self in the mirror, tired of rearranging my many different sizes of clothes in my closet, and tired of letting my friends know I have no will power.

Here's the big problem. I wander in and out of the kichen "after hours". Therein is my biggest problem. Admittedly, I eat more calories during "after hours snack time" than at me al time and also admittedly, i don't ever count those calories. What the hell is wrong with me?

And then there is the thing of not getting enough sleep. I never knew that lack of sleep can sabotage your weight...I have always stayed up late no matter what time I had to get up. Sometimes only getting 4-5 hours of sleep.

So there you have it. Get to bed earlier, and stay out of the kitchen after 8 pm. And if I mess up and go to the kitchen, I commit to counting those calories. It will at least make me aware.



  
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LYN-EDWY 2/27/2013 12:35AM

    Hi Jean...I'm starting again too.
I'd like to share with you a recent blog I posted.

" Monday, February 18, 2013

I found this on a fellow sparkers page....just have to keep it for me to read once in awhile.

"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming 'WOW, what a ride!'"

If I can skid in broadside...that means I am going at a pretty good speed when I get there. In order to do that...I need to be healthy.

HERE I COME........... emoticon "

Stay strong and be determined Jean, you are worth it.

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SJG1953 1/20/2013 2:32AM

    Me too my friend! I have started over yet again myself. I get so frustrated with myself because I keep messing up. I am not giving up though! I have lost 4.5lbs so far on this try. I lost 100 lbs and I've gained back around 50, but I am DETERMINED I am going to take it back off!! YOU GO GIRL!!! With God's help, we CAN do this!!!!!!!!
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FRANKLY5 1/9/2013 4:58PM

    Jean,
Just read your blog and Oh my, can I identify with those feelings. Recently I saw on one of those TV shows. (I think that it was Dr Oz) that we should find something about our physical self that we like and focus on that. I could only say that I liked my ears that day. That is sad isn't it? But at least I had a starting point. Now I realize that I like my hair as well. I hope that you can find something that you like about you to start with. It helps on the days that you feel like you hate yourself. Just say to yourself. Well at least I like my (toe nails or whatever) by the way I hate my toenails.
LOL.
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MSKIRBY1 1/7/2013 10:27AM

    Jean we all need to do that . I am the worlds worst at nibbing and not counting it as calories , will like you try to do better.
mattie sue

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GOODGETNBETR 1/7/2013 8:15AM

    emoticon You've identified all your hurdles. emoticon making your dreams reality in 2013! emoticon

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RDGISME 1/3/2013 10:08PM

    Jean- your words were never so true about so many people before. Starting over is a choice. A great choice that you are able and willing to make- emoticon You can and will reach your weight goals--it's all baby stepsand bunny hops to the end of our roads! We'll get there! We really will!

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CUPBUTTER 1/3/2013 6:12PM

    Jean you sound just like me. Every Monday I start again and by Wed. I am back to old habits. Not now. I am going to do this. I know you can too.

Hugs Barbara

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ILOVETOCRUISE 1/3/2013 8:43AM

    Jean- I know how you feel. You will make it. I like the pickle idea. emoticon emoticon
Leona

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MOM1014 1/2/2013 7:34PM

    Well said Jean. Hey you made goal!! I know you can do it again. I've been trying to hit it for 5 years. Your blog says what so many of us think BUT...Add , "I will not beat up on myself". " I will pick myself up, dust myself off and get back in the race"

You did that blog so very well! You are worth the effort so thanks for your input and onward Christian Soldier!!

Love 'n hugs,
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PEEDLE 1/2/2013 6:23PM

    Jean,
You have said just how I feel - I am 7 lbs heavier than when I joined Spark, and I intended to lose!.
Now I too, must start over.............again! But we won't quit starting over; if we do not at least try, we will gain, gain, gain! So we just keep picking ourselves up and trying again. As we used to say KOKO - we will keep on keeping on.
Remember, we're all in this together!
Mary Lou

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MOMMADOT630 1/2/2013 11:33AM

    You and I started SP at about the same time and you reached Goal I was so proud of you! I never did...I did lose ten pounds and gained a few pounds back, was a yo-yo...gain, lose. I refuse to give up and so like you have determined to keep trying. You are on the right track Jean, staying out of the kitchen and sleeping well is a good beginning. I am with you all the way! God Bless my friend!!

