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Not the answer I wanted

Saturday, September 17, 2011

I spent yesterday on a retreat. During this retreat, I spent much time in prayer. God and I are not seeing eye to eye right now.

She (family member) does not like me. She does not want me to communicate with her. She does not want to see me or acknowledge me. GOD SAYS LOVE HER ANYWAY. I'm tired and grumpy and tired of trying. The more I try, the more she pushes me away. GOD SAYS LOVE HER ANYWAY. Why can't I give her her way and leave her alone? GOD SAYS LOVE HER ANYWAY.

In my heart, I do love her and care about her. How do I show love and support to someone who doesn't want it and does not acknowledge my existence?

  
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MICKEYMAX 9/17/2011 8:28PM

    Do what you can do and listen with your heart

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JAGRIF 9/17/2011 7:33PM

    Making progress.....just one communication today, but still, communicating.



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JAGRIF 9/17/2011 7:29PM

    I do believe that God wants me to be better, not perfect (no errors), but better. I also believe that He will help me become a better person. I am still a work in progress.

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LIBBY19792 9/17/2011 7:08PM

    God will only give you what you want when you can prove to him that you are changed and will stay changed. This is not a quick fix and will never be the damage is done and until people change for themselves that is when God comes in.. Learn form your mistakes fix them and don't repeat your errors of those ways. You have to do the work and show God and tell him and change them with no errors. look at the people around you that say and make you say bad things to others. Show them there errors of there ways and change them to....

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Blessings, September 17, 2011

Saturday, September 17, 2011

My goal is to list three blessings everyday.

Here are today's blessings:

1. I am relaxed and feeling challenged after my staff retreat yesterday.

2. I am healthy enough to exercise regularly.

3. I can choose healthy foods to fuel my body.

Feel free to add your own blessings. Have a great day.

  


Blessings, September 16, 2011

Friday, September 16, 2011

My goal is to list three blessings everyday.

Here are today's blessings:

1. Staff retreat. I really enjoy our staff retreats. Great people, great location, very uplifting.

2. I can see and appreciate the beauty around me.

3. As I walk through the woods, I can hear the sounds of animals all around me.

Feel free to add your own blessings. Have a great day.

  
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BUSYGRANNY5 9/16/2011 3:39PM

    I think it's fantastic that your staff goes on retreat together! My first teaching job was at a Catholic school and we went on staff retreats twice a year, it was such a positive experience, but I'd forgotten all about until reading your post! Thanks for sharing!

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Blessings, September 15, 2011

Thursday, September 15, 2011

My goal is to list three blessings everyday.

Here are today's blessings:

1. I know how to swim. I love to swim. I get to take my students swimming today.

2. I am having dinner with some good friends tonight.

3. A long legal process is over and justice prevailed.

Feel free to add your own blessings. Have a great day!

  


Blessings, September 14, 2011

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

My goal is to list three blessings everyday.

Here are today's blessings:

1. Cooler weather.

2. Today is a new day.

3. One choice at a time, I am changing my life.

Feel free to add your own blessings. Have a great day!

  
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TEXASFILLY 9/14/2011 7:50PM

    You're a WINNER, sunshine! *hugs* Keep working in gratitude and it will all come together for you. *hugs* BB~ emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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