Thursday, June 21, 2012
Well, i am climbing the scale again. I am so frustrated i want to cry but I wont. I am still determined, i am still starting over, hopefully for the last time.
I did so well right at the beginning of the year, working out every night, eating good, i think my slow weight loss got to me and i slowly started giving up.
My legs and my back hurt daily, and I know it is from my weight. Strange as it sounds if I work out it hurts less. I sit all day at my desk, then I'm depressed and I come home and sit here like a bump. I am struggling to get into a routine to keep myself motivated.
I did start riding my bike more, well then it soared to the upper 90's and that went out the door, it is just too freaking hot!
Out comes the gym bag, heat is no excuse, i either take my bike out or hit the gym. here on out every night! lol i can beat this I know i can , I have all the tools, i just need the focus.
Still haven't quit / quitting!