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BEECHWOOD3 1/2/2013 10:42AM

    Jean I know exactly how you feel, I feel the same way but you state it so much better than I can. I have the same problem of snacking in the evening and not getting enough sleep. We can do it. We can make 2013 our year to shine.

Let's do it!

Sue

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MCGS62 1/2/2013 9:20AM

    You should "like you" WE "LIKE YOU"

and your resolve is good !! After hours kitches are a common problem but I know you can beat it!!

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ANDI571 1/1/2013 4:26PM

    You aren't starting over, you are just continuing on. It frustrating for sure, but it happens. Forgive yourself, and move into right now. Yesterday is gone. I know it is easier said than done, but you can do it. You have the tools, you just haven't been using them.

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MARYB73 1/1/2013 3:46PM

    Jean, you could not have said it better. Fortunately, God gave us the will to START OVER.
This is the year to make it last. I am old enough that I know I don't have too many years left in which I can start over.


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LJCANNON 1/1/2013 3:20PM

    emoticon Today is the Perfect time to Start Your New Lifestyle FOREVER!!
You are WORTH It, and I know you will Succeed!!!

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-WRKNG2ABTTRME- 1/1/2013 11:33AM

    One step, one day at a time...you CAN do it!

If I can be of any help, please let me know.

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HELEN_BRU 1/1/2013 11:32AM

    Jean, I love your blog. So easy to get into those bad habits. I've regained more than I planned (?) over the holidays too. It's now or never for me. You have two excellent suggestions. I have to go back to doing what worked for me before.

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PENNYRILE77 1/1/2013 10:36AM

    Ugggh, those kitchen trips get me in trouble too. Here's what I found that works for me. I have a dill pickle spear when I find myself with the fridge open. It's a tart puckery pickle, only has 8 or 9 calories, with a strong flavor that kills my craving for anything else.

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LBEILMAN 1/1/2013 10:28AM

    I love love love your post and especially the picture that says....if you are tired of starting over, stop giving up! Such a perfect thing to say! I start over allll the time and I don't "stick" to a plan at all. I think I'm going to print off that saying and your post and attach it to my refrigerator for motivation!!! Best of luck to you in 2013!
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Commited Again...?

Saturday, September 29, 2012

I have signed up for the Fall 5% Challenge which will be my second season with them...I really love this team and although I did not do very well last time around, I truly hope to do well this time. I have just not put my mind to it and that is what I plan on doing beginning October 6th!

Encouragement welcome.

Jean

  
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MCGS62 10/3/2012 8:36AM

    You have all the encouragement in the world from me.. Go Girl !!!

when I read your title "Committed Again ? "

I thought ,
no,
but I'm close,
however that's a different subject all together !!


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POLYANNA2 10/1/2012 11:47PM

    Jean, I didn't do as well as I'd hoped last time either because I let life get in the way. I've got to stop doing that. This is the best team ever and we're going to do this for the team, right? Right. Track and exercise, that's all we've got to do, and if you feel yourself faltering, just throw yourself into the middle of all your dawggie friends and we'll give you big, sloppy kisses until you can't help but feel the luv and want to forge ahead.
WE CAN DO THIS!!!!
Hugs....Carol

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SPECKLESANNE12 10/1/2012 10:07AM

    Been there done that. I didn't do well so I took a break (really contemplated quitting) and now am back. You can do it, the important part is to keep trying.
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JERSEYGIRL24 10/1/2012 9:55AM

    Last time was a dress rehearsal. Now you know what to do. Put the past behind you and go from here. You can do this!!! emoticon

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GOULDSGRANITE 9/30/2012 9:39AM

    This is my first go round with the challenge. I am really excited about it!!! I will sure encourage you in any way I can. Eight weeks ~ seems like a short time now - I'll get back with you in a few weeks!!! LOL We can do this thing!

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CHERIRIDDELL 9/30/2012 12:01AM

    You will do well this time is just takes a while to get into the swing of things !

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HELEN_BRU 9/29/2012 7:46PM

    We're all set to go - just got my invitations! Nothing is going to stop us now. Yahoo!
Dawgs!!

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MENNOLY 9/29/2012 7:11PM

    emoticon All it takes is commitment and persistence! Tacking the food and doing the exercise! emoticon emoticon

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PARKERB2 9/29/2012 6:45PM

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JEWELMOTI 9/29/2012 6:44PM

    You go girl!

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ZZYYGGY3 9/29/2012 6:43PM

    You can do it.

