Sunday, April 06, 2014
I have felt so behind in things lately due to my own procrastination. I sat back the other day and felt like, ok Janine, there are people who are do-ers and people who are not. Which one do you want to be? I really deep down want to be a do-er. Have you ever been drawn to people that have such a zest for life but feel like you can't have that in your life because of certain circumstances or people you have in yours? I feel like I have been held down by so many things and most of them probably done of my own doing unconsciously as the way of my up bringing. I have a real wonderful therapist that is helping me with this.....THANK GOD! I just feel like I have held myself back because of maybe the shining person I could be that would burn other people out. Have them get over it....I feel like I am sacrificing the real me.