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Day 25: Hypoglycemia

Monday, January 25, 2010

It's bad news, don't do it.

So, my boss decided that we were going to have a meeting that ran from 5-6:30 tonight. That would have been okay, I only would have gone home a bit later than usual. I had dinner in the crockpot and would have eaten by my usual 7-7:15. However, we ran over, and I presented at the meeting, and I left my snack in my office. So, at about 6:40, my belly started doing the "eat soon or your blood sugar will drop" thing, and we finally wrapped up at just about 7, and my trail mix wasn't enough, and by the time I got home I was in an unhappy crash, yuck. I fended off my husband, ate, and got a little too munchie but at least it was with nuts, peanut butter, and raisins, all ED friendly. Anyway, I then got back on track, did my meltdown (oh, that was awful too, but done) and am now going into fast mode for tomorrow.

Anyway, today was nuts, and stressful, and crazy, and overall, I held it together. I'm glad. I have no idea what the scale is going to say in the morning, high carb day and all. Tomorrow since I don't have to make breakfast, I have time to make dinner ahead. Tomorrow night is small group ministry ... woohoo! I always feel better after that.

No reason to slow down now, only 5 more days to go, and I won't be eating for two of them.

Onward and upward!

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PRUPLEBEAR 1/25/2010 10:00PM

    I hate it when that happens! Last week my sugar dropped really low! All because of things running longer and me leaving my snack at the office too! Any way I finally got my sugar up to a normal level and could think again!!! I really hate that! I am glad that it never drops that low often! I have been on my meds for well june will be 2 years and that is only the second time! But it can get really scary! Take care!
Monkeys rule!

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Day 24: Happy Birthday Dean!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Okay, that's a reference to my new obsessive TV show Supernatural. If you aren't a super sci-fi geek obsessed with the Winchester brothers, please skip ahead to the diet/exercise part of this post. If you are an obsessive fan, hehehehe! Also, yesterday was National Pie Day. It was a Dean is awesome weekend. Oh yes.

Okay, onto the reality. Still going pretty well. Technically, I cheated just slightly today because I had some Noah's Pudding at church (a Turkish food-sharing tradition) which is sweet, but I only had half a very small cup to participate in the tradition, and it did not put me into a sugar craving, so that worked. It also had other good things in it like chickpeas and corn, so, balanced, sort of.

Dax ( www.londonpersonaltrainingstudio.com ) is going to ease up on the workouts for us by eliminating the 4th cardio workout. However, I really like my stair-climbing intervals at work, so I'm going to keep doing them anyway. However, I may consider the Power Circuit to be optional this week as it tends to hurt my back slightly. This week is going to be tough and busy. Insane actually. I'll figure it out.

Tomorrow is carbs, yay fruit! I miss my fruit. I probably eat too many nuts when I can't have fruit. Oh well, almost done with the insanity, then I can get back to basic lifestyle stuff, meaning more fruit!

My abs are starting to get really strong I think. I can do shoulder stands no issue anymore. I can almost do a straight legged roll-up (sit-up), and today I tried a headstand and I was able to just barely touch the wall. Now, to remove this fat layer covering my pretty abs.

Okay, still working, still trying, still fighting.

Onward and upward!

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MJSCHUMAN 1/24/2010 11:20PM

    Thanks for the encouragement before my first tips. I'm so glad you are a week ahead of me because I learn so much from your posts. I saw the note about skipping cardio but I think I will keep up with mine. Although this weekend I didn't do any. I did my "once-a-month" cooking where my son and I cook enough meals for a month and freeze them and I was on my feet for 2 days and then today I made a trip to my parent's house - an hour away because my dad was in the hospital. (He's fine now) but there just was no time for cardio.

Enjoy your fruit and good luck on your last week!

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Day 23: One Week Left!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Woohoo, only one week to go on the insane Meltdown program! Don't get me wrong, it's been a great experience pushing my physical and mental limits farther than I have before, however, I really miss cheese and could stand to workout one less time per day. I'm considering keeping the fasting one day a week though, I think that could work for me, and save me money in groceries. We'll see.

Anyway, I promised measurements and pics again, so here we go 1/1 -- 1/23

Weight 163.4 -- 157
Hips 40 -- 38.75
Waist 32 -- 31.5
Chest 42 -- 40.25

I like the pics best though!

Yay! Anyway, I was backtracking through my Wii Fit weight, and realized that this past July I was way down in the 140s and somehow gained it back in the second half of the year. So, two things have come out of this, 1) I think my final weight loss goal will need to be closer to 135 to get the look I really want and 2) that CANNOT happen this year, I will make this a healthy habits year and not a gain it back after summer year. That's the plan, Stan.

Okay, I need sleep, badly.

Onward and upward!

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JENISNAPE 1/24/2010 5:49AM

    Great plan! :) emoticon

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ME2448 1/23/2010 10:30PM

    Onward and upward!

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Day 22: Fasting, second time's the charm

Friday, January 22, 2010

Today was our second fast day. I think I figured it out this time. I ate a good dinner and some grapes, corn chips, and carrots with ranch immediately after dinner last night until about 7:30pm. Then I played 3 hours of D&D with no nibbling at all. I drank my tea all day and stayed busy until 5pm, when I had some yogurt and peanut butter and took my metformin. I came home, had a nice low-carb chicken cacciatore dinner, and did not get the serious munchies the way I did last time. So, new plan: break fast slightly early with small snack and take blood sugar controlling meds. This I could totally do.

Anyway, I also did my workouts today, 3 rounds of DB Matrix which makes my abs work so, so hard. Food is good, body is good, and I get to sleep in tomorrow.

I should start a Meltdown countdown: 8 days to go!
Tomorrow I will have new measurements and photos too. Post-fast day should mean happy Wii Fit Balance Board!

Onward and upward!

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TOWANDA132 1/23/2010 9:55AM

    Sounds Awesome!!

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JENISNAPE 1/23/2010 5:33AM

    Great that you figured out what works best for you :) emoticon

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Day 21: Better Late than Never

Friday, January 22, 2010

I realize it is the 22nd today, but this entry is for yesterday because I was busier than usual. I was just recently challenged by a blog I read to put together my goals for not only this year, but this decade. Yesterday, I only completed 2.75 of my 4 workouts, but I gave my 100% time and effort, and I reminded myself that's what counts. Then I wrote this:

I made one New Year's resolution this year, and it was no excuses. I know what I want to do in my life, but I always find excuses not to get there. Last year was a string of excuses for why after 2008 was my year of 45lb weight loss and in 2009 I didn't change my body at all.

This is my year. This is the year that I am learning how to put myself first and learning to defeat the demons of emotional and mindless eating. This is the year I will kiss my gut goodbye. This past December I ran my first 5k, and this year I will run a 10K and maybe even a half-marathon. I will crave healthy foods and kick my sugar habit to the curb forever (already 22 days without sugar and counting). I will focus on my work, make connections, and push forward the research on microbial ecology and bioremediation to better our world.

This is also my decade. I will land the tenure-track professor job I have worked so hard for, and be an inspiration to my students to learn and understand science and the world. I will start my family with a child, and we will teach them from the start about healthy living rather than learning it on our own in our 20s the way me and my husband did.

Without excuses, I can accomplish anything I want, but most of all, I want to never again feel like I could have done more. This year and this decade my goal is do what I can and work for what I want, because that it the only way to get it.

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JENISNAPE 1/22/2010 9:15AM

    This is a great post! I need to make this a no excuses year too. I'm always saying what I need to do, but never actually doing. This is our year of change! Let's do it! :)

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