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Doing a Virtual 5K... (See Update Below.)

Monday, August 27, 2012

Last week, I started doing a Virtual Walk Your Way 5 K...I thought this might be a good way to get some much needed exercise and to challenge myself. I don't have a walking partner and being rather confined taking care of my 2 1/2 year old GGD, I decided this would have to do for now.

I am now in my second week, and tomorrow I will walk 2 miles. I started out with 15 continuous minutes and find I can do more than I thought at 81 years old! This is a 5-week training for the 5K, which is 3.1 miles. A good way to start, I am finding out.

I will continue to update as I go along. Keep me in your thoughts.

Jean

September 8, 2012 UPDATE

This is just a little update as to how I am doing on my self inflicted 5K. So far, I have struggled with each training day with strength training alternate days. It is hard but I have managed to fulfill each days goal. Today will be the end of week 4 and then at the end of next week I will do the WALK. I have really enjoyed this trip and have joined a virtual 5K on another tean beginning on October 28th, so this has helped me get ready for that as well.

I hope one day to do a 10K and maybe to do one in a real race. As it is now, I cannot get out as I keep my precious GGD, so must do the virtual, but who knows? I am a rather adventruous gal. Watch here for the ending of this adventure.

Jean

09/15/12 UPDATE - THE END

Ii is finally finished! I feel wonderful and it has helped me so much. I am signed up for another one in October. This could get to be a habit! Maybe I will live longer (?) or at least feel good for the remainder of my days.

If you haven't tried it....get moving!

Jean

  
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MNABOY 8/28/2012 1:47PM

    Keep it up! I had to start by making it from the house to the mailbox, 20 yards, and back. Then to my neighbors mailbox and back. Now I can walk 13 miles on a rails to trails park.

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ITS_MY_TURN_NOW 8/28/2012 12:56PM

    You are doing great! Good for you! The Spark 5k training is a great place to start. It worked for me. Take care and keep pushing.
You can do this!
Hugs,
Julee
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MCGS62 8/28/2012 10:09AM

    WOW!!!! You are doing Great!!!!


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SWEDE_SU 8/28/2012 9:40AM

    that's fantastic! you go go go!

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JERSEYGIRL24 8/28/2012 8:01AM

    That's awesome!! Sometimes a program like that is the best way to get you moving.

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TINAJANE76 8/28/2012 7:56AM

    That's fantastic, Jean! You'll be up to the 5K in no time!

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HELEN_BRU 8/27/2012 11:04PM

    You are doing so great, Jean! emoticon

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MENNOLY 8/27/2012 1:53PM

    Wonderful! emoticon emoticonKeep us posted!

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RUFFIT 8/27/2012 1:19PM

    That is totally awesome!! Hugs, Moni
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LADYJ6942 8/27/2012 12:22PM

    Way to go, keep at it. I'm also doing a virtual 5k but I am running.

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ROCKINROBYNOZ 8/27/2012 11:56AM

    Wow, Jean! You go girl ;)
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What Next...?

Monday, August 13, 2012

I have lived a long and learning road! I try never to be amazed at what comes at me from this deteriorating world! God made it so perfect and we have really screwed it up!

He told us to ask and He will hear...thus prayer. Nothing wrong with that. I would rather believe and be wrong that to not believe and be wrong.

I did not come from a Christian home sorry to say, but was always blessed with a feeling inside of me that brought me comfort. But for that I would be hell bound. Too many times we keep silent while we let the other side spit out their beliefs. I gladly give them the right to do so, but I also cling to my right to express my belief. It cannot be one way.

I am grateful for His unconditional forgiveness. There is not a one walking who has not done something that requires His forgiveness.

This is not my usual type blog, but there it is.

Wonder what Satan has set for us next? No matter my God can handle it.

  
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MCGS62 8/16/2012 8:52AM

    Keep the faith Jean. God has divine providence in all matters !!

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SJG1953 8/15/2012 1:09AM

    emoticonAmen!!!

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MSKIRBY1 8/13/2012 8:34PM

    Jean you are the best and wanted to leave for a bit no I need your wonderful example of day to day living you set a wonderful example thank you
mskirby

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CAMEY13 8/13/2012 7:10PM

    Jean so inspirational. emoticon

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MNABOY 8/13/2012 5:42PM

    In God we have the power to defeat Satan.

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PICKIE98 8/13/2012 3:45PM

    You are right, What next? From Him and us..

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