Friday, January 17, 2014
dya know what??? Ive lived my whole life waiting for my fairy godmother...and at 52 I should probably accept there aint one :)
I went to my GP again and asked for help again and cried (i hate public crying) again....and think I should probably accept that ....NO ONE IS GOING TO COME AND MAGIC MY MIND ...BODY...ATTITUDE ....INTO something perfect and wonderful.
I say all the time...unless someone can change whats in my head I will never lose weight and keep it off....Ive lost and gained 30 times !!! probably more !!!
I am trying to motivate myself ..to look for motivation and help and accept what I find.
the quote on my status thing was one thing that has helped motivate me for today...
Ive always liked the OA one day at a time idea...I just cant get to grips with the god stuff...
and maybe I need to loosen up and take all the help I can where I can find it and stop being so stubborn and proud...and accept I dont know everything ..EVEN ABOUT MYSELF.
I told my husband I was trying again and expected him to ignore or mock me ...but he just gave me a big hug and a big smile and said...thats great ...good for you :)
Im heavier than I have ever been...Im also older and sicker...and I want to change and get healthier to stay alive a little longer for my family , who I adore :)
If you don't design your own life plan, chances are you'll fall into someone else's plan. And guess what they have planned for you? Not much.
thanks for that jim rohn whoever you are...
I think I ll take your advice