Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Hi again spark people. It has been a while since I have been on here. Sad to say depression has taken it's toll on me for a while now and I have not lost any wieght. I need to start over starting today. That is why I am here.
I want to start all over here. I am at 430 lbs. I feel like the world is falling down around me because of money, wieght, depression, and anxiety. For those who do not know I suffer from bipolar manic depression or whatever it is called. It makes things so much harder.
So that is where I am. I would like to lose this wieght and feel better very soon. At least that is my goal. I am in a struggle for SSD right now and am at the final appeal. I have not been able to work in the last two years.
To top it all off I have been out of church a long time and feel spiritualy dead. So if anyone has words of hope please speak now.