Tuesday, August 19, 2014
As you know, I've been 'praising God in the hallway' while I wait on the insurance company to come and look at my car.
Being A child of the Most High GOD means I trust Him and I will rise up again!
God made us all different, but He expects us to be true to ourselves and Him and His commandments.
We are a light shining in a dark world.
We should be kind and HONEST at all times. Especially when the stakes are high, showing that we trust our Father!!
After all, There is no point to life, without our personal relationship with GOD!
My left wrist and half way up the my left arm to my elbow is in constant pain, as well as my back and neck. I can hardly hold up my head....
This news came just as I was praising God that He can heal me. He is healing me even now, though He is using DR.'s this time, thus far.
The other man lied and his insurance company figured that out without even looking at my car.
I stopped because the law demands it....
The truth will set you free! And I'm free indeed
Wednesday, August 06, 2014
all of my spark friends for your prayers! Last night I decided I must see a DR. I hurt all over but the specific places that hurt worse cause me concern. My left wrist, neck shoulder upper back, and both hips though the left is more painful, ALL hurt! I guess I thought I would get better. That on top of not knowing where to go to find a dr and not wanting to drive again EVER brought me to this reality:
I went online since I don't Louisiana's laws and found out the best thing to do in this state, is get an attorney. When I spun the spark wheel an attorneys name was advertised in the center of the wheel. I called them last night, and today they sent a man, Shawn, out immediately to assess me and the car. He explained the reason my wrist hurt 'could be' from gripping the wheel so tightly during the wreck. It feels broken now. The news on my car isn't good, either. The attorney is advising me and I know I did the best thing to contact him.
I need to explain that I was so THANKFUL that I wasn't dead after the accident, even though I was shaking like a leaf, I felt as though I would be fine! (I was in shock) but a soon as I began driving, I felt the pain.
I'll spare you the details of the huge white SUV spinning out of control etc. etc. pray for the driver and any passengers, please! I don't see how they could have survived hitting the left cement barrier, my car, then spinning again and hitting the right barrier.
I have had nightmares every since this happened. If you've never been in an accident like this, you may not know the torment of reliving it in your dreams.
I praise God I'm alive and that I didn't get hurt worse than what I am. Tomorrow I see the dr and my attorney will get the accident report, even though it's only been 5 days, because he is an attorney! (I would have had to wait 10 days.)
I've had people say, "you should have gone by ambulance to the ER immediately!"
Yes but now I know that I was in shock. Reality is sinking in. I was on a bridge, there are so many worse things that could've happened! Tonight It feels like I've broken bones in my wrist......
I was told by the dr today, not to be surprised if I begin hurting worse as the amount of force that came against my body and the way I tensed up to protect myself.
I am so grateful for my spark friends and my family.
Please forgive me for not being uplifting, I don't like to admit when I'm not at my best,
but I HOPE you all understand.
I apologize IF THIS IS TOO LONG OR IF I'M RAMBLING... I've typed this with one hand. took forever!
I feel even more strongly that this state and this move is exactly what God wanted and where GOD wants me to be, even though.....
In ALL things with prayer and thanksgiving let your request be made known to God!! I am praying!!
Sunday, July 27, 2014
Letting go is like watching pages of a book fly away and transform to something new!
Trying to stay here in OK when I know my family needs me is wrong and makes things harder. I'm so glad I know what I want to do, and I'm doing it this week!
Packing and moving is getting rid of all of the physical junk.....
Starting over in a new state, a new home, with new family members is not what I thought GOD had called me to.
But at this time, I KNOW I'm suppose to help my children, though grown, to re-establish a home close to one of our family members, my 12 year old granddaughter, Adie. She needs her dad and he needs us to make this a quick move!
It may be that her mom takes her to anther state. But she will never forget that we gave up everything to help her find balance in her life.
My son is determined that she will have a mom and a dad!
I'm happy for him and proud, too.
My daughter hated Oklahoma weather, and I'm very allergic to all the weather here. As you know, I have developed skin responses to my allergies so I must move, too. If I ever had a question about leaving my sisters, I know now!
My daughter is also pregnant with hr 2nd high risk pregnancy so she went 1st to set up a home for all of us, while she can still travel.
I will be leaving on the 30th of this month.
Hard? yes. Easy? yes!! I know God is in this middle of this and working to save my entire family.
Thank you for your prayers as I have to pack today. If it fits in my car, it goes! My son will bring the rest! Storage units will be used in the mean time.
LOVE you my spark friends. Hopefully, I'll be able to stay in touch even as I travel. I don't expect any down time.
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.” Tom Krause quotes
I THOUGHT ONCE THAT I POSSESED COURAGE.
It wasn't courage, it was self confidence.
I tried ALWAYS knowing I would win! Maybe come in 2nd, but always be in the running with the best. When I did come in 2nd, I would try until I won 1st place!
Now when I try, it's COURAGE.
THIS IS WHERE 'HOPE' COMES IN~
I think this can be a smart way to live:
Do one thing every day that scares you. ~Anonymous
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