Sunday, March 03, 2013
#2 Drop the paranoia!
I drive my husband crazy with always thinking someone is looking at me and/or talking or laughing about my weight. I have heard a couple people in the last few years make a nasty comment about me that I overhear. Luckily not to my face, I don't know how I would handle that. When I overhear it, I always walk away and think what a jerk..if only they knew how much that hurts.
At least once a week I will see someone looking in my general direction and right away I think they are checking out my size. My husband has told me before that maybe they are looking because they think they know me, they like what I'm wearing, or dare he say that they think I'm beautiful. That last one always gets me to laugh- he believes it, but I don't--yet. That's a whole other topic. My self esteem has been low for years since I started piling on the pounds. I hope to change that!