Saturday, September 17, 2011
I spent yesterday on a retreat. During this retreat, I spent much time in prayer. God and I are not seeing eye to eye right now.
She (family member) does not like me. She does not want me to communicate with her. She does not want to see me or acknowledge me. GOD SAYS LOVE HER ANYWAY. I'm tired and grumpy and tired of trying. The more I try, the more she pushes me away. GOD SAYS LOVE HER ANYWAY. Why can't I give her her way and leave her alone? GOD SAYS LOVE HER ANYWAY.
In my heart, I do love her and care about her. How do I show love and support to someone who doesn't want it and does not acknowledge my existence?